Prayers NEEDED for Sis (Lonestar Rose) Please!

May 4, 2004

Lana~~

Is it out of your bounds to inform someone that she has written something

that sounds like a cry for help. Perhaps suicide in the back of her mind? I

read the below paragraph and it sounds like she is preparing herself to me.

Maybe she is just really depressed and sick of being sick and that is that but I

have been as deadly sick as she and I never thought about what I wanted to be

dressed in my casket.

>>I want to get better, and am annoying by this. But if God sees fit

for other plans for me, I want you to know that there is a new,

pretty, wispy pink dress in my closet<<

I am no shrink, just caring friend who would never want to overlook something

like this.

Could you contact her husband?

Doctor?

Pastor or Priest if she has one?

Debbi

May 4, 2004

Hi everyone,

I got a horrible email from (Sis) that is scaring the beJesus

out of me! Here is part of it:

My potassium level has not been in the normal (far below...making

things like cardiac arrest a very real possibility, among other

unpleasant things). After blood draw upon blood draw. my 20 yr.

family dr. kept doubling and redoubling the dosage of liquid 20%

potassium I was taking......to a whopping 8 teaspoons per day!!!!!!

It was just wreaking havoc with my stomach....cramping, burning,

unexpected horrific gas and projectile dishrag, vomiting, not having

appetite,etc. It took many phone calls yesterday (which I did NOT

have the energy for) to get my VERY necessary Rx possession changed

to a time released capsule form to be taken two at a time three times

a day with food....and another blood draw at the end of this week to

see what the level is. If after all of this it is still well below

normal limits (and I'm talking <2.9 to 3.3, tops), Dr. Grubb in OH

wants me to seek out a Nephrologists in my area to determine whether

kidney failure is playing a silent, deadly role. I don't have the

energy to locate one. Or even drive there. The closest one would

have to be Dallas at least. I am also sending this to Dr.

Franocomano Franocomano in the desperate hope of her valuable input.

Tachycardia is my constant companion, and I faint often. There is an

unsightly gash in my left knee from such such " floor licking

episode. "

I want to get better, and am annoying by this. But if God sees fit

for other plans for me, I want you to know that there is a new,

pretty , wispy pink dress in my closet.............

It continues with her 'last wishes'. I hope to God she's just very

ill and FEELING like death, NOT that she's CLOSE to it! I know that

can happen, but I also know, that it CAN happen, especially if one's

will is lessening. PLEASE, put on your personal prayer list,

along with any prayer chains.

GOD, I HATE THIS!

Also, I haven't heard from Sue Ginley! SUE, ARE YOU OK??????? Now,

I'm worried about her as well, AND about our own dear, sweet list

leader, JILL, who is battling against money mongers!

OK, guys, we have to buck it up and get the POSITIVE, HEALING,

PRAYERFUL thoughts going, OK??? I'm begging! I KNOW I can count on

all of you!

THANK YOU!

Love Lana

p.s. I'm going to try to call Sis and Sue tonight! I'll keep in

touch!

May 4, 2004

is also a very spiritual person and believes strongly in Christ as her

saviour - and so in that context she has a certain amount of peace about her

life and what's happening to her. I doubt that would ever take her

life - she has so much to live for, so much left to do. I just see as

taking some time to be introspective and prayerfully finding some calm amid

the storms that are brewing inside of her in terms of her health.

If prayer is your thing, please consider including in any prayer

circles you may have at church or among friends and help her stay strong

despite the trials she is facing. She will be buoyed by that and she will

feel the strength around her.

Lana, please if you talk to tonight, tell her that I am praying for

her and that her list family is completely there for her like a soft blanket

around her shoulders keeping her warm and safe.

Jill

May 4, 2004

Im not saying Im more sane than the rest of the apples in the cart lol but I

too have stated that I want to wear this or that when I go? I have never

been suicidal, just at times felt like death was nearing........ No one else

has felt this way? She definitely does need caring people around her though...

Hugssssssssssssssss TJ

Lana~~

Is it out of your bounds to inform someone that she has written something

that sounds like a cry for help. Perhaps suicide in the back of her mind? I

read the below paragraph and it sounds like she is preparing herself to me.

Maybe she is just really depressed and sick of being sick and that is that but

I

have been as deadly sick as she and I never thought about what I wanted to be

dressed in my casket.

>>I want to get better, and am annoying by this. But if God sees fit

for other plans for me, I want you to know that there is a new,

pretty, wispy pink dress in my closet<<

I am no shrink, just caring friend who would never want to overlook something

like this.

Could you contact her husband?

Doctor?

Pastor or Priest if she has one?

Debbi

May 4, 2004

Im not saying Im more sane than the rest of the apples in the cart lol but I

too have stated that I want to wear this or that when I go? I have never

been suicidal, just at times felt like death was nearing........ No one else

has felt this way? She definitely does need caring people around her though...

Hugssssssssssssssss TJ

Lana~~

Is it out of your bounds to inform someone that she has written something

that sounds like a cry for help. Perhaps suicide in the back of her mind? I

read the below paragraph and it sounds like she is preparing herself to me.

Maybe she is just really depressed and sick of being sick and that is that but

I

have been as deadly sick as she and I never thought about what I wanted to be

dressed in my casket.

>>I want to get better, and am annoying by this. But if God sees fit

for other plans for me, I want you to know that there is a new,

pretty, wispy pink dress in my closet<<

I am no shrink, just caring friend who would never want to overlook something

like this.

Could you contact her husband?

Doctor?

Pastor or Priest if she has one?

Debbi

May 4, 2004

Im not saying Im more sane than the rest of the apples in the cart lol but I

too have stated that I want to wear this or that when I go? I have never

been suicidal, just at times felt like death was nearing........ No one else

has felt this way? She definitely does need caring people around her though...

Hugssssssssssssssss TJ

Lana~~

Is it out of your bounds to inform someone that she has written something

that sounds like a cry for help. Perhaps suicide in the back of her mind? I

read the below paragraph and it sounds like she is preparing herself to me.

Maybe she is just really depressed and sick of being sick and that is that but

I

have been as deadly sick as she and I never thought about what I wanted to be

dressed in my casket.

>>I want to get better, and am annoying by this. But if God sees fit

for other plans for me, I want you to know that there is a new,

pretty, wispy pink dress in my closet<<

I am no shrink, just caring friend who would never want to overlook something

like this.

Could you contact her husband?

Doctor?

Pastor or Priest if she has one?

Debbi

May 5, 2004

Thanks Jill, I'll do that!

Love Lana 0 :-)

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