Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 Kay first off i hope you get the christmas gift your hoping for, I was hoping for a birthday one, but since that is in 3 weeks i know that isnt reality but a new years or valentines would be most appreciated................ so how was the producers ? I watch a show on HBO the Larry show and i think that is the correct name and part of last seasons show was that he was doing the producers......... I am glad you share your milestones , i love to hear them keep the faith ColleenKay wrote: Hi folks,Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me.My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years since I've been on public transit. It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of possibilities.I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of "house arrest" - but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. Take care,Kayin San Leandroopen RNY 12/1/03BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the latest:Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but who cares?)My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on course with eating and exerciseLargest size: 38Women's - about a 5XSize now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me now has an X in the size)Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!!Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay Colleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 Hi Colleen, It was SOOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!! I loved it. I've always loved the movie, but the stage show is just fantastic. The dance number with all the little old ladies with their walkers is totally priceless. I highly recommend it. Back when I was much younger, I used to have season tickets to the Best of Broadway series. I absolutely love musical theater. As I tell my musically-talented friends . . . I have no talent whatsoever, but I am a great audience. Anyway, this was a part of my life that I'd lost and am now reclaiming. If finances weren't an issue, I'd be looking into getting tickets for another show now - but that will have to wait a bit. I am glad to hear that you enjoy hearing about my milestones - I really enjoy hearing about other people's milestones - it kinda brings home just how amazing this entire journey is. All the best, Kay in San Leandro open RNY 12/1/03 Colleen Garner wrote: > Kay > first off i hope you get the christmas gift your hoping for, I was > hoping for a birthday one, but since that is in 3 weeks i know that > isnt reality but a new years or valentines would be most > appreciated................ > so how was the producers ? I watch a show on HBO the Larry show > and i think that is the correct name and part of last seasons show was > that he was doing the producers......... I am glad you share your > milestones , i love to hear them > keep the faith > Colleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 BRAVO!Kay wrote: Hi folks,Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me.My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years since I've been on public transit. It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of possibilities.I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of "house arrest" - but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. Take care,Kayin San Leandroopen RNY 12/1/03BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the latest:Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but who cares?)My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on course with eating and exerciseLargest size: 38Women's - about a 5XSize now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me now has an X in the size)Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!!Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay Gold Canyon Candles www.mygccandle.com/heavensgate Sensaria Natural Skincare Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 BRAVO!Kay wrote: Hi folks,Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me.My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years since I've been on public transit. It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of possibilities.I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of "house arrest" - but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. Take care,Kayin San Leandroopen RNY 12/1/03BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the latest:Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but who cares?)My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on course with eating and exerciseLargest size: 38Women's - about a 5XSize now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me now has an X in the size)Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!!Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay Gold Canyon Candles www.mygccandle.com/heavensgate Sensaria Natural Skincare Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 Kay: This is not minor at all. Getting out in the world and experiencing life is big! These seemingly little miracles nourish our spirits. It's important for us (and I'm talking to myself here too) to not take this stuff for granted. We've all been given (or about to be given) a second chance at life. That whole ballroom dancing scenario sounds wonderful. I really hope that it come true for you. Didn't Auntie Mame say something like, " Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving. Live, live, live! " ? Cheers to your ever-expanding world (and mine)! Gemello -153 lbs / at goal > Hi folks, > > Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to > forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me. > > My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even > think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to > climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the > milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the > station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last > year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years > since I've been on public transit. > > It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my > worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each > little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of > possibilities. > > I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of " house arrest " - > but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey > facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and > each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. > > Take care, > > Kay > in San Leandro > open RNY 12/1/03 > > BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the latest: > Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9 > At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9 > Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2 > Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but > who cares?) > My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on > course with eating and exercise > Largest size: 38Women's - about a 5X > Size now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me > now has an X in the size) > Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, > I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!! > > Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 Kay: This is not minor at all. Getting out in the world and experiencing life is big! These seemingly little miracles nourish our spirits. It's important for us (and I'm talking to myself here too) to not take this stuff for granted. We've all been given (or about to be given) a second chance at life. That whole ballroom dancing scenario sounds wonderful. I really hope that it come true for you. Didn't Auntie Mame say something like, " Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving. Live, live, live! " ? Cheers to your ever-expanding world (and mine)! Gemello -153 lbs / at goal > Hi folks, > > Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to > forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me. > > My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even > think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to > climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the > milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the > station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last > year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years > since I've been on public transit. > > It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my > worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each > little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of > possibilities. > > I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of " house arrest " - > but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey > facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and > each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. > > Take care, > > Kay > in San Leandro > open RNY 12/1/03 > > BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the latest: > Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9 > At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9 > Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2 > Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but > who cares?) > My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on > course with eating and exercise > Largest size: 38Women's - about a 5X > Size now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me > now has an X in the size) > Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, > I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!! > > Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 Kay, I’ve really enjoyed reading all your recent posts and I’m so happy for you that you’re <finally> getting the opportunity to have your knees fixed. I know that will be a significant improvement to your quality of life. My dad had a knee replacement about a year ago (he suffered from really severe arthritis) and he is doing great – his recovery went very well as I hope yours does, too. You’ve been so open sharing your milestones and bouts with depression and I really appreciate it. I’ve also suffered from depression and panic disorder and was on prozac prior to surgery. I stopped taking it after surgery because it seemed to give me really bad heartburn, but now I’m questioning that decision. I’m not panicking or depressed, but I’ve been afflicted with this terrible rage lately. Like really extra bad PMS (but it’s not) where I just can’t control my anger. I fly off the handle at the stupidest things, everything irritates me, I snipe at my family, etc. etc. Has anyone else had this? I have a follow-up appt. with my surgeon (Dr. Tanaka from Pacific Bariatric) on Nov. 8 and I think I’ll ask him about going back on Prozac and see if that helps. In the meantime, I am vigilantly trying to abstain from the 3 zillion pounds of Halloween candy that seems to be lurking everywhere I look. I will admit here (because if I can’t be honest here, where can I be?) that I ate a reese’s peanut butter cup today. Of course, 6 months ago I’d have probably eaten 10, so I guess one is certainly better. However, I can just already see that it’s going to be very difficult getting through the challenges of holiday food this year. I am just far enough out from surgery that I can eat more and I don’t seem to dump from sugar, which is actually unfortunate because that would’ve been a good deterrent! Now I’ll have to rely on will power. Damn. Wish I could order THAT on vitalady.com! Anyway, thanks for sharing all your thoughts, challenges, milestones, celebrations and dreams! BTW, I love that you said nothing that fits you anymore has an “X” in it. I’m currently down to XL and can’t wait until the day I can say the same thing you said! - Lesa - 290/193/145 Lap RNY 5/17/04 -----Original Message----- From: Kay Sent: Friday, October 29, 2004 12:20 PM To: gastric-bypass-support-kaiser-patients Subject: Minor Milestone Hi folks, Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me. My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years since I've been on public transit. It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of possibilities. I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of " house arrest " - but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. Take care, Kay in San Leandro open RNY 12/1/03 BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the latest: Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9 At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9 Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2 Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but who cares?) My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on course with eating and exercise Largest size: 38Women's - about a 5X Size now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me now has an X in the size) Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!! Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 30, 2004 Report Share Posted October 30, 2004 I am so happy for you to be able to get your knees fixed. My mother has such bad knees 26 surgeries in all from a head on collision in 1976 the dr. keeps telling her she needs to be older 55 I keep saying why mom why be 65 or 70 with good knees. This is a great time in her life right now where she could enjoy better knees. I am so happy for you good luck and I will keep you in my prayers. Kristie > Kay, I've really enjoyed reading all your recent posts and I'm so happy > for you that you're <finally> getting the opportunity to have your knees > fixed. I know that will be a significant improvement to your quality of > life. My dad had a knee replacement about a year ago (he suffered from > really severe arthritis) and he is doing great - his recovery went very > well as I hope yours does, too. > > You've been so open sharing your milestones and bouts with depression > and I really appreciate it. I've also suffered from depression and panic > disorder and was on prozac prior to surgery. I stopped taking it after > surgery because it seemed to give me really bad heartburn, but now I'm > questioning that decision. I'm not panicking or depressed, but I've been > afflicted with this terrible rage lately. Like really extra bad PMS (but > it's not) where I just can't control my anger. I fly off the handle at > the stupidest things, everything irritates me, I snipe at my family, > etc. etc. Has anyone else had this? I have a follow-up appt. with my > surgeon (Dr. Tanaka from Pacific Bariatric) on Nov. 8 and I think I'll > ask him about going back on Prozac and see if that helps. > > In the meantime, I am vigilantly trying to abstain from the 3 zillion > pounds of Halloween candy that seems to be lurking everywhere I look. I > will admit here (because if I can't be honest here, where can I be?) > that I ate a reese's peanut butter cup today. Of course, 6 months ago > I'd have probably eaten 10, so I guess one is certainly better. However, > I can just already see that it's going to be very difficult getting > through the challenges of holiday food this year. I am just far enough > out from surgery that I can eat more and I don't seem to dump from > sugar, which is actually unfortunate because that would've been a good > deterrent! Now I'll have to rely on will power. Damn. Wish I could order > THAT on vitalady.com! > > Anyway, thanks for sharing all your thoughts, challenges, milestones, > celebrations and dreams! BTW, I love that you said nothing that fits you > anymore has an " X " in it. I'm currently down to XL and can't wait until > the day I can say the same thing you said! > > - Lesa - > 290/193/145 > Lap RNY 5/17/04 > > Minor Milestone > > Hi folks, > > Well, I posted a major milestone the other day - but I don't want to > forget this minor one. It was kind of a big deal for me. > > My huband and I went to see The Producers last Sunday. I didn't even > think twice about whether or not I'd fit in the seat or about having to > climb a flight of stairs to get to the mezzanine. But, that's not the > milestone . . . the milestone is that we rode BART and walked from the > station to the theater & it was my suggestion that we do that. Last > year, that would have been unthinkable. It has been about 20 years > since I've been on public transit. > > It is taking me a while to work my way back into the world - at my > worst, I was virtually house-bound - but I am getting there and each > little success is intoxicating - like each step opens up myriads of > possibilities. > > I don't know if anyone else here is in that sort of " house arrest " - > but, if there is, I just want to say that, while it is often scarey > facing all those things that I've hidden from, it is an adventure and > each time I expand my world a bit is amazing. > > Take care, > > Kay > in San Leandro > open RNY 12/1/03 > > BTW - just because I haven't posted stats in a while - here's the > latest: > Highest weight: 375 pounds - BMI 70.9 > At surgery: 338 pounds - BMI 63.9 > Today: 181 pounds - BMI 34.2 > Dr. Baggs suggested goal: 150 pounds - BMI 28.3 (still overweight, but > who cares?) > My goal: where ever my body decides to end up as long as I stay on > course with eating and exercise > Largest size: 38Women's - about a 5X > Size now - 12-14Misses - some mediums, some larges (nothing that fits me > now has an X in the size) > Measuring at just my neck, upper arms, chest, waist, hips and thighs, > I've lost 8 feet 5 inches!!!!! > > Thanks for letting me brag a bit. - All the best, Kay > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 1, 2004 Report Share Posted November 1, 2004 Hi Lesa, You mentioned that you have been feeling lately like you're "PMSing" (but not really). I went through a little of this, but not too bad. I think that it has a lot to do with all the