(1) Misc. (2) Bowling Gals

January 5, 2006

Tracie, This feeling that I have that I'am not getting enough air/oxygen to breath sometimes happens at random. This in itself maybe is causing this pain (physical not emotional) around my heart. I didn't mentioned that there has been times that I sensed my heart was doing a "fluttering like" or "virbration like" of beats and then it may was beating rapid for a short time. All this damm stress I'am going through of everything going on in my life is probility a factor as well. To anyone who had read my e-mail below but did not respond, I should clarify some things so there is no misinterperted what I wrote. I did not say a "Short Term" solution about Kathy and myself like I go live with my brothers' families, my parents, a homeless mission, under a highway bridge. I was refering to a "Long Term" solution. To any in this group who are married, you would have only the three OPTIONS that I stated as well to be

permaintely separated like I stated. Anyone in the world for that matter that is married, they would have those three options; Divorce, Your spouse dies, or You die. I want everyone to know that I writing that I didn't have the frame of mind that Kathy my wife would die, nor of myself. It is just these last two OPTIONS was just in a general sence like either one of us would pass away in such as a car accident. If that scenario happened we would be permaintly separated. I feel like I had to write about this to know what my mind was thinking when I wrote that e-mail below. Tracie, this whole idea of my personal "situation" is more depressing than sarcoid. This is in part why I had written whenever in the past, "that I could care less I had seizures, strokes, etc." because of sarcoid develope in my brain. This line of thinking may be supressed now or like in a "remission", but is there that come back anytime for whatever length of time of having those

thoughts till it goes away again. For the last 4 plus years we are still married because of what? Basically it is because of something called NECESSITY. I help out on doing these paperoutes so have money to pay for rent, utilities, etc. and doing so I have a place to live and food to eat. She needs help in this area and I need a place to live & eat but in no "mission like" atmos- phere. Tracie, I think that you and unknow amount of other people understand my "situation". There may still be some who think "WHY?" I have had a don't care attitude about my health at times and say big deal if I had seizures or whatever. Because living in my situation is the MAJOR reason to feel this way. I think if I have this resolve and just get a divorce and have income to live by myself I be alot less depressed. Tracie, would you or anyone else would want me to write about "Bowling Gals"? It's not nothing about what your

comments that you had written about in the e-mail below. Also it is not that long either. Bye, (I mean here) P.S. If I have a "scarry" picture that is current one of myself sent to the group, everyone else can have a "scarry" picture sent in as well. That means you Tracie, yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tiodaat@... wrote: I'am still using that prescription form of nasal spray that has a Corticosteriod ingredient in the spray. I did started

that Advair (Asthma inhaler) but it was making my sinuses and nose cloged up. I told this to the Pulmonary doc at the Ann Arbor V.A. when I went down there back in mid December. They said stop taking this Advair for now. I may have been not getting enough air to breath at times and this is may why I'am having pain around my heart. My logic is that my heart is stressed out sometimes and has pump faster because of taking in less air. I go back down to Ann Arbor V.A. Hospital for the full lung function testing in March.,I'm concerned about your feeling some pain around your heart--and not being able to get in to see someone until March--at least for the breathing tests.I hope you'll decide to get in and talk with the MD's about the heart pain. You shouldn't be having a problem with that-- and if it's

happening because you aren't getting enough air-- then they need to move that appt up, and figure out why--and get you breathing better. See if you can do both the breathing test (PFT) and an exercise tolerance test at the same time. That way if you're having exercise or stress induced chest pain and shortness of breath, they can get you dealing with that.As for the "bowlers"-- knocking down the walls of people that push our buttons is something we'd all like to do from time to time--so sit back, take a deep breath, and picture their face on the pin. Mentally see yourself approaching the lane, ball in hand, and focusing directly on that pin--roll that strike! It's good--and worth the laugh.Tracie

