I guess I realize I overdo it everyday

[Guest guest]

Well folks, just to say first how much I care for all of you. I so appreciate

the people here.

I was just thinking last night how I overdo everyday that I work. I continue

to work because I really don't know another option. Yesterday I worked and had

just had the day before off. I actually THOUGHT I had slept better the night

before going to work. It started like any other day with the morning aches and

pains. It got some better for several hours. But by the time I was into the

6th hour of my shift.... the exhaustion set in so bad I could hardly move.

I have ONE friend at work who knows about this and actually believes me. She

will acknowledge it. She looked at me in about the last hour of work and said,

" Debra, you look awful. You must be feeling terrible. You have these big bags

under your eyes and I can tell that just in the last hour something has changed

with you " .. She was right.

She is a medication aid and she has always been one of my favorite people

there since I started.

I continue to overdo just about everyday. I am in fear of the day the monster

decides not to let me work again. What an insecurity to live with.

love,

Debra V.

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