Some MORE.. venting...

[Guest guest]

Thanks to all of you folks or I would have no one to understand me. It hurts so

much.

I just think.... All I can contribute to this household and my family is the

money I make. I make the entire living here. Grant it the d/h does take care

of the kids all the time and does the laundry and just about everything

else..... but he does not work outside the home. It takes every bit of energy I

have that I can muster up to just go to work. I can no longer take care of my

kids the way I would like to and I am worthless in his eyes. All I ever hear is

how we don't have enough money. After I work my butt off with an illness that I

guess he thinks I am making up or exagerating, all I get is that I am a " sorry

mother " ..... If he does not think it hurts me emotionally not to be what I use

to be and able to do the simple things, he is wrong. I told him this morning

that the next time he plans for me to take them to school, to let me know so I

can get out of bed at 530 a.m. so I can be able to move by the time the kids

have to go to school. I don't even get home

from work until 1030 or 11 pm.

Tired and depressed. AND MOST OF ALL MAD AT THIS DAMN THING CALLED fibro.

love,

Debra V.

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