Good luck Tigger

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It's too late for luck, Tigger. Hope it went OK and that the rest of your

appts. this week are fine, too.

Jeanne in WI

Flare

Guys,

I am going into a flare that may last for a while. I will be here as much as

possible. this group is the only way I talk to people. I stay in my house

most of the time. I get panicky if I have to leave the house. I am not sure

what did this to me. I use to be on the go constantly. I am afraid to go on

vacations. You have to drag me out of the house to go on vacation but once

on the road I do pretty well. the last trip I took with my hubby a month ago

was the best trip I ever had. We just took off and went thru 10 states. The

driving about killed me but my hubby knew when I had had enough. I am not

perfect and do not plan to be. I will do my best to take care of my family

and be there for them. But my kids have grown up and watched there mom go

down hill.

When I lost my job 5 years ago it hurt my ego I had never been fired from

any Job! I won my unemployment case which was good but I have never been

able to get a job since. I live in a small town so I guess word travels

fast. I have lived here all my life but I guess I am not good for anything.

You want to talk about a pity party! that is me! I let that place get to me

and that is what they wanted. Although some of them are no longer there for

various reasons, it hurt alot because my friends are the ones that let me

go. I had been there 5 years thru a business turnover to another company

which the previous company did offer me a job and not alot were given that

option. I Stayed. You have to know that the previous business was Gateway

Computers so if I would have gone with them any way I still would have been

without a job. Oh well I have to let them go, I have decided to apply for

disability since no one seems to think I am useful anymore to their

business, I

am only 50 years old and not even that till Dec.what a joke. Now I am

getting angry and its time for me to sign off and get some things done. I do

not like myself when I go there. Its not me at all. I always have gotten

along with everyone. Animals are my love. Big or small. I have a repertoire

with them I guess. I will stick with them! They love me unconditionally and

you know that is what we all crave as human beings is to be loved

Unconditionally!

Love you guys ,

Lori Hammer

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