Re: How to ease the pain? CDC Knew of Potential Link between Vaccines, Autism

[Guest guest]

We all hear you!

> Dear friends,

>

> I sit in stunned silence as I read first hand what we have all been

> discussing for several months; the CDC and other government

officials

> knew they were advocating vaccines that caused brain damage in

children.

>

> For some reason, reading their actual comments seems to make the

wound

> deeper as I watch my son. At 4 1/2, Devon runs around the house

> screaming for no apparent reason. He repeatedly pulls my finger

until

> it's practically out of socket to get videos that he obsesses over

every

> 5-10 minutes. He eats disgusting food I have to pay a fortune for,

and I

> still get to change his diapers. He gets to choke down a cupboard

full

> of supplements (vitamins, minerals, oils, probiotics, chelators,

> enzymes) and yet he still gets his bi-annual visit to ER. What's

worse,

> is that I get to guess at what's wrong with him, since HE CANT

TALK!!!

> My daughter cant stand to play with him; and we his parents seem

to be

> his only friend. I know my son is in there somewhere, and we have

turned

> our lives upside-down to bring him back.

>

> I am sure glad Dr. was able to save his grandson from

mercury

> damage. Too bad he couldn't share his findings with those he was

hired

> to protect. I wonder how a person can sleep at night knowing they

> directly used their power to hurt thousands if not millions of

children.

>

>

> The deep anger I feel is hard to bear. I can tell you I am no

friend of

> the vaccine program; NOR WILL MY FAMILY EVER GET ANOTHER VACCINE;

not

> even for my dog! Why? I have no faith in pharm's - not ever. It is

> painstakingly clear where their loyalties lie, in themselves.

>

> What throws salt into my wound is that I actually had to endure the

> contempt of doctors and nurses who learned I would not vaccinate.

They

> told me " without a doubt, the mercury has been removed " . They

looked at

> me as if I was a half-mad illogical mother who was digging for

answers

> that weren't to be found- after all, autism is simply genetic.

Comments

> are made such as " A good mother always vaccinates " and " why would

you

> put your child in harms way? " . And the terrible guilt I feel for

> vaccinating even when I questioned its importance, as if God was

telling

> me not to do it, and I did it anyway.

>

> How does a person live with this kind of mistake?

>

> My son will not live a life of hell, locked in his own mind,

destined

> for disability programs. I will do whatever it takes to make him

better;

> mortgage my home, quit my job, kick at the pricks, and stand up

and say

> " look at what you've done to my kids; look at what I allowed you

to do " .

> I will not stop and accept this; not ever.

>

> I thank you all for standing up for your children. I have the

deepest

> respect for you, and my prayers are with you and your families. I

thank

> you for your support you have shown me in this elusive battle

against

> autism.

>

>

> Asmus

> Mom to le (6) ADD, and Devon (4) ASD

>

>

>>

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

When I first read the Simpsonwood comments, I wept over the keyboard. I

truly understand where you are coming from. Unfortunately that was several

years ago. Making Simpsonwood public did not seem to make much difference

in the public arena. Only time will tell whether this time it will.

Barb

Re: [ ] CDC Knew of Potential Link between

> Vaccines, Autism

>

>

>

>

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>

[Guest guest]

Amen! I lost a lot of faith in mankind when I learned of all this.

I don't know how these humans can have such cold hearts to do what

they have knowingly done. They have made choices of running and

hiding instead of standing up for what is right. What criminals and

cowards they are!

> > Dear friends,

> >

> > I sit in stunned silence as I read first hand what we have all

been

> > discussing for several months; the CDC and other government

> officials

> > knew they were advocating vaccines that caused brain damage in

> children.

> >

> > For some reason, reading their actual comments seems to make the

> wound

> > deeper as I watch my son. At 4 1/2, Devon runs around the house

> > screaming for no apparent reason. He repeatedly pulls my finger

> until

> > it's practically out of socket to get videos that he obsesses

over

> every

> > 5-10 minutes. He eats disgusting food I have to pay a fortune

for,

> and I

> > still get to change his diapers. He gets to choke down a cupboard

> full

> > of supplements (vitamins, minerals, oils, probiotics, chelators,

> > enzymes) and yet he still gets his bi-annual visit to ER. What's

> worse,

> > is that I get to guess at what's wrong with him, since HE CANT

> TALK!!!

> > My daughter cant stand to play with him; and we his parents seem

> to be

> > his only friend. I know my son is in there somewhere, and we have

> turned

> > our lives upside-down to bring him back.

> >

> > I am sure glad Dr. was able to save his grandson from

> mercury

> > damage. Too bad he couldn't share his findings with those he was

> hired

> > to protect. I wonder how a person can sleep at night knowing they

> > directly used their power to hurt thousands if not millions of

> children.

> >

> >

> > The deep anger I feel is hard to bear. I can tell you I am no

> friend of

> > the vaccine program; NOR WILL MY FAMILY EVER GET ANOTHER VACCINE;

> not

> > even for my dog! Why? I have no faith in pharm's - not ever. It is

> > painstakingly clear where their loyalties lie, in themselves.

> >

> > What throws salt into my wound is that I actually had to endure

the

> > contempt of doctors and nurses who learned I would not vaccinate.

> They

> > told me " without a doubt, the mercury has been removed " . They

> looked at

> > me as if I was a half-mad illogical mother who was digging for

> answers

> > that weren't to be found- after all, autism is simply genetic.

> Comments

> > are made such as " A good mother always vaccinates " and " why would

> you

> > put your child in harms way? " . And the terrible guilt I feel for

> > vaccinating even when I questioned its importance, as if God was

> telling

> > me not to do it, and I did it anyway.

> >

> > How does a person live with this kind of mistake?

> >

> > My son will not live a life of hell, locked in his own mind,

> destined

> > for disability programs. I will do whatever it takes to make him

> better;

> > mortgage my home, quit my job, kick at the pricks, and stand up

> and say

> > " look at what you've done to my kids; look at what I allowed you

> to do " .

> > I will not stop and accept this; not ever.

> >

> > I thank you all for standing up for your children. I have the

> deepest

> > respect for you, and my prayers are with you and your families. I

> thank

> > you for your support you have shown me in this elusive battle

> against

> > autism.

> >

> >

> > Asmus

> > Mom to le (6) ADD, and Devon (4) ASD

> >

> >

> >>

> >

> >