Guest guest Posted December 20, 2007 Report Share Posted December 20, 2007 Yes, I know my mind is messed up, but I'm not sure of the extent of it. I went to a psychiatrist for years and years and have been on just about every anti-depressant there is...and they just don't work on me, and give me strange side affects. I tried counseling in the last year, but the first thing they wanted to do was put me on meds...that I had tried with my psychiatrist and knew wouldn't do a thing for me except make me very sick. I was on anti-depressants for years, and I've been off of them for about 2 years, and I don't feel any different. I just feel that I'm so messed up that I should isolate myself so I don't stress my family. nancie Dave and Jeanne wrote: Oh Nancie - Your mind sure is messed up right now. I know how difficult that is. I get headaches that I believe are fibro related. As far as I know, there are thin muscles surrounding the skull. I woke up this morning with nasty head pain in the back, left side of my head. It is still recovering from my chiropractic adjustment. I went too long in between adjustments, so it would be normal to take a bit longer to recover. After being up for a while and take extra strength Tylenol, it passed. Are you getting any counseling or psychiatric care? You are crying out for help when you say things like asking your son to shoot you. Please seek some help from somewhere, even a suicide hotline. We can only do so much online. I hope that knowing you're not suffering alone will be of some help. Jeanne in WI > Does anyone have fibromyalgia in their head? I've always had headaches, > since I was a kid, migraines wake me up often, but a couple nights ago I > had a head pain wake me up 3 or 4 times, and it was a totally new pain. > kept going back to sleep, sometimes I can sleep off a headache if it wakes > me up during the night, and I'll be fine by morning. It woke me up 3 or 4 > times, and it was awful pain, but it wasn't " in " my head like a migraine > is, it was more like " on " my head...and the pain reminded me very much of > the foot pain I get, so I'm almost positive the head pain was the fibro. > Has anyone ever heard of this? It's the worst thing yet...I told my > husband that I can't take it, if I continue to get pain in my head the way > I get pain in my feet, I can't deal with it. It's worse than migraine. > He asked me what I was going to do, I told him I was going to ask my son > to shoot me, I can visualize a bullet in my brain. My son is a Marine, > and also graduating from the Los Angeles County Sheriff's academy this > week. My husband said that was a terrible thing to ask my son to do, I > know my son would never do it...but my foggy brain seems to think it'd be > a good idea to ask him, so he'll know how bad I feel. But then I know how > bad that would make him feel, so I probably won't ask him. Has anyone > else ever thought about asking someone to kill you? > I think my brain is so out of it, I can't be much good to anyone, I tend > to isolate myself and not talk to anyone, because I know I'll come off > like an idiot, and I'm actually very, very intelligent. > What a mess... > nancie --------------------------------- Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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