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January 5, 2006

Tracie, This feeling that I have that I'am not getting enough air/oxygen to breath sometimes happens at random. This in itself maybe is causing this pain (physical not emotional) around my heart. I didn't mentioned that there has been times that I sensed my heart was doing a "fluttering like" or "virbration like" of beats and then it may was beating rapid for a short time. All this damm stress I'am going through of everything going on in my life is probility a factor as well. To anyone who had read my e-mail below but did not respond, I should clarify some things so there is no misinterperted what I wrote. I did not say a "Short Term" solution about Kathy and myself like I go live with my brothers' families, my parents, a homeless mission, under a highway bridge. I was refering to a "Long Term" solution. To any in this group who are married, you would have only the three OPTIONS that I stated as well to be

permaintely separated like I stated. Anyone in the world for that matter that is married, they would have those three options; Divorce, Your spouse dies, or You die. I want everyone to know that I writing that I didn't have the frame of mind that Kathy my wife would die, nor of myself. It is just these last two OPTIONS was just in a general sence like either one of us would pass away in such as a car accident. If that scenario happened we would be permaintly separated. I feel like I had to write about this to know what my mind was thinking when I wrote that e-mail below. Tracie, this whole idea of my personal "situation" is more depressing than sarcoid. This is in part why I had written whenever in the past, "that I could care less I had seizures, strokes, etc." because of sarcoid develope in my brain. This line of thinking may be supressed now or like in a "remission", but is there that come back anytime for whatever length of time of having those

thoughts till it goes away again. For the last 4 plus years we are still married because of what? Basically it is because of something called NECESSITY. I help out on doing these paperoutes so have money to pay for rent, utilities, etc. and doing so I have a place to live and food to eat. She needs help in this area and I need a place to live & eat but in no "mission like" atmos- phere. Tracie, I think that you and unknow amount of other people understand my "situation". There may still be some who think "WHY?" I have had a don't care attitude about my health at times and say big deal if I had seizures or whatever. Because living in my situation is the MAJOR reason to feel this way. I think if I have this resolve and just get a divorce and have income to live by myself I be alot less depressed. Tracie, would you or anyone else would want me to write about "Bowling Gals"? It's not nothing about what your

comments that you had written about in the e-mail below. Also it is not that long either. Bye, (I mean here) P.S. If I have a "scarry" picture that is current one of myself sent to the group, everyone else can have a "scarry" picture sent in as well. That means you Tracie, yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tiodaat@... wrote: I'am still using that prescription form of nasal spray that has a Corticosteriod ingredient in the spray. I did started

that Advair (Asthma inhaler) but it was making my sinuses and nose cloged up. I told this to the Pulmonary doc at the Ann Arbor V.A. when I went down there back in mid December. They said stop taking this Advair for now. I may have been not getting enough air to breath at times and this is may why I'am having pain around my heart. My logic is that my heart is stressed out sometimes and has pump faster because of taking in less air. I go back down to Ann Arbor V.A. Hospital for the full lung function testing in March.,I'm concerned about your feeling some pain around your heart--and not being able to get in to see someone until March--at least for the breathing tests.I hope you'll decide to get in and talk with the MD's about the heart pain. You shouldn't be having a problem with that-- and if it's

happening because you aren't getting enough air-- then they need to move that appt up, and figure out why--and get you breathing better. See if you can do both the breathing test (PFT) and an exercise tolerance test at the same time. That way if you're having exercise or stress induced chest pain and shortness of breath, they can get you dealing with that.As for the "bowlers"-- knocking down the walls of people that push our buttons is something we'd all like to do from time to time--so sit back, take a deep breath, and picture their face on the pin. Mentally see yourself approaching the lane, ball in hand, and focusing directly on that pin--roll that strike! It's good--and worth the laugh.Tracie

