Re: I think I've had enough. Me whining

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> OMG I've had all I can take. My parents sent Christmas cards that

arrived yesterday. Of course they had to have some added comments

that sent me in to a turmoil. My friend went off about the balance

of his credit card he gave me; he forgot that he put stuff on it

himself. Then he bitched about my daughter not working. Like I can

force her to get a job. Then he bitched at me about not getting Unum

on the phone and not talking to that lady about a job yesterday (I

left her a msg).

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> So I went into a full panic attack last night; and totally forgot

about the Xanax; so I was up all night. Didn't sleep a wink; flying

high on adrenalene. Writing draft responses to my parents for the

most part and trying to make the numbers in my bank account look

better than they are. This morning rolls around and I sent the email

to my parents and have been to the POB; mailed my Christmas cards,

stood in the line to get a registered mail; walking around partially

bent over from the awful backache I have today in my lower back.

Having to stop a couple times to let the pain subside. I made both

Rh and Gp appointments for this week; plus I already had an ENT

appt. I called Unum 22 times and hit zero 6 times each to get

someone on the phone before I finally got a live person. That person

then tells me that I need to contact my employer on the status of my

claim. She won't tell me. Of course, I can't get the employer

contact on the phone now. I

> left a message and sent them an email; blind copying my lawyer on

it. If I could just get a denial I could get the other lawyer on

it. But without any answer I'm left hanging. Of course I'm furious

because its my employer AGAIN causing me extra grief, because that's

how they operate.

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> I still haven't slept. I have sorted mail, laundry and eaten a

bagel and fed the dogs. I'm finally starting to wind down and I

don't think I could take another run around from someone today. So I

think I'm going to try to take a nap. I feel like I have a caffeine

buzz like when I drink coffee; but I didn't have any coffee.

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> JEEZ I hope this stuff works itself out soon. I can't take much

more of this.

> Please keep me in your prayers.

>

> Angie Harley Mama Double-D

> Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 5 cats,

snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong

Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent,

opinionated, outspoken, and open minded.

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> " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

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