Guest guest Posted October 14, 2004 Report Share Posted October 14, 2004 PAM, I'M ALWAYS A DAY LATE & A DOLLAR SHORT SORRY THIS IS SOOOOO LATE BUT HAVE HAD SOME REALLY BAD STUFF HAPPENING LATELY (RSD & STEROID STUFF) BUT I'M HERE AGAIN UNTIL IT HITS AGAIN. I FEEL SO BAD THAT THE RSD WAS STARTED FROM ALL THE ABUSE, BUT WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE GONE THROUGH, (AND I HOPE YOU CAN LOOK AT THIS THE SAME WAY TOO MAYBE SOMEDAY) I HAVE FOUND IT'S MADE ME STRONGER TO HANDLE THE NEXT LEVEL THAT HIT'S ME. DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T GET LAID UP & PUT OUT OF COMMISSION FOR A WHILE, IT MEAN'S I SURVIVE FOR THE NEXT ROUND OF THINGS TO COME NO MATTER WHAT!!!! JUST READING WHAT I CAN WHEN I CAN WE ALL ARE SURVIVOR'S & BY THE GRACE OF GOD WE KEEP GOING!!! I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT THE NIGHTMARE'S IT'S BEEN 13 YEARS SINCE I WAS RAPED BY A CO-WORKER & I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES & FIGHT MY HUSBAND IN THE BED DURING THESE NIGHTMARES THINKING HE'S THE ONE WHO DID IT. THANK GOD HE UNDERSTANDS OR HE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN ME FOR ABUSE BY NOW!!! I DON'T HAVE A SECURITY SYSTEM (CAN'T AFFORD ONE) BUT I DO LOCK THE DOORS LIKE CRAZY EVERYTIME SOMEONE GOES IN & OUT OF THEM. I KNOW YOUR PROBABLY THINKING SHE SHOULD BE OVER SOME OF THIS BY NOW, AND I AM TO SOME DEGREE, BUT I SOMETIMES WONDER IF I WILL BE COMPLETELY OVER IT. I'M SO GLAD YOUR IN THE GROUP & FEEL COMFORTABLE IN TALKING ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE GONE THROUGH I FIND IT IS THERAPUTIC TO TALK ABOUT THESE THINGS. GOD BLESS BEV FRM GA PAM, I'M VERY SAD YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THAT & STILL HAVE > FLASHBACKS. BEING IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE POSTED MAY I ASK YOU > A PERSONAL QUESTION? DID THE ABUSE CAUSE YOUR RSD TO SPREAD > THROUGHOUT YOUR BODY?? NOW THAT I LOOK AT THAT QUESTION IT SOUNDS SO > STUPID, BECAUSE I KNOW INJURY CAUSES THE RSD TO FLARE. GOD BLESS & > TAKE CARE BEV > > > --- In RSD-CRPSofAmerica , Pamela Fredette > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 14, 2004 Report Share Posted October 14, 2004 PAM, I'M ALWAYS A DAY LATE & A DOLLAR SHORT SORRY THIS IS SOOOOO LATE BUT HAVE HAD SOME REALLY BAD STUFF HAPPENING LATELY (RSD & STEROID STUFF) BUT I'M HERE AGAIN UNTIL IT HITS AGAIN. I FEEL SO BAD THAT THE RSD WAS STARTED FROM ALL THE ABUSE, BUT WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE GONE THROUGH, (AND I HOPE YOU CAN LOOK AT THIS THE SAME WAY TOO MAYBE SOMEDAY) I HAVE FOUND IT'S MADE ME STRONGER TO HANDLE THE NEXT LEVEL THAT HIT'S ME. DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T GET LAID UP & PUT OUT OF COMMISSION FOR A WHILE, IT MEAN'S I SURVIVE FOR THE NEXT ROUND OF THINGS TO COME NO MATTER WHAT!!!! JUST READING WHAT I CAN WHEN I CAN WE ALL ARE SURVIVOR'S & BY THE GRACE OF GOD WE KEEP GOING!!! I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT THE NIGHTMARE'S IT'S BEEN 13 YEARS SINCE I WAS RAPED BY A CO-WORKER & I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES & FIGHT MY HUSBAND IN THE BED DURING THESE NIGHTMARES THINKING HE'S THE ONE WHO DID IT. THANK GOD HE UNDERSTANDS OR HE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN ME FOR ABUSE BY NOW!!! I DON'T HAVE A SECURITY SYSTEM (CAN'T AFFORD ONE) BUT I DO LOCK THE DOORS LIKE CRAZY EVERYTIME SOMEONE GOES IN & OUT OF THEM. I KNOW YOUR PROBABLY THINKING SHE SHOULD BE OVER SOME OF THIS BY NOW, AND I AM TO SOME DEGREE, BUT I SOMETIMES WONDER IF I WILL BE COMPLETELY OVER IT. I'M SO GLAD YOUR IN THE GROUP & FEEL COMFORTABLE IN TALKING ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE GONE THROUGH I FIND IT IS THERAPUTIC TO TALK ABOUT THESE THINGS. GOD BLESS BEV FRM GA PAM, I'M VERY SAD YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THAT & STILL HAVE > FLASHBACKS. BEING IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE POSTED MAY I ASK YOU > A PERSONAL QUESTION? DID THE ABUSE CAUSE YOUR RSD TO SPREAD > THROUGHOUT YOUR BODY?? NOW THAT I LOOK AT THAT QUESTION IT SOUNDS SO > STUPID, BECAUSE I KNOW INJURY CAUSES THE RSD TO FLARE. GOD BLESS & > TAKE CARE BEV > > > --- In RSD-CRPSofAmerica , Pamela Fredette > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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