Survey Thingy

[Guest guest]

1. As a kid, I missed the chance to: To be the first to play with my birthday toys at my own party. I had to set back and let everyone else play and then I got to.

2. As a kid, I lacked: Love from my mom and dad.

3. As a kid, I could have used: More understanding and love.

4. As a kid, I dreamed of being: Happily married to a man that loved me and showered me with attention and love. Still hoping for the latter.

5. As a kid, I wanted a: 12 older brothers to protect me and pick on me.

6. In my house, we never had enough: Love, we had only yelling and cursing at each other. My parents that is.

7. As a kid, I needed more: Time to be a kid.

8. I am sorry that I will never again see: My dear sole friend Judy, even though I do try to talk to her every day and when I go to the cemetery I set and talk to her and at times I do smell her perfume and or a gentle whisper of a breeze to say she is there.

9. I beat myself up for: Not being a better person and for being sick. As well as a failure at about everything I try.

10. I have a loyal friend in:

11. What I like about my town is: The historical value of this small town. The buildings that date back to 1830's the nickname "Ponywagon Town". We had two buggy and wagon manufacturers here in town, one was my hubby's Great Grandfather Sturm.

12. I think I have nice: Lousy hair, but I do have thick long lashes, Brown eyes and a great looking son, DIL, and two funny grandsons.

13. I am taking a greater interest in: In charities and fine arts. As well as a certain actor.

14. I believe I am getting better at: Keeping my mouth shut when I know it will get me into trouble.

15. My inner artist has started paying attention to: Remembering knitting patterns I have lost.

16. My self-care is: Getting worse. Hate to admit it I am needing help.

17. I feel more: More useless. The less I do for myself the more helpless I feel and I was never taught to be weak.

18. Possibly, my creativity is: Just to exist and get by with little or no help from Jerry.

Sharon(Shaz)