Guest guest Posted January 14, 2007 Report Share Posted January 14, 2007 I am really way off topic with this... I do appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the freecycle advice, with the zebra stipe stuff. For me this is about my inability to make decisions. I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I wrestle to death before during and after I've made it. THEN there are more decisions!!!! I wish that would go away.... My brain is at least depression free... THAT is cool. Now I can stay happy and be messed up! LOL:) IT would have been easier to stay in bed...but I think that when I finally do get it together...I'll have some things accomplished at least. RIGHT? I think I'll go order that read couch...today. YIKES...!!!! It always feels like I'm jumping out of a plane without a parachute... ~E:) TOTAL-Thyroidectomy 26 months post-op. ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Yahoo! Music Unlimited Access over 1 million songs. http://music.yahoo.com/unlimited Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 14, 2007 Report Share Posted January 14, 2007 I feel ya pain sista. This describes me to a T, except once I make a decision and jump off the cliff, I never look back or worry about that decision. Took me 18 yrs to DECIDE that a man threatening my life was not normal and to get out of the marriage or whatever that strange thing was. Hey, I'm now the proud owner of a rich colored, mixed brick, red, pumpkin, copper, and gold mixed in there-----expensive bedpread for my bedroom. I've never had that luxurious a bedspread, and I had been stuck on blue hues for yrs now, until this. It has inspired me to buy the curtains, a couple of throw rugs, replace my old pillows plus some new throw pillows, even actually completely clean my room including the walls, lol, lol!! It looks so cozy rich and colorful now that I can't believe I hadn't already made this change. Whoo hoo!! I think I want to just live in my bedroom, tv and all, it sure is tempting. Re: WAY off topic ALERT...couch >I am really way off topic with this... I do > appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the freecycle > advice, with the zebra stipe stuff. > > > For me this is about my inability to make decisions. > I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and > feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I wrestle > to death before during and after I've made it. THEN > there are more decisions!!!! > > I wish that would go away.... > > My brain is at least depression free... THAT is cool. > Now I can stay happy and be messed up! LOL:) > > IT would have been easier to stay in bed...but I think > that when I finally do get it together...I'll have > some things accomplished at least. RIGHT? > > I think I'll go order that read couch...today. > YIKES...!!!! > > It always feels like I'm jumping out of a plane > without a parachute... > > > ~E:) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2007 Report Share Posted January 15, 2007 You know, E, I've been thinking about your situation.... I know we've talked about this before... but something to ponder... Decision making.... involves choice.. which involves stress.... Stress affects the adrenals... and what happens when adrenals are stressed and starts affecting us? We shy away from what is stressing us. What happens if you look at decision situations in a way to make them a non stressor? Ummmm like those lists they had us do as kids... this half of the page is the PRO side.. this side is the CON side and the side with the highest score wins? I dunno.. just what was running through my mind last night... Topper () www.thyrophoenix.com On Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:18:37 -0800 (PST) E Gillespie lyongillespie@...> writes: > I am really way off topic with this... I do > appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the freecycle > advice, with the zebra stipe stuff. > > > For me this is about my inability to make decisions. > I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and > feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I wrestle > to death before during and after I've made it. THEN > there are more decisions!!!! > > I wish that would go away.... < snip > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2007 Report Share Posted January 15, 2007 Topper: I think that is part of it...and knowing that spending money means commiting myself to making more. I don't know when I'll be sharp enough to do that again. HOW many times...many months..that I thought I would get over the finish line with this illness...and it never came? I actually don't think anyone would be banking on me being really super functional anytime soon...if they understood the enormity of how many set-backs I've had. I really think I'm coming 'round the last bend' here though. I think I hear the announcer screaming... " AND down the STRETCH...she comes.. " but I've been wrong so many times... Ya know? I'm gonna go try and sharpen my pencil on a budget for this decorating project so I can figure what I'm really working with... THANKS...you are right...I still have that bubble in the chest feeling.. I don't know what it is...but it only showed up after the TT. It feels like an angry troll that kicks me or something..when I try to concentrate on something involving the slightest bit of conflict. ~E:) --- topper2@... wrote: > You know, E, I've been thinking about your > situation.... I know we've > talked about this before... but something to > ponder... > > Decision making.... involves choice.. which involves > stress.... Stress > affects the adrenals... and what happens when > adrenals are stressed and > starts affecting us? We shy away from what is > stressing us. > > What happens if you look at decision situations in a > way to make them a > non stressor? Ummmm like those lists they had us do > as kids... this half > of the page is the PRO side.. this side is the CON > side and the side with > the highest score wins? > > I dunno.. just what was running through my mind last > night... > > Topper () > www.thyrophoenix.com > > On Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:18:37 -0800 (PST) E Gillespie > lyongillespie@...> writes: > > I am really way off topic with this... I do > > appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the > freecycle > > advice, with the zebra stipe stuff. > > > > > > For me this is about my inability to make > decisions. > > I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and > > feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I > wrestle > > to death before during and after I've made it. > THEN > > there are more decisions!!!! > > > > I wish that would go away.... > > < snip > > TOTAL-Thyroidectomy 26 months post-op. ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ It's here! Your new message! Get new email alerts with the free Yahoo! Toolbar. http://tools.search.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/mail/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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