Guest guest Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Hi Ramona.... Very sorry to hear you are going through such a trying time right now. Sounds like you may be suffering from depression and I hope you will talk to your therapist about what's going on in your life right now. In the mean time keep posting here and know that you are loved by us all. I've missed your postings and I look forward to hearing more about your latest endeavour. Regards, Gordy -36# > > Hi gang, > It has been a while since I have posted anything here but I feel like > I should check in before I leave on vacation. I have been having a > very bad time these days with a lot of things. So I feel as though I > am on a spiral going down instead of up. Recently I had a touch of > the flu and 3 days later I had pneumonia. Flu is not a good thing to > have when you have had surgery because of the vomiting and the > nausea. Well I am OK from that but now I feel the need to be away > from the problems that surround me at my home. There is too much > stress here and I am having trouble trying to not revert back to old > habits and it is not working. My weight had been at 206 at one time > and now it is 227. Not only that but my sciatica has come back with a > vengeance and now when I over do it I am in so much pain at night. I > feel so lost and I am having a hard time trying to do for me. I find > it is increasing more difficult to not fall into the bad habits again > whether it is subconsciously or not. I start each day thinking that I > will start to eat the correct way and journal and drink my water and > by the time noon comes around I am already off track. I even had a > hard time just going to the gym where as before I loved going there. > I have also for some reason become absent minded and get side tracked > so easily. So taking all that I am going through, I am leaving for > Texas on Saturday and try to get a new perspective on life. I have > told my family that I am in desperate need of a break from them even > if it is only going to stay with my sister. Since my husband started > working swing shift it is though I have no time for anything. I don't > have time to go to the support group meetings because of > transportation problems and his lack of understanding as to why I > need to go. Once I get back I will try to get a good therapist that > is willing to work with me one on one. The last one that I had just > thought that I needed to go into a group type situation but that > didn't fill my needs at the time. So this is where I am at this point > in my life. While I am gone I will still check in once in a while > just to keep me focused. > Ramona > 1/13/2002 > 357/227/????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Hi Ramona.... Very sorry to hear you are going through such a trying time right now. Sounds like you may be suffering from depression and I hope you will talk to your therapist about what's going on in your life right now. In the mean time keep posting here and know that you are loved by us all. I've missed your postings and I look forward to hearing more about your latest endeavour. Regards, Gordy -36# > > Hi gang, > It has been a while since I have posted anything here but I feel like > I should check in before I leave on vacation. I have been having a > very bad time these days with a lot of things. So I feel as though I > am on a spiral going down instead of up. Recently I had a touch of > the flu and 3 days later I had pneumonia. Flu is not a good thing to > have when you have had surgery because of the vomiting and the > nausea. Well I am OK from that but now I feel the need to be away > from the problems that surround me at my home. There is too much > stress here and I am having trouble trying to not revert back to old > habits and it is not working. My weight had been at 206 at one time > and now it is 227. Not only that but my sciatica has come back with a > vengeance and now when I over do it I am in so much pain at night. I > feel so lost and I am having a hard time trying to do for me. I find > it is increasing more difficult to not fall into the bad habits again > whether it is subconsciously or not. I start each day thinking that I > will start to eat the correct way and journal and drink my water and > by the time noon comes around I am already off track. I even had a > hard time just going to the gym where as before I loved going there. > I have also for some reason become absent minded and get side tracked > so easily. So taking all that I am going through, I am leaving for > Texas on Saturday and try to get a new perspective on life. I have > told my family that I am in desperate need of a break from them even > if it is only going to stay with my sister. Since my husband started > working swing shift it is though I have no time for anything. I don't > have time to go to the support group meetings because of > transportation problems and his lack of understanding as to why I > need to go. Once I get back I will try to get a good therapist that > is willing to work with me one on one. The last one that I had just > thought that I needed to go into a group type situation but that > didn't fill my needs at the time. So this is where I am at this point > in my life. While I am gone I will still check in once in a while > just to keep me focused. > Ramona > 1/13/2002 > 357/227/????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 27, 2004 Report Share Posted October 27, 2004 Ramona, I hope you get all the rest and love you need! I am sorry your going though this tuff time. That which does not kill us only makes us stronger. Just no we are all here for you and love you very much. Please Please keep in touch,You are a hug part of this group and we need you here! Love, Shell > > Hi gang, > It has been a while since I have posted anything here but I feel like > I should check in before I leave on vacation. I have been having a > very bad time these days with a lot of things. So I feel as though I > am on a spiral going down instead of up. Recently I had a touch of > the flu and 3 days later I had pneumonia. Flu is not a good thing to > have when you have had surgery because of the vomiting and the > nausea. Well I am OK from that but now I feel the need to be away > from the problems that surround me at my home. There is too much > stress here and I am having trouble trying to not revert back to old > habits and it is not working. My weight had been at 206 at one time > and now it is 227. Not only that but my sciatica has come back with a > vengeance and now when I over do it I am in so