Re: attenion EeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Guest guest]

E,

I think you should move to another unit--- I really do.

Being “stuck” and “hopeless” is not a good place to be.

I rarely give direct advice, but if I were you I would go check out the possibilities -

Find out if there are pets under you, kids, etc... And get on with regaining your serenity.

You are special E, and AWEsome

Sue

Yes.....Jackie:

I know....all these things.

I love your ideas though...and I should think about

floating them.

Maybe I could move to another unit, until I move out

of here entirely?

I was originally gonna buy a condo...or something. I

guess now..I'd rather cut the grass myself than deal

with a nightmare neighbor.

ITS taught me...something for sure. NEVER trust a

landlady that swears a place is quiet. THEY LIE.....

They don't care how badly off you are after you move

in...

I do have a wayne Dyer book. I started reading

him...and a lot of other inspirational folks after the

TT. They are excellent.

I really needed something to keep my going.

I wish...I knew better how to manifest things...in

this bent position. I feel helpless and

psychotic...and not at all powerful. My stupid friend

asked me the other day....if I wasn't always that way

before my TT.

WOW!!!! My closest friend is now saying I was always

worthless?

I certainly am now...but I WAS extremely special

before. How..dare she?

I feel as if ..the world has conspired against

me...and I feel so sad..and tired of it all.

Still, I wake up and try to look at the things that

are positive.

The sun looks beautiful coming in the kitchen

window...and My electric bill was only 40 bucks!

I don't have my mom screaming at me here...but the

walls sure feel like they are.

My back...has BEEN really out..and that is not helping

my mood. THE chiro guy over adjusted me..and my

dorsal fin has been painfully sticking out now for

over a month..which is about as long as I have been in

this apartment.

I have spent hundreds with aother chiro and message

theapist to get some releif...but so far..RELEIF has

been evasive.

Today...I'll try someone new. I'm keeping my fingers

crossed that this one will be the one to help the

spine go back in line.

I wonder if my meds were better,...and the back was

better...and I was going to the gym, I'd feel more up

to dealing with the nieghbor or talking to the

landlady. Right now...I just feel like folding up my

tent and curling into the dirt. Ya know?

WHY..after all the hell I've been through does this

need to happen?

I just FEEL totally powerless...and I regret that I

let people talk me into getting out of bed. Moving

and buying things for new place is supposed to be fun.

Right?

I have spent thousands...just doing this miserable

move.

While I was in bed...I spent next to nothing. So,

the money us someting I feel guilty about.

AND....Who is to say that I will ever get well?

If I don't get well..this ALL surely a waste of money.

Ya know? I'm just suffering soooo badly from the

anxiety and from the stress and from the physical

pain.

How do I manifest this all away? CAN I?

~E:)

[Guest guest]

I agree with Sue, but try one more idea, have a form filled out already for the landlord to sign that says If there are more noisey neighbors they will PAY for the cost to move you to another unit. Everyone that lives in Apts should try this. If landlords were smart they would keep all the people with kids in one end of the building & the single & couples in the other end. Another Idea, are there any little mobile homes near you that you could rent for a similar rate?

Cindy

> E,> I think you should move to another unit--- I really do.> Being ³stuck² and ³hopeless² is not a good place to be.> I rarely give direct advice, but if I were you I would go check out the> possibilities -> Find out if there are pets under you, kids, etc... And get on with regaining> your serenity.> You are special E, and AWEsome > > Sue> >