Something New-Again

[Guest guest]

Thank you all for your responses and support. As you know, I live in

New York, and for some reason CANNOT find a doctor whom I feel is not

dismissive...My current doctor only sees patients a few days a month so

is hard to get in touch with (Dr. Baker). I haven't seen him

since October, and everytime I call, I'm forced to speak with his

nurse. At first he put me on 10 miligrams of Neuretryptoline, then I

switched and went up to 50 miligrams of zoloft. I'm weaning myself off

the zoloft now since it only helped for about 5 weeks. Then he wants me

to go back onto 10 miligrams of the neurotrpy for a month, and then up

to 20 miligrams. So basically he's telling me I have to wait another 2

months before I (MAY) get some relief. Meanwhile, my fiance and bf

during my three years of suffering, just doesnt get it, and wants to

screw and doesn't seem to mind that I can only stand it for 3 minutes,

while gritting my teeth the whole way through....All I can do is

laugh...I know there is no quick fix...but the fact that this doctor

doesnt even care to call me personally and has NO IDEA OF THE DEGREE OF

PAIN I'M IN, YET HAS NO QUALMS ABOUT TELLING ME, " SUFFER FOR TWO MONTHS

MORE, AND THEN WE'LL TRY SOMETHING NEW " ......