A NEW day! (some NCC)

[Guest guest]

Hello fine people, I made it through another day back to my Snarly old

self,ha,ha and today I had my first outing, and its ALL white here with Snow,

felt good to be alive!, its amazing what feels normal to me now after all

these years, but its still better than that darn nausea stuff, Id have to say

next to my Breathing Disorder I hate being Naueisous about the most after

that, even more so than partial blindess beuacse when your gut feels bad you

just cant eat or do crap. I put on my jeans today with my snow boots the

jeans practically slid off the hips!,ha,ha,ha glad to be eating a bit more

now.

My scooter is on the outs so they are coming out Thursday to take a looky at

it, we want to go do afew things this season so I need my wheels. I only have

ONE yes just ONE doctor appt this week, its only for my B-12 shot for my

Pernicious anemia, have to have them every 4 weeks my whole life, and other

than that NO MORE APPTS in December (knock on wood) I need a break, the only

time IM going to my b Brain and spine hopistal is to deliver gifts and

Volunteer if theyneed me, I still need to finish my volunteer training so

will try to get that Done by Mid Jan then I will be able to see more patients

every week, and then just do my work out of my home as I do or IM going to be

50 when that film and score is done,ha,ha,ha,ha.

We got the performance on Tape now we are working on the Disc Process, wow I

look like IM 80 pounds instead of 90 pounds (like thers a huge difference

right!), I can see the guy in the film holding me from behind so I wouldn't

fall, we laughed because the announcer (my new friend Anne) said I was having

another Brain surgery,ha,ha,ha I told her it was no big deal but we laughed

because we spend so much time at the hopitsal even we cant remember what IM

having done after awhile,ha,ha,hah,a, sad but true. Was great to see the

standing ovation just like old times.

Ive been home with my 6 year old today, she is going to the doctors to check

her lungs, she still has a high fever and bad bad cough from her Respiratory

flu bug, comes home LATE tonight from WA and my friend is picking her

up at the airport, hubby leaves tonight for Texas and my mother in law is

coming!!! YIPEEEEEE we wont be alone like we always are, its scary in this

house let me tell you. I hope next year to hire a Caretaker, we know its

necessary and last year we just couldn't do it financially so will try this

new year. ,u Insurance wont cover enough of it so will hire private woman to

help, they help you do that at my hopistal.

I sure do love you guys and gals, dont ever want to not have you in my life

after all these years, been a member on here since end of March 1997 !!!!! a

very long time, you truly are family to me.

Well, hopefully I will stay stable enough this holiday season and winter so

Hubby and I can go on our Trip we won(remmber the trip I won to Atlantis for

my Love story) well we have decided that we HAVE to go, its not every day you

get free limos and spa treatments and gourmet meal plans for FREE plus

airfare and Hotel.

Well, pain is bad again, but at least IM not puking!

ROLLERCOASTERS!!YIKES!!!!! no way in Heck would I go on one, HOWEVER!!!! this

is coming from a woman who still wants to do ameteur car racing for her

birthday!,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha!VAROOOOOMMMMMM what can I say IM an Aries,

very ambitious and just remember IM the one who 5 years ago said " well if IM

going to be wheelchair bound then IM going to cook my own food, make my own

bed and do my own thing no matter what.

LOVE and Peace always!

Dahli Dawn