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January 5, 2006

Tracie, This feeling that I have that I'am not getting enough air/oxygen to breath sometimes happens at random. This in itself maybe is causing this pain (physical not emotional) around my heart. I didn't mentioned that there has been times that I sensed my heart was doing a "fluttering like" or "virbration like" of beats and then it may was beating rapid for a short time. All this damm stress I'am going through of everything going on in my life is probility a factor as well. To anyone who had read my e-mail below but did not respond, I should clarify some things so there is no misinterperted what I wrote. I did not say a "Short Term" solution about Kathy and myself like I go live with my brothers' families, my parents, a homeless mission, under a highway bridge. I was refering to a "Long Term" solution. To any in this group who are married, you would have only the three OPTIONS that I stated as well to be

permaintely separated like I stated. Anyone in the world for that matter that is married, they would have those three options; Divorce, Your spouse dies, or You die. I want everyone to know that I writing that I didn't have the frame of mind that Kathy my wife would die, nor of myself. It is just these last two OPTIONS was just in a general sence like either one of us would pass away in such as a car accident. If that scenario happened we would be permaintly separated. I feel like I had to write about this to know what my mind was thinking when I wrote that e-mail below. Tracie, this whole idea of my personal "situation" is more depressing than sarcoid. This is in part why I had written whenever in the past, "that I could care less I had seizures, strokes, etc." because of sarcoid develope in my brain. This line of thinking may be supressed now or like in a "remission", but is there that come back anytime for whatever length of time of having those

thoughts till it goes away again. For the last 4 plus years we are still married because of what? Basically it is because of something called NECESSITY. I help out on doing these paperoutes so have money to pay for rent, utilities, etc. and doing so I have a place to live and food to eat. She needs help in this area and I need a place to live & eat but in no "mission like" atmos- phere. Tracie, I think that you and unknow amount of other people understand my "situation". There may still be some who think "WHY?" I have had a don't care attitude about my health at times and say big deal if I had seizures or whatever. Because living in my situation is the MAJOR reason to feel this way. I think if I have this resolve and just get a divorce and have income to live by myself I be alot less depressed. Tracie, would you or anyone else would want me to write about "Bowling Gals"? It's not nothing about what your

comments that you had written about in the e-mail below. Also it is not that long either. Bye, (I mean here) P.S. If I have a "scarry" picture that is current one of myself sent to the group, everyone else can have a "scarry" picture sent in as well. That means you Tracie, yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tiodaat@... wrote: I'am still using that prescription form of nasal spray that has a Corticosteriod ingredient in the spray. I did started

that Advair (Asthma inhaler) but it was making my sinuses and nose cloged up. I told this to the Pulmonary doc at the Ann Arbor V.A. when I went down there back in mid December. They said stop taking this Advair for now. I may have been not getting enough air to breath at times and this is may why I'am having pain around my heart. My logic is that my heart is stressed out sometimes and has pump faster because of taking in less air. I go back down to Ann Arbor V.A. Hospital for the full lung function testing in March.,I'm concerned about your feeling some pain around your heart--and not being able to get in to see someone until March--at least for the breathing tests.I hope you'll decide to get in and talk with the MD's about the heart pain. You shouldn't be having a problem with that-- and if it's

happening because you aren't getting enough air-- then they need to move that appt up, and figure out why--and get you breathing better. See if you can do both the breathing test (PFT) and an exercise tolerance test at the same time. That way if you're having exercise or stress induced chest pain and shortness of breath, they can get you dealing with that.As for the "bowlers"-- knocking down the walls of people that push our buttons is something we'd all like to do from time to time--so sit back, take a deep breath, and picture their face on the pin. Mentally see yourself approaching the lane, ball in hand, and focusing directly on that pin--roll that strike! It's good--and worth the laugh.Tracie

