Guest guest Posted October 2, 2003 Report Share Posted October 2, 2003 I want to thank everyone for all your kind words of encouragement and sympathy. I need to take some time to sort out my feelings of what I am dealing with. My father and I had a long history of troubles. He used to verbally abuse us (Mom and three sisters) most of my life. I learned to stand up to him and that created allot of problems. I was the only one that took care of him when he was failing. I loved him but also hated him. I guess I needed to know that he loved me but never really got that from him. My wonderful sister (not) decided to tell me that he blamed me for my Mothers death. (She told me that last week after the funeral) I was with my Mom when she died and tried to do CPR but could not keep her alive. He was angry with me that he was in the nursing home too but there was no other alternative. Sorry for laying this all on you. I have allot of issues to work on before I can get it together and stick to anything. Thank you for all of your help. Roxie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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