Re: I'm feeling better and hopefully on my way...

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In a message dated 12/5/2004 11:06:24 PM Eastern Standard Time,

sdlentz2@... writes:

> The main thing I notice is that *I* seem to be back. My husband

> notices that I'm happy -- actually, I haven't cried for over a month

> and 1/2 (except for normal reasons). For a long time, it seemed like

> I cried everyday -- I was just so depressed. Now, I feel so much

> calmer and like who I used to be -- my *spark* seems to be back.

>

Wow Debbie...thanks for giving an update on your situation. It's sounding

like things just might be taking a really positive turn for you. Yea, when you

feel that real you coming back...and being able to hold on to that without

the fatigue and depression stuff...that's a really good feeling. So glad to

hear this good news tonight. Thanks for posting.

Cindi

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In a message dated 12/5/2004 11:06:24 PM Eastern Standard Time,

sdlentz2@... writes:

> The main thing I notice is that *I* seem to be back. My husband

> notices that I'm happy -- actually, I haven't cried for over a month

> and 1/2 (except for normal reasons). For a long time, it seemed like

> I cried everyday -- I was just so depressed. Now, I feel so much

> calmer and like who I used to be -- my *spark* seems to be back.

>

Wow Debbie...thanks for giving an update on your situation. It's sounding

like things just might be taking a really positive turn for you. Yea, when you

feel that real you coming back...and being able to hold on to that without

the fatigue and depression stuff...that's a really good feeling. So glad to

hear this good news tonight. Thanks for posting.

Cindi

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In a message dated 12/6/2004 1:42:55 AM Eastern Standard Time,

MamaMaha@... writes:

> But any noticable improvements, especially feelling more stable or having

> more a feeling of well-being or whatever one wants to call

> it...balance...evenness, inner steady warmth. Or like coming home after a

long, icy cold journey

> into the unknown to a cozy, warm, safe home where the hearth fire is

> burning.

>

great description, caroline. this is how i would describe the changes in me.

balance. steady. coming home.

cindi

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In a message dated 12/6/2004 1:42:55 AM Eastern Standard Time,

MamaMaha@... writes:

> But any noticable improvements, especially feelling more stable or having

> more a feeling of well-being or whatever one wants to call

> it...balance...evenness, inner steady warmth. Or like coming home after a

long, icy cold journey

> into the unknown to a cozy, warm, safe home where the hearth fire is

> burning.

>

great description, caroline. this is how i would describe the changes in me.

balance. steady. coming home.

cindi

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Actually, Cindi, I'm scared to even acknowledge that I'm feeling

better because, in the past, everytime I have, it seems like that's

when things start getting worse! So I'm still waiting for the other

shoe to drop now too!

Today, I'm actually feeling some soreness in my muscles from doing

some lifting yesterday. For me, that's a big improvement because, for

a long time, I didn't feel any strength or soreness or feeling in my

muscles. I think, for me, treating the adrenals has made a big

difference.

So I'm cautiously optomistic, but still very guarded in letting myself

actually enjoy the improvements. I guess it's a protective thing from

being let down so much in the past. But I do know that I feel *A LOT*

better than I did just 2 months ago. Here's hoping it continues!!

Thanks again to everybody here!!!

Debbie

>

> Wow Debbie...thanks for giving an update on your situation. It's

sounding

> like things just might be taking a really positive turn for you.

Yea, when you

> feel that real you coming back...and being able to hold on to that

without

> the fatigue and depression stuff...that's a really good feeling. So

glad to

> hear this good news tonight. Thanks for posting.

> Cindi

> In a message dated 12/5/2004 11:06:24 PM Eastern Standard Time,

> sdlentz2@y... writes:

>

> > The main thing I notice is that *I* seem to be back. My husband

> > notices that I'm happy -- actually, I haven't cried for over a month

> > and 1/2 (except for normal reasons). For a long time, it seemed like

> > I cried everyday -- I was just so depressed. Now, I feel so much

> > calmer and like who I used to be -- my *spark* seems to be back.

[Guest guest]

Actually, Cindi, I'm scared to even acknowledge that I'm feeling

better because, in the past, everytime I have, it seems like that's

when things start getting worse! So I'm still waiting for the other

shoe to drop now too!

Today, I'm actually feeling some soreness in my muscles from doing

some lifting yesterday. For me, that's a big improvement because, for

a long time, I didn't feel any strength or soreness or feeling in my

muscles. I think, for me, treating the adrenals has made a big

difference.