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January 10, 2006

Hello out there is this computer land! Misc. I took time out to look up the various features such as the photos (looked before), data base, & links. What I say about photos, I'll state below. Data base: Naa Koshie, I seen your state listed in the data base and this brought back memories. Nothing bad or anything like that. It is just after my basic training I took in the U.S. Air Force there in San , Texas I went to Aberdeen Proving Ground (an Army base), land for an number of weeks there in August 1973. Although my time was short there I did see some sites in Washington D.C. such as the Capital building & the tonian Isisute (mispelled). Terri S., from the data base you have listed Virginia as your state you live in. I never lived there, but I very well have ancestisors from your state. Dot, from the data base you have Missouri as your state. I have realivites that live there now. Darlene, I looked the "Links" and there is 33 different subject matters that a person can click onto to read about. I don't remember if I did this before as I'am writing this now. Anyway, is all these 33 different subjects can be printed out from a computer? Bowling Gals. (just words of comfort) A part of me thinks to write this and a part of thinks that some will take it the wrong way so not to write this. Marla, S., & Joan know enough from what I had written before to understand this. Oh well here it is. See I view myself sometimes as just as a old beat up bowling pin that has gotten smash over and over and over for alot of various reasons going back for 25 years. Everyone has a different story to tell. Some like myself have gone through struggles alot in their lives if not all their lives like myself. Regardless though, I should just state this. All you Gals or Women are Bowling Gals. What are you writing

about ? Some will say ", some are getting around in a wheelchair and various kinds of pain. We can't go bowling". In my "pretend state of mind", each of all you ladies are bowling gals that you may or may not have gone through struggles of life of family, perhaps divorce, perhaps remarry, perhaps death of a husband. Regardless of your indiviual situation, when I see your pictures in the "photo section" or what you may look like, I feel like that I just get "BOWLED" over. Each of y'all are all lovely, attractive, and beautiful in your own indiviual way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dot, your picture reminds me of an relative but I can't remember who now. Some may say, ", I'am not all nice descriptions you stated about us". Yes, I did this because to cheer you up, to perhaps make you smile and/or laugh, and to giggle if you still do this sort of thing. Like in the past I stated, I'am not interested in having an affair or anything like of this. It doesn't

matter if you have gain "X, Y, or Z" pounds, moon face, in a wheelchair, hair loss, or anything at all. I would trade all the money in the world for any of you to be a younger or older sister, a younger or older cousin to me. I think if this was true, I'd be ALOT more mellow kind of guy. I write this yet I still feel like I always have, now, and always be just trash. The idea of being a failure in anything I've done will never go away. Look up those pictures in the photo section. Including in the misc. section.

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January 10, 2006

, ...if you'd be proud to have us as sisters....then I won't allow any brother of mine to call himself trash. Remember you can't always trust 'feelings'. So you haven't had all the breaks that some people have had. i think you're selling yourself short. I think you could do anything you set your mind to do. I really do. Think large. hugs from your sister bowling gal S.GARY WOOLARD wrote: Hello out there is this computer land! Misc. I took time out to look up the various features such as the photos (looked before), data base, & links. What I say about photos, I'll state below. Data base: Naa Koshie, I seen

your state listed in the data base and this brought back memories. Nothing bad or anything like that. It is just after my basic training I took in the U.S. Air Force there in San , Texas I went to Aberdeen Proving Ground (an Army base), land for an number of weeks there in August 1973. Although my time was short there I did see some sites in Washington D.C. such as the Capital building & the tonian Isisute (mispelled). Terri S., from the data base you have listed Virginia as your state you live in. I never lived there, but I very well have ancestisors from your state. Dot, from the data base you have Missouri as your state. I have realivites that live there now. Darlene, I looked the "Links" and there is 33 different subject matters that a person can click onto to read about. I don't remember if I did this before as I'am writing this now. Anyway, is all these 33 different subjects can be printed out from a computer? Bowling Gals. (just words of comfort) A part of me thinks to write this and a part of thinks that some will take it the wrong way so not to write this. Marla, S., & Joan know enough from what I had written before to understand this. Oh well here it is. See I view myself sometimes as just as a old beat up bowling pin that has gotten smash over and over and over for alot of various reasons going back for 25 years. Everyone has a different story to tell. Some like myself have gone through struggles alot in their lives if not all their lives like myself. Regardless though, I should just state this. All you Gals or Women are Bowling Gals. What are you writing about ? Some will say ", some are getting around in a wheelchair and various kinds of pain. We can't go bowling". In my "pretend state of mind", each of all you ladies are bowling gals that you may or may not have gone through struggles of life of family, perhaps divorce, perhaps

