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I am really way off topic with this... I do

appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the freecycle

advice, with the zebra stipe stuff.

For me this is about my inability to make decisions.

I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and

feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I wrestle

to death before during and after I've made it. THEN

there are more decisions!!!!

I wish that would go away....

My brain is at least depression free... THAT is cool.

Now I can stay happy and be messed up! LOL:)

IT would have been easier to stay in bed...but I think

that when I finally do get it together...I'll have

some things accomplished at least. RIGHT?

I think I'll go order that read couch...today.

YIKES...!!!!

It always feels like I'm jumping out of a plane

without a parachute...

~E:)

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I feel ya pain sista. This describes me to a T, except once I make a

decision and jump off the cliff, I never look back or worry about that

decision. Took me 18 yrs to DECIDE that a man threatening my life was not

normal and to get out of the marriage or whatever that strange thing was.

Hey, I'm now the proud owner of a rich colored, mixed brick, red, pumpkin,

copper, and gold mixed in there-----expensive bedpread for my bedroom. I've

never had that luxurious a bedspread, and I had been stuck on blue hues for

yrs now, until this. It has inspired me to buy the curtains, a couple of

throw rugs, replace my old pillows plus some new throw pillows, even

actually completely clean my room including the walls, lol, lol!! It looks

so cozy rich and colorful now that I can't believe I hadn't already made

this change. Whoo hoo!! I think I want to just live in my bedroom, tv and

all, it sure is tempting.

Re: WAY off topic ALERT...couch

>I am really way off topic with this... I do

> appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the freecycle

> advice, with the zebra stipe stuff.

>

>

> For me this is about my inability to make decisions.

> I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and

> feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I wrestle

> to death before during and after I've made it. THEN

> there are more decisions!!!!

>

> I wish that would go away....

>

> My brain is at least depression free... THAT is cool.

> Now I can stay happy and be messed up! LOL:)

>

> IT would have been easier to stay in bed...but I think

> that when I finally do get it together...I'll have

> some things accomplished at least. RIGHT?

>

> I think I'll go order that read couch...today.

> YIKES...!!!!

>

> It always feels like I'm jumping out of a plane

> without a parachute...

>

>

> ~E:)

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You know, E, I've been thinking about your situation.... I know we've

talked about this before... but something to ponder...

Decision making.... involves choice.. which involves stress.... Stress

affects the adrenals... and what happens when adrenals are stressed and

starts affecting us? We shy away from what is stressing us.

What happens if you look at decision situations in a way to make them a

non stressor? Ummmm like those lists they had us do as kids... this half

of the page is the PRO side.. this side is the CON side and the side with

the highest score wins?

I dunno.. just what was running through my mind last night...

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On Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:18:37 -0800 (PST) E Gillespie

lyongillespie@...> writes:

> I am really way off topic with this... I do

> appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the freecycle

> advice, with the zebra stipe stuff.

>

>

> For me this is about my inability to make decisions.

> I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and

> feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I wrestle

> to death before during and after I've made it. THEN

> there are more decisions!!!!

>

> I wish that would go away....

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Topper:

I think that is part of it...and knowing that spending

money means commiting myself to making more. I don't

know when I'll be sharp enough to do that again. HOW

many times...many months..that I thought I would get

over the finish line with this illness...and it never

came?

I actually don't think anyone would be banking on me

being really super functional anytime soon...if they

understood the enormity of how many set-backs I've

had.

I really think I'm coming 'round the last bend' here

though. I think I hear the announcer screaming... " AND

down the STRETCH...she comes.. " but I've been wrong so

many times... Ya know?

I'm gonna go try and sharpen my pencil on a budget for

this decorating project so I can figure what I'm

really working with...

THANKS...you are right...I still have that bubble in

the chest feeling.. I don't know what it is...but it

only showed up after the TT. It feels like an angry

troll that kicks me or something..when I try to

concentrate on something involving the slightest bit

of conflict.

~E:)

--- topper2@... wrote:

> You know, E, I've been thinking about your

> situation.... I know we've

> talked about this before... but something to

> ponder...

>

> Decision making.... involves choice.. which involves

> stress.... Stress

> affects the adrenals... and what happens when

> adrenals are stressed and

> starts affecting us? We shy away from what is

> stressing us.

>

> What happens if you look at decision situations in a

> way to make them a

> non stressor? Ummmm like those lists they had us do

> as kids... this half

> of the page is the PRO side.. this side is the CON

> side and the side with

> the highest score wins?

>

> I dunno.. just what was running through my mind last

> night...

>

> Topper ()

> www.thyrophoenix.com

>

> On Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:18:37 -0800 (PST) E Gillespie

> lyongillespie@...> writes:

> > I am really way off topic with this... I do

> > appreciate EVERYONE'S input...including the

> freecycle

> > advice, with the zebra stipe stuff.

> >

> >

> > For me this is about my inability to make

> decisions.

> > I get very tentative, unable to trust myself, and

> > feeling pretty wobbly. EVERY decision I make I

> wrestle

> > to death before during and after I've made it.

> THEN

> > there are more decisions!!!!

> >

> > I wish that would go away....

>

> < snip >

>

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