Guest guest Posted August 25, 2001 Report Share Posted August 25, 2001 was totally fine with the thought of IVF at first, but lately he has been saying things like... " But it's not even natural. " Shoot, the hell with natural!!! It does nothing but land me in the hospital or on Drugs!!! Then there's the money issue...so I decided that " I " will be the one to save up for it (altho one way or another he'll pay for this! Ha, ha, ha!!!! Yesterday I even went on location today to do some family portraits! And I tell ya, rich people make me SICK!!! Five acres in Rancho Palos Verdes California...artifacts that are bolted down, every fruit tree you can imagine, a seperate quarters called the Brave Heart Lodge...I was so afraid my equipment was going to knock one of the paintings down so I had to be careful... Okay, I'm done complaining. They were actually TOTALLY nice...even paid my 10-yr-old son $10 just for carrying around their little bag of " stuff. " Sorry for going off on a tangent...just meant to say that I am feeling MUCH better ...and I have been pretty much working non-stop...even accepting trivial assignments ... (Like business cards!)... but all in the name of a growing savings account and IVF!!! I am more determined than ever right now!!! Are ya sorry you asked?? ) M Great news on the possibility of getting a loan for IVF!! Is excited about having a new baby?! Or is he not thinking quite that far ahead yet? -AmyR Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 27, 2001 Report Share Posted August 27, 2001 , I'm sure will come back around. I can understand it taking a little getting used to, but he does have a bit of time, so hopefully things will work out fine. Don't ya just hate it when you are trying to not like people and they go and be nice!! Maybe you could've ask them if they were feeling generous...heck what would it be to them to pay for a round of IVF...they'd barely even notice it, right?! I hope with all this extra work that you remember to allow yourself some time to heal physically and mentally from all that you have been through in the past few months. -AmyR P.S. Nope, not sorry I asked...I enjoy hearing from you!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 28, 2001 Report Share Posted August 28, 2001 Thanks Amy...but I really know no other way of coping other than to throw myself into projects without coming up for air!! LOL I start the support group at the local hospital on the second Monday of Sept, so I'm hoping that will help. I'm hearing a lot of stories about women who hold it all in and don't come face-to-face with their feelings and it gets pretty ugly when it all comes to a head. My friend's words just keep repeating themselves in my head... " , you're just so clinical when you talk about your experience...I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. " I can't remember anything else from our conversation except for those 2 sentences because I was so taken aback. I almost felt indignant, but later accepted that perhaps she's right. Anyhoo! I am going to " try " but honestly I don't think I could get over this until I get my baby and that's why I'm working so hard to do that... Hey, btw, is sleeping still comfortable for you? Are you laying mostly on your left side yet? M , I'm sure will come back around. I can understand it taking a little getting used to, but he does have a bit of time, so hopefully things will work out fine. Don't ya just hate it when you are trying to not like people and they go and be nice!! Maybe you could've ask them if they were feeling generous...heck what would it be to them to pay for a round of IVF...they'd barely even notice it, right?! I hope with all this extra work that you remember to allow yourself some time to heal physically and mentally from all that you have been through in the past few months. -AmyR P.S. Nope, not sorry I asked...I enjoy hearing from you!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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