Guest guest Posted April 23, 2005 Report Share Posted April 23, 2005 Hi , I understand what you are saying about accepting it. I just spent the last 2 years trying to accept that I had a " Traumatic Brain Injury " that may or not heal. My NeuroPsychologist said that the biggest problem for me was that I wasn't accepting it. I finally accepted it, and now I find out the problems are probably more from the Sarcoid than the head injury! And apparently the two of them like to bounce off of each other! But acceptance has always been hard for me. I am an Aries true to heart. I am very much like a Ram and like to just " ram " into things to make them work. I have a hard time giving up or accepting anything less than what I think my best should be. The last two years have been a great lesson in humility for me! I think the hard part about accepting this is that it changes so much. Plus none of the Drs around here seem to have a clue, and that is a bit scarey. But I will keep pushing on I know that. This week I over did apparently, because the last couple of days I can hardly move. I haven't really posted because it is using all my brain and physical energy to do it. I will accept this someday, but it is so hard when there is still so much for me to do. When the Dr. first Dxed me, heasked me how I was even walking around...I told him, " I have to I am a single mom with noone close to help " . He was amazed at how much I was doing with as sick as I was. Sometimes there are things I just have to do so I just do them. I know I really have been rambling today and probably not making any sense...it is still a low time for my brain energy. Thanks for reading this if you stuck with it! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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