Re: that noisy neighbor/ot/sorry if I'm boring anyone:)

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Yes.....Jackie:

I know....all these things.

I love your ideas though...and I should think about

floating them.

Maybe I could move to another unit, until I move out

of here entirely?

I was originally gonna buy a condo...or something. I

guess now..I'd rather cut the grass myself than deal

with a nightmare neighbor.

ITS taught me...something for sure. NEVER trust a

landlady that swears a place is quiet. THEY LIE.....

They don't care how badly off you are after you move

in...

I do have a wayne Dyer book. I started reading

him...and a lot of other inspirational folks after the

TT. They are excellent.

I really needed something to keep my going.

I wish...I knew better how to manifest things...in

this bent position. I feel helpless and

psychotic...and not at all powerful. My stupid friend

asked me the other day....if I wasn't always that way

before my TT.

WOW!!!! My closest friend is now saying I was always

worthless?

I certainly am now...but I WAS extremely special

before. How..dare she?

I feel as if ..the world has conspired against

me...and I feel so sad..and tired of it all.

Still, I wake up and try to look at the things that

are positive.

The sun looks beautiful coming in the kitchen

window...and My electric bill was only 40 bucks!

I don't have my mom screaming at me here...but the

walls sure feel like they are.

My back...has BEEN really out..and that is not helping

my mood. THE chiro guy over adjusted me..and my

dorsal fin has been painfully sticking out now for

over a month..which is about as long as I have been in

this apartment.

I have spent hundreds with aother chiro and message

theapist to get some releif...but so far..RELEIF has

been evasive.

Today...I'll try someone new. I'm keeping my fingers

crossed that this one will be the one to help the

spine go back in line.

I wonder if my meds were better,...and the back was

better...and I was going to the gym, I'd feel more up

to dealing with the nieghbor or talking to the

landlady. Right now...I just feel like folding up my

tent and curling into the dirt. Ya know?

WHY..after all the hell I've been through does this

need to happen?

I just FEEL totally powerless...and I regret that I

let people talk me into getting out of bed. Moving

and buying things for new place is supposed to be fun.

Right?

I have spent thousands...just doing this miserable

move.

While I was in bed...I spent next to nothing. So,

the money us someting I feel guilty about.

AND....Who is to say that I will ever get well?

If I don't get well..this ALL surely a waste of money.

Ya know? I'm just suffering soooo badly from the

anxiety and from the stress and from the physical

pain.

How do I manifest this all away? CAN I?

~E:)

--- Ken & Jackie Reimer quest4us@...>

wrote:

> I'm reading a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer right now.

> Never read anything

> by him, but it was recommended by a friend.

>

> Its good so far. One thing he says is that if you

> can imagine

> something you can create it, manifest it.

>

> Maybe imagine the kids becoming more thoughtful on

> their own. And

> then imagine yourself finding a perfect home for you

> in 6 months (4

> months?, do you have a lease?)

>

> If you do, maybe ask the " nice " landlady if you can

> break it early

> since it appears it is a bad match between you all.

> Moving in a few

> months will be less stressful than staying it seems.

>

> He says the Universe is abundant and endless and

> wants us all to have

> what we need.

>

> I have had some bad luck renting. Where I am now is

> no picnic, but I

> am looking to move at the end of my lease May 31st.

> That helps. In

> the mean time I am not accumulating more stuff I'll

> have to move, and

> am spending my nervous energy cleaning and

> organizing for a smooth

> move (isn't that a laxative tea? LOL!)

>

> If you think about something you create it, so the

> more you think

> about the negative aspect you are bringing it into

> your life. Change

> your outer voice and it will change your inner

> voice.

>

> When my young neighbor has his buddies over and they

> are drinking and

> being loud, I put in my ear plugs and say to myself,

> I am lucky to

> have people around me, some people are all alone,

> and if something

> were to happen I have strong boys right next door

>

> " I can't change the direction of the winds, but I

> can adjust my sails

> to always reach my destination. "

>

> Big Hugs, Jackie~

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> > Thanks for the suggestion...

> >

> > Sigh***

> >

> > I dunno.

> >

> > I haven't even really moved in here. No

> couch...just

> > a fist full of flatwear and two tea cups with my

> bed,

> > tv and laptop computer.

> >

> > I am sooooo pissed that I moved here...and I am so

> > pissed that the landlandy promised me it would be

> > quiet, but now acts as though that conversation

> never

> > took place.

> >

> > I don't know how you know if a place is noisey

> before

> > you move in... I just feel as duped as I did when

> > they stole me from me...when they ripped out my

> > thyroid gland.

> >

> > Will I ever stop being violated like crazy in this

> > world?

> >

> > I wonder if I was hitler in my last life or

> something.

> >

> > Grrrr.

> >

> > Those kids are running those dogs around right

> > now...and its like an earthquake here at 11:11 pm.

> I

> > don't understand why a paying tenant like me....is

> > regarded as less valuable to the landlord than a

> bunch

> > of non-rent paying animals.

> >

> > Why is her word less valuable than...the animals?

