Hi all

[Guest guest]

How is everyone doing? I hope you’re all doing much

better than I am. As you can see it is 2:20am and I am NOT

sound asleep in my warm bed L

Most of you know I have been going through a lot lately and

well it’s taking a deep spell on my health. I have been suffering from

chest pains, and tonight they have started getting very sharp, I feel better if

I apply pressure where I feel the pain. I am sure many of you are thinking to

yourself, why isn’t she going to the hosp. Well

that’s easy to answer J Apparently my old heart doctor doesn’t feel I have any

heart problems and that my chest pains are most likely gas. (DO YOU KNOW HOW

PISSED MY RHUEMY IS ABOUT THAT COMMENT!!!!!) I fired that doctors

ass real quick. But the problem is whenever I do go to the ER for any symptoms, they stop and can not be duplicated until I am

gone. So as you can see my body isn’t co-operating with anyone. I have

had a gazillion tests, procedures, etc. done these past few months for not only

these chest pains, but breathing issues, vomiting issues, unexplained fevers of

104.0 every evening, at one point they thought I had endocarditis, but the

heart doc threw that theory away. I am at the point where I think Friday I am

going to demand my primary to admit me until I have answers to what the hell is

going on. I have had it! This is my life and mike does not deserve to see me sufferring

any more than I already do with all my other health ailments. I have had it

with the pain, I have had it with the difficulty breathing, the chest pains,

the fevers, the chills, the vomiting (in which after the fundaplication I

shouldn’t be vomiting like this let alone at all) and now I am vomiting a

shit load of bile, and who the hell knows why. Gallbladder is gone, and I do

know liver is now acting up. Wont even begin to explain the daily pain just

from the osteonecrosis in the right knee and it is expected to be found in my

hips as well (I get x-rays tomorrow for that plus another chest x-ray) So as

you can see I have not been able to get to the board to read everyone’s

messages. ( I do confess that I keep up with (well

try) what the other moderators are doing and how they are J)

Welcome to all the new members, welcome back MM, happy

birthday to those who I missed, etc. Well I am going to go back and lay down and see if I can get any sleep before I need to be

up in the morning.

Take care everyone, and know your all in my thoughts and

prayers…..

Hugs,

Deanna