hormones that get released into your body when you lose a lot of weight. Fat holds on to estrogen and when the fat goes away that estrogen gets dumped into your system. Of course, the stresses that come with all the changes we experience (even the good changes can be stressful) and not being able to resort to comfort foods also contribute to the problem. It certainly wouldn't hurt to ask Dr. Tanaka about trying the prozac again. Fortunately for me, prozac never bothered my tummy and I was able to keep taking it - I just had to use a liquid form for a while. Bottled willpower - now that's a product that I would order in mass quantities. Sigh . . . maybe someday the medical researchers will figure out how to do that. I've been able to avoid all the Halloween goodies - which is a really good thing 'cuz I swear that I can smell a Reeses's Peanut Butter Cup at 50 yards. Good grief, I'm salivating just at the thought. I've been sugar-free since surgery 11 months ago - but I am still a sugar junkie. Guess I always will be. The challenges of holiday feasting do make me nervous. I am hoping that I can enjoy the socializing without feeling deprived because I can't have all the goodies. Wherever we go, I'll make sure that I have food that is O.K. for me, but I know that there will be sugary treats that I can't afford to even sample. Well . . . we'll see how it goes. Here's hoping that those X's are soon a part of your past. Take care, Kay in San Leandro open RNY 12/1/03 Lesa wrote: Kay, I’ve really enjoyed reading all your recent posts and I’m so happy for you that you’re <finally> getting the opportunity to have your knees fixed. I know that will be a significant improvement to your quality of life. My dad had a knee replacement about a year ago (he suffered from really severe arthritis) and he is doing great – his recovery went very well as I hope yours does, too. You’ve been so open sharing your milestones and bouts with depression and I really appreciate it. I’ve also suffered from depression and panic disorder and was on prozac prior to surgery. I stopped taking it after surgery because it seemed to give me really bad heartburn, but now I’m questioning that decision. I’m not panicking or depressed, but I’ve been afflicted with this terrible rage lately. Like really extra bad PMS (but it’s not) where I just can’t control my anger. I fly off the handle at the stupidest things, everything irritates me, I snipe at my family, etc. etc. Has anyone else had this? I have a follow-up appt. with my surgeon (Dr. Tanaka from Pacific Bariatric) on Nov. 8 and I think I’ll ask him about going back on Prozac and see if that helps. In the meantime, I am vigilantly trying to abstain from the 3 zillion pounds of Halloween candy that seems to be lurking everywhere I look. I will admit here (because if I can’t be honest here, where can I be?) that I ate a reese’s peanut butter cup today. Of course, 6 months ago I’d have probably eaten 10, so I guess one is certainly better. However, I can just already see that it’s going to be very difficult getting through the challenges of holiday food this year. I am just far enough out from surgery that I can eat more and I don’t seem to dump from sugar, which is actually unfortunate because that would’ve been a good deterrent! Now I’ll have to rely on will power. Damn. Wish I could order THAT on vitalady.com! Anyway, thanks for sharing all your thoughts, challenges, milestones, celebrations and dreams! BTW, I love that you said nothing that fits you anymore has an “X” in it. I’m currently down to XL and can’t wait until the day I can say the same thing you said! - Lesa - 290/193/145 Lap RNY 5/17/04 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 1, 2004 Report Share Posted November 1, 2004 Kay, thanks so much for your response. I did not know that about estrogen, but that sure sheds some light on this!!! BTW, your comment about smelling a peanut butter cup at 50 yards cracked me up!!! I am so proud of you for staying sugar free for 11 months – that is such an enormous accomplishment! I had the best intentions of remaining sugar free after surgery, but I must admit, I’ve indulged a few times. The trick for me is just not letting it spiral. So far, I’ve been able to control it, but I know it is something I will have to vigilantly guard against forever. I recorded and watched that Dr. Phil show re: gastric bypass, and while I have to be honest and say that I think he is a self-righteous, annoying butthead, he did say one thing during the show that rang true for me. He commented that “will power” is something you need when you have to lose 20 lbs in a hurry to fit into a ridiculous bridesmaid dress (or something like that) – will power is not what gets rid of obesity. It’s dealing with all the other issues that puts you on the right track to successfully defeating obesity (and, I think, the wonderful tool of wls that helps you get there). Anyway, thanks again for your words of wisdom – very much appreciated! - Lesa - -----Original Message----- From: Kay Sent: Monday, November 01, 2004 1:09 PM To: gastric-bypass-support-kaiser-patients Subject: Re: Minor Milestone Hi Lesa, You mentioned that you have been feeling lately like you're " PMSing " (but not really). I went through a little of this, but not too bad. I think that it has a lot to do with all the hormones that get released into your body when you lose a lot of weight. Fat holds on to estrogen and when the fat goes away that estrogen gets dumped into your system. Of course, the stresses that come with all the changes we experience (even the good changes can be stressful) and not being able to resort to comfort foods also contribute to the problem. It certainly wouldn't hurt to ask Dr. Tanaka about trying the prozac again. Fortunately for me, prozac never bothered my tummy and I was able to keep taking it - I just had to use a liquid form for a while. Bottled willpower - now that's a product that I would order in mass