> >

> > No principals..

> >

> > ~E:)

> >

> > --- JustYourTypeDTP

> justyourtypedtp@...>

> > wrote:

> >

> > >

> > > Hi E ----

> > >

> > > Yeah, some days 20% chance seems like dire

> straights

> > > and other days it¹s a

> > > miracle!

> > >

> > > Maybe you can ask to move to another unit? A

> hassle

> > > yes, but perhaps worth

> > > the peace of mind in the long run?

> > > Just thinking out loud

> > >

> > > Sue

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > On 1/23/07 11:10 AM, " E Gillespie "

> > > lyongillespie@...> wrote:

> > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > :> 20 percent means you have a fighting

> chance.

> > > >> > sue

> > > >

> > > > YES..I see that...more today..than I did, when

> I

> > > > feeling so blue over the last week.

> > > >

> > > > Thanks...Butter bean!

> > > >

> > > > ~E:)

> > > >

> > > > Day after day, day after day,

> > > > We stuck, nor breath nor motion;

> > > > As idle as a painted ship

> > > > Upon a painted ocean.

> > > > Water, water, everywhere,

> > > > And all the boards did shrink;

> > > > Water, water, everywhere,

> > > > Nor any drop to drink.

> > > >

> > > > ~The Ancient Mariner

> > > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> > Day after day, day after day,

> > We stuck, nor breath nor motion;

> > As idle as a painted ship

> > Upon a painted ocean.

> > Water, water, everywhere,

> > And all the boards did shrink;

> > Water, water, everywhere,

> > Nor any drop to drink.

> >

> > ~The Ancient Mariner

> >

> >

>

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> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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>

>

>

>

>

>

Day after day, day after day,

We stuck, nor breath nor motion;

As idle as a painted ship

Upon a painted ocean.

Water, water, everywhere,

And all the boards did shrink;

Water, water, everywhere,

Nor any drop to drink.

