Re: I'm back from vacation and it was horrid - Penny

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I agree, how awful for Enrique. What I'm wondering is if you could

explain this more. How did you figure it out? How did you deal

with it? Maybe this is part of Gail's problem too. I don't know.

Every time, well, for as little as that has been, that we seem to

be achieving some sort of evenness, she starts up again with the

worrying and hoarding and panic......

Poor Enrique. Ya know, as I read this...it seems to me as if

Enrique's body

> may have become addicted to that " panicky " feeling. No matter how

much he

> doesn't want to feel that way, if he doesn't he doesn't

feel " normal " .

>

> It was like that with my PTSD. I spent so many years feeling

anxious and

> nervous, that in those rare moments that I felt " good " , it wasnt'

right.

> Feeling " good " wasn't normal.

>

> just a thought.

> Penny