Guest guest Posted June 24, 2004 Report Share Posted June 24, 2004 here I AM i have lost all my meaning i was once a person Who am I now i thought I felt..... but now I only feel the pain Im so ashamed of me...... I would be better off dead. Im trying to cope with the pain,,, and the isolation and the ..............pain. I have sat on the side line and read all of the posts it has made me cry but also made me laugh. I dont know how to manage... this thing... Im not on meds and cant cope with the pain.... it just rips my mind apart... if that makes sense.. I find when im in hell I cant think straight.... I never think ..cant think anymore... my mind is so fragile. am so alone., am worried about lori ... is she okay but just want to .........be .me again me is a person I once knew. me now is a total,,,, fragment... of the past... I now know I have lost the plot... sabi BARBARA TORREY wrote: There should be no problem with putting in a second SCS. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2004 Report Share Posted June 24, 2004 Jo! Thank you for putting into words what many of us are experiencing! Its all new to me and I've definately been feeling the less than positive feelings that seem to come with it. I have a wonderful family, a beautiful daughter and some of the most fantastic friends anyone could ask for. With that all kept in perspectve Im plugging along even when the pain gets the better of me! Sabi, hang in there! the days are going to be brighter for you. I know your exhausted and that can make the pain 100x's worse! Get to someone soon and get some help! I've been watching your posts and you have so much to give! HUGS Donna Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2004 Report Share Posted June 24, 2004 but just want to .........be .me again me is a person I once knew. me now is a total,,,, fragment... of the past... I now know I have lost the plot... sabi Sabi, That is a very well written poem, it totally speakes the truth. Thank you for sharing that. Lin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2004 Report Share Posted June 24, 2004 Jo, That is a very good poem, to bad we didn't have more then we could get it published. Lin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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