remarry, perhaps death of a husband. Regardless of your indiviual situation, when I see your pictures in the "photo section" or what you may look like, I feel like that I just get "BOWLED" over. Each of y'all are all lovely, attractive, and beautiful in your own indiviual way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dot, your picture reminds me of an relative but I can't remember who now. Some may say, ", I'am not all nice descriptions you stated about us". Yes, I did this because to cheer you up, to perhaps make you smile and/or laugh, and to giggle if you still do this sort of thing. Like in the past I stated, I'am not interested in having an affair or anything like of this. It doesn't matter if you have gain "X, Y, or Z" pounds, moon face, in a wheelchair, hair loss, or anything at all. I would trade all the money in the world for any of you to be a younger or older sister, a younger or older cousin to me. I think if this was true, I'd be ALOT more mellow kind of guy. I

write this yet I still feel like I always have, now, and always be just trash. The idea of being a failure in anything I've done will never go away. Look up those pictures in the photo section. Including in the misc. section. Yahoo! Photos – Showcase holiday pictures in hardcoverPhoto Books. You design it and we’ll bind it!

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January 10, 2006

, ...if you'd be proud to have us as sisters....then I won't allow any brother of mine to call himself trash. Remember you can't always trust 'feelings'. So you haven't had all the breaks that some people have had. i think you're selling yourself short. I think you could do anything you set your mind to do. I really do. Think large. hugs from your sister bowling gal S.GARY WOOLARD wrote: Hello out there is this computer land! Misc. I took time out to look up the various features such as the photos (looked before), data base, & links. What I say about photos, I'll state below. Data base: Naa Koshie, I seen

your state listed in the data base and this brought back memories. Nothing bad or anything like that. It is just after my basic training I took in the U.S. Air Force there in San , Texas I went to Aberdeen Proving Ground (an Army base), land for an number of weeks there in August 1973. Although my time was short there I did see some sites in Washington D.C. such as the Capital building & the tonian Isisute (mispelled). Terri S., from the data base you have listed Virginia as your state you live in. I never lived there, but I very well have ancestisors from your state. Dot, from the data base you have Missouri as your state. I have realivites that live there now. Darlene, I looked the "Links" and there is 33 different subject matters that a person can click onto to read about. I don't remember if I did this before as I'am writing this now. Anyway, is all these 33 different subjects can be printed out from a computer? Bowling Gals. (just words of comfort) A part of me thinks to write this and a part of thinks that some will take it the wrong way so not to write this. Marla, S., & Joan know enough from what I had written before to understand this. Oh well here it is. See I view myself sometimes as just as a old beat up bowling pin that has gotten smash over and over and over for alot of various reasons going back for 25 years. Everyone has a different story to tell. Some like myself have gone through struggles alot in their lives if not all their lives like myself. Regardless though, I should just state this. All you Gals or Women are Bowling Gals. What are you writing about ? Some will say ", some are getting around in a wheelchair and various kinds of pain. We can't go bowling". In my "pretend state of mind", each of all you ladies are bowling gals that you may or may not have gone through struggles of life of family, perhaps divorce, perhaps

remarry, perhaps death of a husband. Regardless of your indiviual situation, when I see your pictures in the "photo section" or what you may look like, I feel like that I just get "BOWLED" over. Each of y'all are all lovely, attractive, and beautiful in your own indiviual way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dot, your picture reminds me of an relative but I can't remember who now. Some may say, ", I'am not all nice descriptions you stated about us". Yes, I did this because to cheer you up, to perhaps make you smile and/or laugh, and to giggle if you still do this sort of thing. Like in the past I stated, I'am not interested in having an affair or anything like of this. It doesn't matter if you have gain "X, Y, or Z" pounds, moon face, in a wheelchair, hair loss, or anything at all. I would trade all the money in the world for any of you to be a younger or older sister, a younger or older cousin to me. I think if this was true, I'd be ALOT more mellow kind of guy. I

