Guest guest Posted March 4, 2006 Report Share Posted March 4, 2006 Hi again- Today was a crummy day. I needed to sleep for about 80% of it. I have offically been off thyroid meds for over 2 weeks. I am not hungry, but I don't lose weight (duh). All I want to do is huddle in my covers and listen to my ipod until I find the peace of unconsciousness. Mostly gloomy songs, of course. I am avoiding my family as much as possible. I am sure you all can understand why. They probably don't. My chest pain is worse, but the gasping is better thanks to the klonapin(sp) but I have moved up to 2x ..05 mg daily. I was supposed to see me doc today about the echo results - which I presume might mean something - but he cancelled on me to go eat luch with his family after synagogue. He is entitled. I am off to face tonight's hollowness. Not looking forward to it. Every night I wake up freezing and can't sleep well. Good news - I got a job as a nanny part-time ($12/ hourly) which will pay for my 2x weekly therapy sessions (my answer to no thyroid meds is to pay someone $95 an hour to cheer me up - or attempt to..) SHe told me that I need to write a book - it would be amazing. That is probably the nicest thing anyone could say to me. Anyhoo, thanks for this listen, ladies. All my love, Misty Misty msl5858@... Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (1807 - 1882) __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.