I made it!

[Guest guest]

Okay I made it at the fundraiser. I ended up wearing something that

was suitable and confortable and I sat at a table with THANK GOD all

the co-workers with a sense of humor. There was trays of food being

passed around....and then came the buffet. Food from India Mexico,

japan, Italy, thailand, pakistan, everywhere! I ended up taking a

little of everything and enjoying the diff tastes. I did not

binge!!!! I wanted more, but I stopped before getting too full.

i enjoyed the company and its amazing I never thought once about

what i was wearing. You guys really helped me get through that day.

Your words of encouragement and support were all I needed. Thanks to

all of you. On monday night I attended my last class for mindful

eating (required in stockton) and my daily food records were checked

and they were okayd. Now i take a class on thursday in manteca for

the two hr class taught by a dietician (required). after that i will

be refered to the dietician and then the evaluation. I really am not

tripping about the lenth of time it will take (started in June)

i am just looking foward to enjoying the holidays and keeping this

attitude of gratitude that i have today. I realize that i have to

hang on when i have those days like saturday afternoon, because they

really do pass. And now i have you guys......its been along time

since i have been so honest with my feelings, and i can do that here.

thanks again cecilia