frustrated

[Guest guest]

I just got home from my weekly dinner/movie with the ex sponsor/mentor

and I am really frustrated. Well, maybe not frustrated but actually

angry. I am fed up with hearing about AA and that AA isn't all bad and AA

kept me sober this long and I should be grateful on and on ad

nauseum.

Afterward when I went to catch the bus home, she started following me to

the bus stop (something she hasn't done before) I said I was fine waiting

for the bus alone , so not to worry. She said no, she couldn't leave me

alone at the bus stop. I kept insisting that I would be okay, she kept

not respecting my wishes. 15 minutes of her waiting at the bus stop with

me for no damn reason. I felt like I was 10 years old, I felt like I was

being supervised (and the funny thing is , I think I am being supervised

by her).

So that's it for me. I don't want to spend time with people who just

don't get where I am at. I don't want to spend time with people who won't

respect my boundaries. I don't want to spend time with people who won't

respect my wishes. I don't want to hear any AA crap at all. I don't want

to talk about AA.

I have had it. I just want to get on with my life. It's not complicated ,

I don't have any real problems and I don't need someone trying to create

problems for me.

End of rant.

kisses

Tom Boy