Re: Suicide #1 cause of death in fibro patients-TO DEBI

December 12, 2007

You are exactly right Deb. I do live because of my children. I can't leave

them. I cannot let them think that mommy went away and left them by my own

choice. I guess having a sick tired old mommy is better than having one that is

not there at all. I love them so much. The love I have for them can never be

expressed in words. I just feel guilty alot of the time because they don't have

the me that use to be me in my younger years. They came late in my life and I

already spent all the energy I had. It is all I can do to work and put food on

the table for them now. But I do tell them how much I love them everyday I can.

I hug them and tell both of them how very special they are to me.

I had suicide attempts in my past. I realize now that it is not an option at

any cost. For number one... my children. And number 2..... I just think that

there is some limbo out there for people who commit suicide and I don't believe

the afterlife for them is a happy ending. However, I certainly can understand

that people start to think " life is just too much " ...

love,

Debra V.

DebiAC012553@... wrote:

In a message dated 12/11/2007 11:58:00 A.M. Pacific Standard Time,

FibroLady@... writes:

Suicide is very final. You will hurt your loved ones greatly if you should

succeed. It's not right for us to bring pain to others just because we have it

ourselves.

I'm just feeling like that today, but I wouldn't follow through. My

daughter, whom I'm always talking about that I live with, lost her dad when she

was

11 and then a newborn 6 day old baby 3 and a half years ago and it hurt

everyone, but especially her. So, I wouldn't do that to her. That's why I'm on

here. As I'm always saying, the kids are my reason for living and so is my

daughter.

Thank you for your encouragement.

Love and gentle hugs,

Debi/So. Cal.-54

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