~The Ancient Mariner

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Hey, why not get into another unit? is one available? It be a world of difference. Ask the "nice landlady". keep saying that, maybe it will come true LOL!!!There are many lessons to learn. I have learned that I am not an apartment person, I thought a side by side condo, or townhouse would be better, I've learned that it's not. I am very hyper sensitive to noise and I hear everything.I now live on a  golf course, which in the beginning I thought was sooo cool.  was bummed i couldn't afford to own here. NOW I have learned I do NOT ever want to live on a  golf course. For one, I don't golf, LOL!!!And it is always being landscaped = noiseBe happy you learned the lesson early. If you had bought it would be much harder to move on. Now you know, when you do buy, you need a free standing home, and will be checking the neighborhood out for excess noise before you sign the papers :)I was divorced at 22 with a two year old, I was grateful i had learned that lesson so young and not when i was 40 with four kids in tow. You WILL get better, it is the bodies desire, to be in balance. But it does take time. You can't manifest things away, but you can manifest new positive things to come. watch positive shows,  I do not watch the news. Listen to positive music, read positive books and stay away form negative people. You can do it and you will, hang in there :)Hugs, jackieYes.....Jackie:I know....all these things. I love your ideas though...and I should think aboutfloating them.Maybe I could move to another unit, until I move outof here entirely?I was originally gonna buy a condo...or something. Iguess now..I'd rather cut the grass myself than dealwith a nightmare neighbor.ITS taught me...something for sure. NEVER trust alandlady that swears a place is quiet. THEY LIE..... They don't care how badly off you are after you movein... I do have a wayne Dyer book. I started readinghim...and a lot of other inspirational folks after theTT. They are excellent.I really needed something to keep my going.I wish...I knew better how to manifest things...inthis bent position. I feel helpless andpsychotic...and not at all powerful. My stupid friendasked me the other day....if I wasn't always that waybefore my TT.WOW!!!! My closest friend is now saying I was alwaysworthless? I certainly am now...but I WAS extremely specialbefore. How..dare she?I feel as if ..the world has conspired againstme...and I feel so sad..and tired of it all.Still, I wake up and try to look at the things thatare positive. The sun looks beautiful coming in the kitchenwindow...and My electric bill was only 40 bucks! I don't have my mom screaming at me here...but thewalls sure feel like they are.My back...has BEEN really out..and that is not helpingmy mood. THE chiro guy over adjusted me..and mydorsal fin has been painfully sticking out now forover a month..which is about as long as I have been inthis apartment.I have spent hundreds with aother chiro and messagetheapist to get some releif...but so far..RELEIF hasbeen evasive. Today...I'll try someone new. I'm keeping my fingerscrossed that this one will be the one to help thespine go back in line. I wonder if my meds were better,...and the back wasbetter...and I was going to the gym, I'd feel more upto dealing with the nieghbor or talking to thelandlady. Right now...I just feel like folding up mytent and curling into the dirt. Ya know?WHY..after all the hell I've been through does thisneed to happen? I just FEEL totally powerless...and I regret that Ilet people talk me into getting out of bed. Movingand buying things for new place is supposed to be fun.Right? I have spent thousands...just doing this miserablemove. While I was in bed...I spent next to nothing. So,the money us someting I feel guilty about.AND....Who is to say that I will ever get well? If I don't get well..this ALL surely a waste of money.Ya know? I'm just suffering soooo badly from theanxiety and from the stress and from the physicalpain.How do I manifest this all away? CAN I?~E:)--- Ken & Jackie Reimer <quest4us (AT) sbcglobal (DOT) net>wrote:> I'm reading a book by Dr. Wayne Dyer right now.> Never read anything > by him, but it was recommended by a friend.> > Its good so far. One thing he says is that if you> can imagine > something you can create it, manifest it.> > Maybe imagine the kids becoming more thoughtful on> their own. And > then imagine yourself finding a perfect home for you> in 6 months (4 > months?, do you have a lease?)> > If you do, maybe ask the "nice" landlady if you can> break it early > since it appears it is a bad match between you all. > Moving in a few > months will be less stressful than staying it seems.> > He says the Universe is abundant and endless and> wants us all to have > what we need.> > I have had some bad luck renting. Where I am now is> no picnic, but I > am looking to move at the end of my lease May 31st.> That helps. In > the mean time I am not accumulating more stuff I'll> have to move, and > am spending my nervous energy cleaning and> organizing for a smooth > move (isn't that a laxative tea? LOL!)> > If you think about something you create it, so the> more you think > about the negative aspect you are bringing it into> your life. Change > your outer voice and it will change your inner> voice.> > When my young neighbor has his buddies over and they> are drinking and > being loud, I put in my ear plugs and say to myself,> I am lucky to > have people around me, some people are all alone,> and if something > were to happen I have strong boys right next door > > "I can't change the direction of the winds, but I> can adjust my sails > to always reach my destination."> > Big Hugs, Jackie~> > > > > > > > > Thanks for the suggestion...> >> > Sigh***> >> > I dunno.> >> > I haven't even really moved in here. No> couch...just> > a fist full of flatwear and two tea cups with my> bed,> > tv and laptop computer.> >> > I am sooooo pissed that I moved here...and I am so> > pissed that the landlandy promised me it would be> > quiet, but now acts as though that conversation> never> > took place.> >> > I don't know how you know if a place is noisey> before> > you move in... I just feel as duped as I did when> > they stole me from me...when they ripped out my> > thyroid gland.> >> > Will I ever stop being violated like crazy in this> > world?> >> > I wonder if I was hitler in my last life or> something.> >> > Grrrr.> >> > Those kids are running those dogs around right> > now...and its like an earthquake here at 11:11 pm.> I> > don't understand why a paying tenant like me....is> > regarded as less valuable to the landlord than a> bunch> > of non-rent paying animals.> >> > Why is her word less valuable than...the animals?> >> > No principals..> >> > ~E:)> >> > --- JustYourTypeDTP> <justyourtypedtp (AT) earthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> >> > >> > > Hi E ----> > >> > > Yeah, some days 20% chance seems like dire> straights> > > and other days it¹s a> > > miracle!> > >> > > Maybe you can ask to move to another unit? A> hassle> > > yes, but perhaps worth> > > the peace of mind in the long run?> > > Just thinking out loud > > >> > > Sue> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > On 1/23/07 11:10 AM, "E Gillespie"> > > <lyongillespie (AT) yahoo (DOT) com> wrote:> > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > > :> 20 percent means you have a fighting> chance. > > > >> > sue> > > >> > > > YES..I see that...more today..than I did, when> I> > > > feeling so blue over the last week.> > > >> > > > Thanks...Butter bean!> > > >> > > > ~E:)> > > >> > > > Day after day, day after day,> > > > We stuck, nor breath nor motion;> > > > As idle as a painted ship> > > > Upon a painted ocean.> > > > Water, water, everywhere,> > > > And all the boards did shrink;> > > > Water, water, everywhere,> > > > Nor any drop to drink.> > > >> > > > ~The Ancient Mariner> > > >> > >> > >> >> > Day after day, day after day,> > We stuck, nor breath nor motion;> > As idle as a painted ship> > Upon a painted ocean.> > Water, water, everywhere,> > And all the boards did shrink;> > Water, water, everywhere,> > Nor any drop to drink.> >> > ~The Ancient Mariner> >> >>__________________________________________________________> > Get your own web address.> > Have a HUGE year through Yahoo! Small Business.> > http://smallbusiness.yahoo.com/domains/?p=BESTDEAL> >> > > > > > > www.jordanreimer.com> Support My Music....Jordan Reimer Music> > > > > > Day after day, day after day,We stuck, nor breath nor motion;As idle as a painted shipUpon a painted ocean.Water, water, everywhere,And all the boards did shrink;Water, water, everywhere,Nor any drop to drink.~The Ancient Mariner__________________________________________________________Looking for earth-friendly autos? Browse Top Cars by "Green Rating" at Yahoo! Autos' Green Center.http://autos.yahoo.com/green_center/ www.jordanreimer.comSupport My Music....Jordan Reimer Music