So I'm cautiously optomistic, but still very guarded in letting myself

actually enjoy the improvements. I guess it's a protective thing from

being let down so much in the past. But I do know that I feel *A LOT*

better than I did just 2 months ago. Here's hoping it continues!!

Thanks again to everybody here!!!

Debbie

>

> Wow Debbie...thanks for giving an update on your situation. It's

sounding

> like things just might be taking a really positive turn for you.

Yea, when you

> feel that real you coming back...and being able to hold on to that

without

> the fatigue and depression stuff...that's a really good feeling. So

glad to

> hear this good news tonight. Thanks for posting.

> Cindi

> In a message dated 12/5/2004 11:06:24 PM Eastern Standard Time,

> sdlentz2@y... writes:

>

> > The main thing I notice is that *I* seem to be back. My husband

> > notices that I'm happy -- actually, I haven't cried for over a month

> > and 1/2 (except for normal reasons). For a long time, it seemed like

> > I cried everyday -- I was just so depressed. Now, I feel so much

> > calmer and like who I used to be -- my *spark* seems to be back.

[Guest guest]

That's a very good way of putting it, Caroline. I feel the same way

-- kinda like my pilot light has been relit! (I used to tell my

husband that I felt like I was dead inside, but he couldn't understand.)

It's so nice to have that warm, cozy and safe feeling again. I can

really identify with what you wrote. It's so good to hear that you're

feeling better too.

Debbie

> I've noticed more of this too in myself...feeling a bit more calm,

more steady & secure inside myself. Not so much anxiety & worry about

the future...but just small, but noticeable amounts of these...as I'm

still only at l 3/4 grains.

>

> But any noticable improvements, especially feelling more stable or

having more a feeling of well-being or whatever one wants to call

it...balance...evenness, inner steady warmth. Or like coming home

after a long, icy cold journey into the unknown to a cozy, warm, safe

home where the hearth fire is burning.

>

> It's a huge bonus for me to being feeling even small bits of that

again. I've been missing that good old feeling for years & years now.

It's wonderful to be having it come back again, even a little bit.

It's like the eternal fire or the pilot light inside myself went out &

now it's relit again...the inner hearth fire. So being back in the

pilot seat & in control again in a way I guess.

> CP

>

[Guest guest]

That's a very good way of putting it, Caroline. I feel the same way

-- kinda like my pilot light has been relit! (I used to tell my

husband that I felt like I was dead inside, but he couldn't understand.)

It's so nice to have that warm, cozy and safe feeling again. I can

really identify with what you wrote. It's so good to hear that you're

feeling better too.

Debbie

> I've noticed more of this too in myself...feeling a bit more calm,

more steady & secure inside myself. Not so much anxiety & worry about

the future...but just small, but noticeable amounts of these...as I'm

still only at l 3/4 grains.

>

> But any noticable improvements, especially feelling more stable or

having more a feeling of well-being or whatever one wants to call

it...balance...evenness, inner steady warmth. Or like coming home

after a long, icy cold journey into the unknown to a cozy, warm, safe

home where the hearth fire is burning.

>

> It's a huge bonus for me to being feeling even small bits of that

again. I've been missing that good old feeling for years & years now.

It's wonderful to be having it come back again, even a little bit.

It's like the eternal fire or the pilot light inside myself went out &

now it's relit again...the inner hearth fire. So being back in the

pilot seat & in control again in a way I guess.

> CP

>

[Guest guest]

TY, Debbie.....

" dead inside " ... & dying on the outside too.....exactly how I've been feeling for

years until recently. I had given up....

C.

Re: I'm feeling better and hopefully on my

way...

That's a very good way of putting it, Caroline. I feel the same way

-- kinda like my pilot light has been relit! (I used to tell my

husband that I felt like I was dead inside, but he couldn't understand.)

It's so nice to have that warm, cozy and safe feeling again. I can

really identify with what you wrote. It's so good to hear that you're

feeling better too.

Debbie

[Guest guest]

TY, Debbie.....

" dead inside " ... & dying on the outside too.....exactly how I've been feeling for

years until recently. I had given up....

C.

Re: I'm feeling better and hopefully on my

way...

That's a very good way of putting it, Caroline. I feel the same way

-- kinda like my pilot light has been relit! (I used to tell my

husband that I felt like I was dead inside, but he couldn't understand.)

It's so nice to have that warm, cozy and safe feeling again. I can

really identify with what you wrote. It's so good to hear that you're

feeling better too.

Debbie