response to Dee for self sabotaging

[Guest guest]

Hi Dee,

My name is Donna O and Im 13 months out. Your post was soooooo

awsome. Just what I need to hear. The way you wrote was perfect for

me to hear what Ive been trying to explain to myself for many months

now! Ive been stuggling with those " bugs " , and I think Im just

comfortable loosing 115 pounds, and not ready to loose more. (start

wt 412) I do eat the wrong things at this point, and I know I

sabotage because of emotions. And of course, as independent as I

THOUGHT I was, I was determined to handle it alone. Boy,was that a

LITERAL disaster!! Im back to the groups now, I have my first therapy

meeting on tues, and I am scared to death of feeling those emotions I

always stuffed down with food! But I am sick and tiered of being

that " self-sabotoge Donna girl " Ive been he my whole life! It seems

I find anyway to be her too. But not anymore. I gotta remember Im

not unique or a rock for everyone but myself. Its gotta be all about

me now! And men are good bug killers untill you really know you were

kidding yourself and you gotta take care of your own " bug "

infestation!LOL So thanks again Dee! Good topic for me!

DonnaO