Guest guest Posted July 18, 2009 Report Share Posted July 18, 2009 Today I was went to do some small simply shopping. I was get something sweet for my friend. For years whoever ask me to get something sweet foods as they were in mood for as they give me their money for whatever cost for their candys or cake or whatever. I always end up buy some for myself even when I do not really want it. Every time I feel I don't want it then I end up feel guilty as hell for not simply not want any. Well, today I got some sweet stuff for my friend while my shopping. As I look at all those candys and cookies. I know I truly don't want any and for first time all those years. I didn't even feel guilty for not want any. Another victory for myself. Eliza Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 18, 2009 Report Share Posted July 18, 2009 What a wonderful thing for you Eliza. You have reason to be happy! These victories are 'sweet' indeed :) Katcha IEing since March 2007 > > Today I was went to do some small simply shopping. I was get something sweet for my friend. For years whoever ask me to get something sweet foods as they were in mood for as they give me their money for whatever cost for their candys or cake or whatever. I always end up buy some for myself even when I do not really want it. Every time I feel I don't want it then I end up feel guilty as hell for not simply not want any. > > Well, today I got some sweet stuff for my friend while my shopping. As I look at all those candys and cookies. I know I truly don't want any and for first time all those years. I didn't even feel guilty for not want any. Another victory for myself. > > Eliza > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2009 Report Share Posted July 19, 2009 How cool, Eliza. Warrior > > Today I was went to do some small simply shopping. I was get something sweet for my friend. For years whoever ask me to get something sweet foods as they were in mood for as they give me their money for whatever cost for their candys or cake or whatever. I always end up buy some for myself even when I do not really want it. Every time I feel I don't want it then I end up feel guilty as hell for not simply not want any. > > Well, today I got some sweet stuff for my friend while my shopping. As I look at all those candys and cookies. I know I truly don't want any and for first time all those years. I didn't even feel guilty for not want any. Another victory for myself. > > Eliza > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2009 Report Share Posted July 20, 2009 I love when this happens! I feel so free! What you at one time could not resist, but now, you look at it and think, " Do I want it? Not really. So skip it. I can have it when I really want it. " Sometimes, I think I will still have " it " (insert item) just to prove I can. Like IE book says, sometimes you will bounce around the different principles. So while I've been through the big legalizing process, it still comes up a little bit at times. It's not a linear process. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2009 Report Share Posted July 20, 2009 I'm glad there are people here to tell me that it will go back and forth up and down so I do not lose hope as it happens to me. Warrior > > I love when this happens! I feel so free! What you at one time could not resist, but now, you look at it and think, " Do I want it? Not really. So skip it. I can have it when I really want it. " > > Sometimes, I think I will still have " it " (insert item) just to prove I can. Like IE book says, sometimes you will bounce around the different principles. So while I've been through the big legalizing process, it still comes up a little bit at times. It's not a linear process. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 20, 2009 Report Share Posted July 20, 2009 > > Today I was went to do some small simply shopping. I was get something sweet for my friend. For years whoever ask me to get something sweet foods as they were in mood for as they give me their money for whatever cost for their candys or cake or whatever. I always end up buy some for myself even when I do not really want it. Every time I feel I don't want it then I end up feel guilty as hell for not simply not want any. > > Well, today I got some sweet stuff for my friend while my shopping. As I look at all those candys and cookies. I know I truly don't want any and for first time all those years. I didn't even feel guilty for not want any. Another victory for myself. > > Eliza > congrats! today i was standing in the candy isle, and nothing looked good. not the salty candies. not the sweet. but i couldn't leave the store without buying something. so i have a butterfinger sitting in my drawer. i don't want it but i'm sure it will be eaten. hopefully one day i will be where you are. stay strong Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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