8 Days to go, my fears and thoughts...

[Guest guest]

I guess as the days get closer to my date so do my fears and thoughts. Of course, I am worried about making it through the surgery, but my surgeon and all of my other Dr's said they have not seen someone at my weight be so in shape (cardiovascular and muscle tone), and that I have nothing to worry about. Still, it is a HUGE concern of mine.

Sometimes, I sit back and am convinced I will be the one it will not work for, or even worse that I will be the one who dosnt make it through this thing. Im just really scared but know that this is the right thing for me to do.

I was wondering if anyone else had similar fears and if so what kinds of things did you do to keep your mind off of them. Thank you.

M

Open DS

Date: 1/8/01

Dr Heap

Richland, WA