quantities. Sigh . . . maybe someday the medical researchers will figure out how to do that. I've been able to avoid all the Halloween goodies - which is a really good thing 'cuz I swear that I can smell a Reeses's Peanut Butter Cup at 50 yards. Good grief, I'm salivating just at the thought. I've been sugar-free since surgery 11 months ago - but I am still a sugar junkie. Guess I always will be. The challenges of holiday feasting do make me nervous. I am hoping that I can enjoy the socializing without feeling deprived because I can't have all the goodies. Wherever we go, I'll make sure that I have food that is O.K. for me, but I know that there will be sugary treats that I can't afford to even sample. Well . . . we'll see how it goes. Here's hoping that those X's are soon a part of your past. Take care, Kay in San Leandro open RNY 12/1/03 Lesa wrote: Kay, I’ve really enjoyed reading all your recent posts and I’m so happy for you that you’re <finally> getting the opportunity to have your knees fixed. I know that will be a significant improvement to your quality of life. My dad had a knee replacement about a year ago (he suffered from really severe arthritis) and he is doing great – his recovery went very well as I hope yours does, too. You’ve been so open sharing your milestones and bouts with depression and I really appreciate it. I’ve also suffered from depression and panic disorder and was on prozac prior to surgery. I stopped taking it after surgery because it seemed to give me really bad heartburn, but now I’m questioning that decision. I’m not panicking or depressed, but I’ve been afflicted with this terrible rage lately. Like really extra bad PMS (but it’s not) where I just can’t control my anger. I fly off the handle at the stupidest things, everything irritates me, I snipe at my family, etc. etc. Has anyone else had this? I have a follow-up appt. with my surgeon (Dr. Tanaka from Pacific Bariatric) on Nov. 8 and I think I’ll ask him about going back on Prozac and see if that helps. In the meantime, I am vigilantly trying to abstain from the 3 zillion pounds of Halloween candy that seems to be lurking everywhere I look. I will admit here (because if I can’t be honest here, where can I be?) that I ate a reese’s peanut butter cup today. Of course, 6 months ago I’d have probably eaten 10, so I guess one is certainly better. However, I can just already see that it’s going to be very difficult getting through the challenges of holiday food this year. I am just far enough out from surgery that I can eat more and I don’t seem to dump from sugar, which is actually unfortunate because that would’ve been a good deterrent! Now I’ll have to rely on will power. Damn. Wish I could order THAT on vitalady.com! Anyway, thanks for sharing all your thoughts, challenges, milestones, celebrations and dreams! BTW, I love that you said nothing that fits you anymore has an “X” in it. I’m currently down to XL and can’t wait until the day I can say the same thing you said! - Lesa - 290/193/145 Lap RNY 5/17/04 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 2, 2004 Report Share Posted November 2, 2004 Hey Lesa.... I watched Dr. Butthead too. It was amazing to see him actually say the things he did about WLS considering the fact that every other time I've heard him say something about WLS it's been negative. I guess old Dr. Phil can be politically correct too.....whatta-ya know. I was glad that he said what he did about changing everything else after the " will power " is gone. That's what I'm working on now especially since I've been binging on sugar free popsicles !! Regards Gordy -40# > Kay, I've really enjoyed reading all your recent posts and I'm so happy > for you that you're <finally> getting the opportunity to have your knees > fixed. I know that will be a significant improvement to your quality of > life. My dad had a knee replacement about a year ago (he suffered from > really severe arthritis) and he is doing great - his recovery went very > well as I hope yours does, too. > > You've been so open sharing your milestones and bouts with depression > and I really appreciate it. I've also suffered from depression and panic > disorder and was on prozac prior to surgery. I stopped taking it after > surgery because it seemed to give me really bad heartburn, but now I'm > questioning that decision. I'm not panicking or depressed, but I've been > afflicted with this terrible rage lately. Like really extra bad PMS (but > it's not) where I just can't control my anger. I fly off the handle at > the stupidest things, everything irritates me, I snipe at my family, > etc. etc. Has anyone else had this? I have a follow-up appt. with my > surgeon (Dr. Tanaka from Pacific Bariatric) on Nov. 8 and I think I'll > ask him about going back on Prozac and see if that helps. > > In the meantime, I am vigilantly trying to abstain from the 3 zillion > pounds of Halloween candy that seems to be lurking everywhere I look. I > will admit here (because if I can't be honest here, where can I be?) > that I ate a reese's peanut butter cup today. Of course, 6 months ago > I'd have probably eaten 10, so I guess one is certainly better. However, > I can just already see that it's going to be very difficult getting > through the challenges of holiday food this year. I am just far enough > out from surgery that I can eat more and I don't seem to dump from > sugar, which is actually unfortunate because that would've been a good > deterrent! Now I'll have to rely on will power. Damn. Wish I could order > THAT on vitalady.com! > > Anyway, thanks for sharing all your thoughts, challenges, milestones, > celebrations and dreams! BTW, I love that you said nothing that fits you > anymore has an " X " in it. I'm currently down to XL and can't wait until > the day I can say the same thing you said! > > - Lesa - > 290/193/145 > Lap RNY 5/17/04 > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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