write this yet I still feel like I always have, now, and always be just trash. The idea of being a failure in anything I've done will never go away. Look up those pictures in the photo section. Including in the misc. section. Yahoo! Photos – Showcase holiday pictures in hardcoverPhoto Books. You design it and we’ll bind it!

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January 11, 2006

Hi ,

To answer your question about printing out the subjects in the

Links......I have not tried to do so on this List, but I have on

others and it worked. If it does not, then save the link to a disk

or your hard drive and then print from there.....hope this helps.

Hugs,

Darlene

NS Co-Owner/Moderator

> Hello out there is this computer land!

>

> Misc.

> I took time out to look up the various features such as the photos

> (looked before), data base, & links. What I say about photos, I'll state

> below. Data base: Naa Koshie, I seen your state listed in the data base

> and this brought back memories. Nothing bad or anything like that. It is

> just after my basic training I took in the U.S. Air Force there in San

> , Texas I went to Aberdeen Proving Ground (an Army base),

> land for an number of weeks there in August 1973. Although my time

> was short there I did see some sites in Washington D.C. such as the

> Capital building & the tonian Isisute (mispelled). Terri S., from

> the data base you have listed Virginia as your state you live in. I

> never lived there, but I very well have ancestisors from your state.

> Dot, from the data base you have Missouri as your state. I have

> realivites that live there now.

>

> Darlene, I looked the " Links " and there is 33 different subject matters

> that a person can click onto to read about. I don't remember if I did

> this before as I'am writing this now. Anyway, is all these 33 different

> subjects can be printed out from a computer?

>

> Bowling Gals. (just words of comfort)

> A part of me thinks to write this and a part of thinks that some will

> take it the wrong way so not to write this. Marla, S., & Joan know

> enough from what I had written before to understand this. Oh well here

> it is. See I view myself sometimes as just as a old beat up bowling pin

> that has gotten smash over and over and over for alot of various reasons

> going back for 25 years. Everyone has a different story to tell. Some

> like myself have gone through struggles alot in their lives if not all

> their lives like myself. Regardless though, I should just state this.

> All you Gals or Women are Bowling Gals. What are you writing about ?

> Some will say " , some are getting around in a wheelchair and various

> kinds of pain. We can't go bowling " . In my " pretend state of mind " , each

> of all you ladies are bowling gals that you may or may not have gone

> through struggles of life of family, perhaps divorce, perhaps remarry,

> perhaps death of a husband. Regardless of your indiviual situation,

> when I see your pictures in the " photo section " or what you may look

> like, I feel like that I just get " BOWLED " over. Each of y'all are all

> lovely, attractive, and beautiful in your own indiviual

> way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>

> Dot, your picture reminds me of an relative but I can't remember who

> now. Some may say, " , I'am not all nice descriptions you stated

> about us " . Yes, I did this because to cheer you up, to perhaps make you

> smile and/or laugh, and to giggle if you still do this sort of thing.

> Like in the past I stated, I'am not interested in having an affair or

> anything like of this. It doesn't matter if you have gain " X, Y, or Z "

> pounds, moon face, in a wheelchair, hair loss, or anything at all. I

> would trade all the money in the world for any of you to be a younger or

> older sister, a younger or older cousin to me. I think if this was true,

> I'd be ALOT more mellow kind of guy. I write this yet I still feel like

> I always have, now, and always be just trash. The idea of being a

> failure in anything I've done will never go away.

>

> Look up those pictures in the photo section. Including in the misc.

> section.

>

> ---------------------------------

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> Photo Books. You design it and we’ll bind it!

January 11, 2006