MM

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Hiya hon,

Yes I have been tested for the rhuematoid arthritis but I will most

definetly mention what you said to the rhuemy, plus research it

myself. =)

Don't you just love being poked, prodded, used and abused only to

have the tests show nothing or " normal " I am so tempted to take some

demerol to help with my back pain but fear to take it while Mike

isn't home in case I have trouble coughing, breathing and don't feel

it from being doped up =) Would be a great way to go though - I

wouldn't feel anything... NO I am not suicidal, I do not want to go

right now, especially since Mike says " I can't die on him " All I hope

is that when the time does come, Mike is home with me and not out on

the road. This just gets so tiresome fighting to figure out what the

heck is going on and I know you know how I feel since you are going

through the same thing. I am starting to get my migraine back most

likely from the stress, hopefully I can knock it in the bud with the

Migrahealth that has been the only thing that has killed any of my

migraines. We shall see.

Well it's time to try to get some more minutes of sleep since that

seems to be the only increments I can get. Hope you get answers soon.

You know I love u and think of you daily.

Sending you gentle hugs and warm wishes...

Deanna

> Deanna, I am so sorry they didn't find an answer for you. I am

having the

> same trouble with heart,

> lung, scans, ultrasounds, " grams " , etc. Went through a bunch

again today,

> and I am just exhausted.

> Have they ever tested you for Rheumatoid Arthritis? I ask because

there is

> Rheumatoid Lung Disease

> which acts a lot like what you are describing. You might want to

check it

> out with the Rheumy.

>

> I'll keep praying, honey. Love you, MM