I got a F.. Eva

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hi. I am fine now about my job, I have accepted it. I do admit I

miss co-workers, I was one that was older, I was like MOM on the job

too. Alot younger than my own daughter's.But I always got along with

the younger ones. I was touched when one girl asked me to be in her

wedding as a bridesmaid, picture a 40 something woman in a

dress,made for a teenage girl, was not a pretty sight. The job was

hard, dirty, I looked like a dirt and grease ball by the end of the

day, but the pay was good. I was always was proud I was in the top

20 out of plant senority wise. I made more than hubby, to him, that

hit a nerve, me that never was a issue, he had bad luck with jobs.

He got hurt at one, a simple fall, over a mat, they fought him over

2 years, finally surgery was granted, he had 3 disks in his neck

removed and replaced with donor disk, then the fight was on for that

company to fire him.But they never did but went bankrupt and shut

their doors. It was next door, to my job. It was so weird MY company

ended up buying it and now it is one of our warehouses. No job is

secure now a days. I guess I feel kinda guilty not working, while he

is, and hating his job. I also feel, this is what is one my plate

now. And focusing on the postive, it could be worse. That has always

been my motto in life. You look around, and somebody is always going

though a much more difficult time, and realize my problem is much

smaller. I am fine but wish I could win that lotto..I would fly ALL

my PLS buddies to a exotic beach, with white sand, we would all get

to meet each other at the same time, sipping on a drink with little

umbrellas in them, laughing, chating, and enjoying the sun shining

on our smiling faces. in Ohio