Guest guest Posted October 4, 2009 Report Share Posted October 4, 2009 Hi everyone, I've been struggling and feeling pretty hopeless lately. It started with me seeing a picture of myself at a race. I was so happy at the race because I took first place. Such a proud moment to see my hard work pay off. Then I looked at the pictures a local photographer had posted online and was completely disgusted with myself... And I'm sure you can guess how much food I've eaten today while beating myself up. I just feel so upset and keep feeling like it's so unfair that I have to keep struggling with my weight. I feel like I'm trapped in a body that is not me and stops me from living my life the way I want. I'm ashamed of myeslf for not being thankful I have a healthy body. But, I don't understand how to love it, listen to it, or accept it. Today I've been frantically entertaining the idea of another diet... And I know another diet, any diet, won't work. And which one would I even choose... It's all so confusing and I just want someone to tell me how to fix this, how to wake up tomorrow and enjoy this life I have been given. I apologize for the ramble and appreciate any words of advice and wisdom. Thank you, Jen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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