Bingeing....

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It has been a few months since this has happened, and I feel horrible.. I went

to a chick flick today with some friends ...good movie, but it left me feeling

so lonely. I came home and after an hour I found myself roaming the kitchen, it

started with a sesame bagel , then a box of sno caps that a friend got me at the

theatre,which I never opened cause I wasn't hungry and they held no " allure "

for me, then I proceded to a Symphony toffee bar.. before I realised my stomach

hurt and I was begining to get a sick feeling. So I decided to go online to

check to see if any one had written here ,I needed the support to know you guys

were out there.

The first post I read was 's and to see we were having the same experience

stopped me cold. I went and brushed and flossed my teeth ( an end to the binge),

and I felt I had to write , just to say , you are not alone in this

journey, we are all here together at different stages , depending on the day and

situation....... so here I sit , instead of feeling like I failed again , I am

going to try to look inward to figure out why my feelings of loneliness

triggered me to binge........and then I will wait until I am hungry once again.

Sally