Guest guest Posted December 15, 2003 Report Share Posted December 15, 2003 Hey guys, need prayers.... Grandmother is dying.. have not seen in 4 years...long story.... I'm going to see her right now..please pray that I'm not told to leave... I need this closure love ya All Carol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2003 Report Share Posted December 15, 2003 Carol, Oh sweety how I wish I could be there to give you a hug. You bet you got prayers comming your way. I'll be praying for the whole family and especially for you. I hope you find the closer you need. Angie ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2003 Report Share Posted December 15, 2003 Angie, Thanks a lot... I did get the closer that I needed. The hospice nurse gives her 2 days, I told Mom that if they would take her to the hospital and put her on vent... she would out live us all....lol Mom says that the reason she is still on the earth is because the devil is afraid that she will take over...lol She can be controlling and mean when she wants too... I can not belive that they are his family ... ie... all the girls. they are nothing like him, Now PaPa Helton.. was just like Dad...lol But his Mom... there is nothing there and there will never be nothing there.... I really hate it. I wish that I cared enough to spend time over there and give Deanne a break, But I can't do it and I won't risk my health to do it. I'm sorry I feel that way, But I can't love her like my Grandmother, It is just not there... and I don't think it will ever be there. I feel sorry for her and I love her like I love my neighbors and will help out if and when I can. And I pray that, That is all God wants me to do. I told him He needed to give me a sign.... A HUGH sign, from Him and I have not seen it. She has really missed out on my life and My sisters, But the most she missed out on is my Dad, He was a wonderful Man.... and She can't hold a candle to him She can't even say that she raised him, His Aunts and Uncles on his Dad's side did.. I'm just glad that Dad is gone and I don't have to watch him explain to my Mom why he needs to go see her. It is hard to see him and Mom fight over her. And the bad part is I'm on both sides, I see both sides and I know where they are all coming from. But Mom..... she has serious problems with her... and I have lived them and seen them and Heard what she has said about my Mom... and I know I need to forget, but It just keeps rearing it ugly head... and keep stroking it and saying.. yep I know bring back those memories... I'm comfortable with them... and I'm cold and lonely with out them.... I need to stop now and highlight and delete all this and let it go.................... re:911 prayer Carol, Oh sweety how I wish I could be there to give you a hug. You bet yougot prayers comming your way. I'll be praying for the whole family andespecially for you. I hope you find the closer you need. Angie--------------------------------------------------------------------------------"The LUPIES Store" Come check out our store...http://www.cafepress.com/thelupies"The LUPIES Web Page"http://www.itzarion.com/lupusgroup.html"The LUPIES online photo albums!" Check out what your fellow Lupies look like...http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=lupies Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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