Guest guest Posted November 27, 2004 Report Share Posted November 27, 2004 OK....I changed the layout of My Yahoo page and lost all my groups. I've spent the last week trying to find everything, and here I am. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I got my fistula done the 16th of this month, my left arm from elbow to pinky is bruised and swollen. I feel like I've had a stroke again, can't do anything with my left side. I seem to stay feeling sick lately, if I don't feel sick I feel depressed. It's been like living in a dark hole and no matter what I do I just can't get out of it. The sicker I get, the less I care. I want to know if it will ever get better then this? I want to know where my energy went to? BRANDY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 27, 2004 Report Share Posted November 27, 2004 ((((((((((()))))))))))))) It will get better, please believe that. I know that dark hole, the only light that shines into it for me most days are my kids. If there is one thing that can keep you from slipping totally into the dark it's that little boy of yours. Keep looking at his light and you will find a way out. I am so sorry you are having such a rough time of it. You have been on my mind a lot lately and your mom was sweet to give us an update on your progress. You've been thru a lot and still show strength to move ahead, it may only feel like baby steps but things are moving forward. Your fistula will heal up and the bruising will subside, things will get easier. I can feel your frustration and understand. I was telling my husband it seems like I'm sick for about 2-3 weeks out of every month lately...it gets very tiresome after every month goes by. Just remember you are worth every minute of hassle to stay on this Earth for you, your son, and your family. Sending some energy your way.........did ya feel it? ) Amy G. Sore, sick and swollen OK....I changed the layout of My Yahoo page and lost all my groups. I've spent the last week trying to find everything, and here I am. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I got my fistula done the 16th of this month, my left arm from elbow to pinky is bruised and swollen. I feel like I've had a stroke again, can't do anything with my left side. I seem to stay feeling sick lately, if I don't feel sick I feel depressed. It's been like living in a dark hole and no matter what I do I just can't get out of it. The sicker I get, the less I care. I want to know if it will ever get better then this? I want to know where my energy went to? BRANDY To edit your settings for the group, go to our Yahoo Group home page: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/iga-nephropathy/ To unsubcribe via email, iga-nephropathy-unsubscribe Visit our companion website at www.igan.ca. The site is entirely supported by donations. If you would like to help, go to: http://www.igan.ca/id62.htm Thank you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 28, 2004 Report Share Posted November 28, 2004 Oh my dear , Thanks for posting. You had me so concerned about you. I know that just words cannot help when you are in that dark place of depression and not feeling well, but just know you are not alone. I am praying for you! I am glad you got your fistula surgery done though so you can look forward to dialysis being easier on you. Any progression on the transplant evaluation? Take care of yourself . > > OK....I changed the layout of My Yahoo page and lost all my groups. > I've spent the last week trying to find everything, and here I am. > I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. > > I got my fistula done the 16th of this month, my left arm from elbow > to pinky is bruised and swollen. I feel like I've had a stroke > again, can't do anything with my left side. I seem to stay feeling > sick lately, if I don't feel sick I feel depressed. It's been like > living in a dark hole and no matter what I do I just can't get out of > it. The sicker I get, the less I care. I want to know if it will > ever get better then this? I want to know where my energy went to? > > BRANDY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 28, 2004 Report Share Posted November 28, 2004 Oh my dear , Thanks for posting. You had me so concerned about you. I know that just words cannot help when you are in that dark place of depression and not feeling well, but just know you are not alone. I am praying for you! I am glad you got your fistula surgery done though so you can look forward to dialysis being easier on you. Any progression on the transplant evaluation? Take care of yourself . > > OK....I changed the layout of My Yahoo page and lost all my groups. > I've spent the last week trying to find everything, and here I am. > I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. > > I got my fistula done the 16th of this month, my left arm from elbow > to pinky is bruised and swollen. I feel like I've had a stroke > again, can't do anything with my left side. I seem to stay feeling > sick lately, if I don't feel sick I feel depressed. It's been like > living in a dark hole and no matter what I do I just can't get out of > it. The sicker I get, the less I care. I want to know if it will > ever get better then this? I want to know where my energy went to? > > BRANDY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 28, 2004 Report Share Posted November 28, 2004 Oh my dear , Thanks for posting. You had me so concerned about you. I know that just words cannot help when you are in that dark place of depression and not feeling well, but just know you are not alone. I am praying for you! I am glad you got your fistula surgery done though so you can look forward to dialysis being easier on you. Any progression on the transplant evaluation? Take care of yourself . > > OK....I changed the layout of My Yahoo page and lost all my groups. > I've spent the last week trying to find everything, and here I am. > I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. > > I got my fistula done the 16th of this month, my left arm from elbow > to pinky is bruised and swollen. I feel like I've had a stroke > again, can't do anything with my left side. I seem to stay feeling > sick lately, if I don't feel sick I feel depressed. It's been like > living in a dark hole and no matter what I do I just can't get out of > it. The sicker I get, the less I care. I want to know if it will > ever get better then this? I want to know where my energy went to? > > BRANDY Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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