much pain at night. I > feel so lost and I am having a hard time trying to do for me. I find > it is increasing more difficult to not fall into the bad habits again > whether it is subconsciously or not. I start each day thinking that I > will start to eat the correct way and journal and drink my water and > by the time noon comes around I am already off track. I even had a > hard time just going to the gym where as before I loved going there. > I have also for some reason become absent minded and get side tracked > so easily. So taking all that I am going through, I am leaving for > Texas on Saturday and try to get a new perspective on life. I have > told my family that I am in desperate need of a break from them even > if it is only going to stay with my sister. Since my husband started > working swing shift it is though I have no time for anything. I don't > have time to go to the support group meetings because of > transportation problems and his lack of understanding as to why I > need to go. Once I get back I will try to get a good therapist that > is willing to work with me one on one. The last one that I had just > thought that I needed to go into a group type situation but that > didn't fill my needs at the time. So this is where I am at this point > in my life. While I am gone I will still check in once in a while > just to keep me focused. > Ramona > 1/13/2002 > 357/227/????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 Ramona, I just wanted send you a note to say hang in there. You’re having a rough time and it doesn’t sound like you’re getting much support at home, so I hope your trip to Texas gives you what you need. Take care. - Lesa - RE: In a spiral Hi gang, It has been a while since I have posted anything here but I feel like I should check in before I leave on vacation. I have been having a very bad time these days with a lot of things. So I feel as though I am on a spiral going down instead of up. Recently I had a touch of the flu and 3 days later I had pneumonia. Flu is not a good thing to have when you have had surgery because of the vomiting and the nausea. Well I am OK from that but now I feel the need to be away from the problems that surround me at my home. There is too much stress here and I am having trouble trying to not revert back to old habits and it is not working. My weight had been at 206 at one time and now it is 227. Not only that but my sciatica has come back with a vengeance and now when I over do it I am in so much pain at night. I feel so lost and I am having a hard time trying to do for me. I find it is increasing more difficult to not fall into the bad habits again whether it is subconsciously or not. I start each day thinking that I will start to eat the correct way and journal and drink my water and by the time noon comes around I am already off track. I even had a hard time just going to the gym where as before I loved going there. I have also for some reason become absent minded and get side tracked so easily. So taking all that I am going through, I am leaving for Texas on Saturday and try to get a new perspective on life. I have told my family that I am in desperate need of a break from them even if it is only going to stay with my sister. Since my husband started working swing shift it is though I have no time for anything. I don't have time to go to the support group meetings because of transportation problems and his lack of understanding as to why I need to go. Once I get back I will try to get a good therapist that is willing to work with me one on one. The last one that I had just thought that I needed to go into a group type situation but that didn't fill my needs at the time. So this is where I am at this point in my life. While I am gone I will still check in once in a while just to keep me focused. Ramona 1/13/2002 357/227/????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 30, 2004 Report Share Posted October 30, 2004 Ramona, I hope you have a great visit with your sister. Kristie > Ramona, I just wanted send you a note to say hang in there. You're > having a rough time and it doesn't sound like you're getting much > support at home, so I hope your trip to Texas gives you what you need. > Take care. > > - Lesa - > > RE: In a spiral > > > Hi gang, > It has been a while since I have posted anything here but I feel like > I should check in before I leave on vacation. I have been having a > very bad time these days with a lot of things. So I feel as though I > am on a spiral going down instead of up. Recently I had a touch of > the flu and 3 days later I had pneumonia. Flu is not a good thing to > have when you have had surgery because of the vomiting and the > nausea. Well I am OK from that but now I feel the need to be away > from the problems that surround me at my home. There is too much > stress here and I am having trouble trying to not revert back to old > habits and it is not working. My weight had been at 206 at one time > and now it is 227. Not only that but my sciatica has come back with a > vengeance and now when I over do it I am in so much pain at night. I > feel so lost and I am having a hard time trying to do for me. I find > it is increasing more difficult to not fall into the bad habits again > whether it is subconsciously or not. I start each day thinking that I > will start to eat the correct way and journal and drink my water and > by the time noon comes around I am already off track. I even had a > hard time just going to the gym where as before I loved going there. > I have also for some reason become absent minded and get side tracked > so easily. So taking all that I am going through, I am leaving for > Texas on Saturday and try to get a new perspective on life. I have > told my family that I am in desperate need of a break from them even > if it is only going to stay with my sister. Since my husband started > working swing shift it is though I have no time for anything. I don't > have time to go to the support group meetings because of > transportation problems and his lack of understanding as to why I > need to go. Once I get back I will try to get a good therapist that > is willing to work with me one on one. The last one that I had just > thought that I needed to go into a group type situation but that > didn't fill my needs at the time. So this is where I am at this point > in my life. While I am gone I will still check in once in a while > just to keep me focused. > Ramona > 1/13/2002 > 357/227/????? > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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