~~To All~~

July 15, 2003

Hey girls!

Okay, I am alive and doing great...Thank You to all that asked! I am

sorry that I scared some of you and that you were scared that

something was wrong. I am fine!

Well, as many of you know I had my consult yesterday..and at first I

was very upset and felt that I had become second..but it was soooo

worth the wait. I was suppose to have the consult at 3p.m. but I

think it was about 3:45p.m. when I finally called Dr.Levin's office

again and he and I finally spoke! We talked alot..I think that we

didn't end the conversation until about 5:20p.m. So..he spent alot

of time with me..it made up for the upset! And was worth every

mintue of the wait to hear him say that he would be able to fix my

tubes! I still have alot of tube left from the first surgery and he

felt that it would be easy to fix!

He was also very interested in my past...and very upset too! He kept

saying that someone should of treated me better and that they should

of took better care of me. He also agreed that I have been though

alot and that I deserve something taht I want.

He also told me about his vacation..he went to Mexico! And did you

know, that there is not alot of means for telephones and computers

there. So, Dr. Levin would get a cab every day or at least every

other day to take him a distance to where he could use a phone and

the computer. I said to him..Why?? You were on vacation..You should

of relaxed and took it easy and left all that behind! And his

response to me was " He couldn't " ! He is a very dedicated guy!!

Anyways, back to me..The only thing that was a down fall is..my

hubby's sperm count is not good. He should have hundred millions but

only has 4 million. But it's not totally bad..he said two positive

things. One my hubby can have treatments to up his sperm count. And

two, he had a case a few years ago where a lady's husband was to get

his sperm analysis and fail to do so until the day of her surgery

they had no ideal of his sperm count and then they saw it the day of

surgery. Dr.Levin said that he thought he was going to have a heart

attack when he found out that he had just done this surgery and then

finds out that his count is only 1--Yes, I said 1! He said the funny

thing is that two months later they did get pregnant! So, I could

still get pregnant or not...

But Dr.Levin did say also..that our relationship doesn't end until I

am pregnant but does it really end there? I want to celebrate with

him after I get pregnant..it wouldn't end after my pregnancy! There

would be birth announcements, hoilday cards, birthday cards, and

graduation annoucements and then wedding invitations..it will last a

lifetime!

Now, all I need to know is about a loan..I need to have the money!

That is where I was yesterday after he and I talked..I went on a

witch-hunt looking for a loan. Because now, all I need to do is pay

them and schedule the date of surgery!

Hopefully, I will get some sort of answer about a loan soon!!

Damn, why wasn't I born rich instead of gorgeous?? Why couldn't I

have lived in the state where the lottery hit??..hmmm..knowing my

luck even if I would of lived in the state where it hit..I would of

had the wrong numbers...Hehehe...

Hope that you all have a great day!!! (Better than yesterday!)

Hugs to all~

~Aimee

July 15, 2003

Wonderful news, Aimee!! He was really easy to talk to, isn't he?

~*~To All~*~