Hi gang....it's been a while

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Hope this finds everyone happy and well. I have been in a recent funk

and have been back and forth to Dr's twice this week and 4 times last

week. I have 4 more appts next week. My " girly " exam yesterday

revealed that I now have 3 index finger sized polyps in my uterus. I

now have to have surgery to remove them, thanfully it will be one of

those day thangs and I will not have to stay the night. Sadly, I will

have to give up the apartment that I love here in Gloucester, Ma. I

just cannot afford it anymore. Is it not enough that we have to deal

with this crummy illness, but it also has the potential to take away

our earning capacity? Why must illness breed poverty? I will search

for another way to be an RN. I miss it, there has to be a " mellow "

nursing job out there somewhere!

Thankfully, I have made my last visit to a disability MD...with any

luck they will make their decision soon. It just plain sucks that I

have to move back in with my parents in June. Oh well, I will enjoy

the time I have left here living on my own. After my divorce my goals

were to become an RN and live on my own so , I guess on a happy note,

I did manage to achieve both. Hugs to all and spring is here!!! Bring

on the pretty weather, hasn't quite reached Mass yet. Love, Pam