Worry...

[Guest guest]

I was wondering if there are others out there who are as much of a

worry wart as me. My tr is scheduled 8/21/03 with . With the way

my cycle is I will O the week after surgery which means that it is

quite possible that the AF that is currently here could be the last

AF for a while. Although this is something I have wanted for a very

very very long time I can't help be but be scared. I have a 9 yo dd

and 11 yo ds and they are very independent and self sufficient. I

sleep in when I want and if I am sick or anything I can tell them to

make thier own dinner and they do. They are really great and very

intelligent. My ex (their dad) is remarried and has two stepdaughters

and a newborn son. I frequently have the 2 girls over to stay to give

them (my ex and his wife) a break. (The girl's dad is out of state

and only sees them at christmas) Anyway....the girls are 5 and 7 and

very dependent and I find that I sometimes get impatient and I worry

that I won't know what to do with a little one. I even have dreams

that I have a baby and I forget it in the cart at the store. I know

this is prolly stupid but I can't help but worry. I sometimes think

that I used up all of my patience already. I think about the fact

that I will have one in college one in high school and one or more in

elementary school! Does anyone relate? I'm lossing sleep over this...

[Guest guest]

Sorry- I can't relate. I have 7 children, ages 15, 13, 10, 9, 5, 3,

and 3. I wouldn't know what to do without all my little ones around

all the time. To me they are the best part of life and what life is

all about. My reversal is 8/25 and I can't wait to hold another

newborn and keep going... You'll be fine!! Don't worry!

Rhonda

> I was wondering if there are others out there who are as much of a

> worry wart as me. My tr is scheduled 8/21/03 with . With the

way

> my cycle is I will O the week after surgery which means that it is

> quite possible that the AF that is currently here could be the last

> AF for a while. Although this is something I have wanted for a very

> very very long time I can't help be but be scared. I have a 9 yo dd

> and 11 yo ds and they are very independent and self sufficient. I

> sleep in when I want and if I am sick or anything I can tell them

to

> make thier own dinner and they do. They are really great and very

> intelligent. My ex (their dad) is remarried and has two

stepdaughters

> and a newborn son. I frequently have the 2 girls over to stay to

give

> them (my ex and his wife) a break. (The girl's dad is out of state

> and only sees them at christmas) Anyway....the girls are 5 and 7

and

> very dependent and I find that I sometimes get impatient and I

worry

> that I won't know what to do with a little one. I even have dreams

> that I have a baby and I forget it in the cart at the store. I know

> this is prolly stupid but I can't help but worry. I sometimes think

> that I used up all of my patience already. I think about the fact

> that I will have one in college one in high school and one or more

in

> elementary school! Does anyone relate? I'm lossing sleep over

this...