Long post/relations

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I personally try to ignore my face most of the time because I think I'd go

nuts if I only focused on what I look like, what will someone think of

me...what will this do to me if I eat it, what will that do to me. The most

obsessive I allow myself to get is about washing my face and trying to keep

calm -- but if you knew the temper that I keep in check or the tantrums that

I keep a lid on, you'd all come up with a pretty good reason for being red!

I am not opposed to trying anything that sounds good to me, but I always back

it up with common sense. I do drink alcohol occasionally, smoke contraband

and I sure as heck don't get enough sleep most of the time -- what mother

does? I can't live my life obsessed with my face or I'm going to miss the

show. I know when my face is red, and I only once had a panic attack over it

and didn't go out -- and it really wasn't that bad. Afterwards, I felt

stupid and ripped off of a day in the rest of my life. I talk about this

openly with my husband and he really is a sweetheart. I do tell him, you'd

better tell me if you think this is working or not, because I need your

opinion, and you can give me the sensitive comments later. If I say, does my

skin look worse today, than yesterday -- I want a straight answer and I don't

want anyone feeling sorry for me because of my face. I just let everyone get

used to it, if I am really blushing, and I even encourage people to tease me

a little if I am to serious.

Think about this -- if I focused on what my triggers could be, I might never

have sex again, and I want my sex four times a day if I can get it -- I don't

give my husband a rest! God I love him. Now, the reason I am going to be

blunt about this is because I wonder if other women think of this, and God

forbid they stop having sex over it, but I know I can't be the only

nymphomaniac out there -- I have often wondered if sex has made may cea

flare. Ever since I became sexually involved with my current husband

(current because this is not my first and yes, he's the ONE) I have actively

had the flushing. Now, I think you'll recall I said that I've been blushing

ever since I met him, and that is true, but he just does it for me -- and

turns me red.

I wonder if any sexually active cea Goddesses out there have an idea of

what I am talking about? I really get into the act, and I have tried to

remain calm, but I just can't. I also wonder if it is because of my

husband's size (weight) or if it is the position, i.e., I always end up on my

face if you know what I mean. I know friction is one of my enemies, and my

husband bought me an orthopedic pillow so that my face sits in the indention.

This is really a strange post and I don't want to see the topic get too far

off, but I really think that all this activity for me is not good because it

undoubtedly raising my blood pressure -- doesn't mean I am going to stop.

Anyone to embarrassed to write me on the post can e-mail me privately.

Rita

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Anytime you bend over the blood goes to your head. And with all that stuff

going on behind you its sure to be irritating you face. Maybe if you do not

think about it, it will go away. Carla