psych appointment

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I again have myself just " lurking " and not posting. You all help so

much. I " Tend " to try to make things go faster or try to " Fix " it

or just simple manipulate until I get my way or worse yet ruin it

for myself. I started this procedure in June and for whatever reason

i have not been in a hurry or tried to rush things. I have shared

that I have been fearful and that I have been grieving my friend

food.......and little by little food is getting less

important........slowly! Here it is the last part of this year and I

go Tuesday for my psych evaluation. So then its wait some more for

the letter and so on. I am truly letting my god handle this as far

as the time. For now Im sure if I got some of the run around that

some of you are posting i might get a little grumpy and then maybe

not.........what a big big big deal this is. It truly is the biggest

deal of my life. And thats what this is about for me ....MY LIFE.

I cannot wait to get up and down a cushy couch without straining!

to cross my legs...to walk my dogs...to play with my grandkids...to

play in the dirt of my garden....to breath easy at night....to wear

jeans again to many to mention.........

Again as always....thanks for the ear

Cecilia