Hello again.

[Guest guest]

Hi, all. Been off a long time. Went to S. Cali then to Vegas for

sister's wedding. I got back on Friday and have been running

everyone everywhere since. I know I don't post much anyway. Been

keeping up as I can with the posts. Sorry to see all the

infighting. Truely I am happy that got better and seemed to

find that which work in that case. Sorry to see all of you having so

much pain and/or stress over this last holiday.

Been a bit down myself this last bit. Guess when I see the doc I'll

have to see about my anti-depressants again. I was hoping not to go

back on the drugs for that. Oh, well! I don't think the trip helped

with this either. It's always dishearting to go there and see how

they all are together and how I'm always the outsider. (True, even

my kids could tell.) It's always been that way. Then I was suppose

to see my in-laws since my mother in law was having surgery. I was

told one hospital before the trip, then another too late when I got

there and being treated like an idiot by my father in law. (How much

do I still try there when they didn't even call to tell me when the

surgery was?) Top it off with a scare that my grandmother, who came

out for the wedding (she's 82), had a stroke. We think it was a

viral infection but when I left it wasn't confirmed. I didn't have

the best emotion wise trip.

Okay, rant much! Anyway I just wanted to check in and let everyone

know I was sitll around.

Thanks, Tammi