Guest guest Posted April 21, 2009 Report Share Posted April 21, 2009 Subject: A new discovery Last night I woke up at 3 a.m. again. This time I laid in bed and discovered that I was not hungry. I checked with my tummy and rechecked incessantly! After I was done checking, and my tummy won the argument, I started thinking about my marriage. After 17 years and 7 counselors I am suspecting that my husband has a narcissistic personality, which means that the hope I have held for many years that he will make changes, is soon to be lost. I am sooo torn up over this, and I want badly for it not true because a narcissist will never recognize his condition or be able to make changes. It is simply who he is, and I will need to leave him or learn to live with him. (tears) So anyway, after only 5 minutes of tormenting myself, I started feel HUNGRY! I thought it through and came to realize that I was NOT hungry, I just needed to be comforted! (more very sad tears). & nbsp; I feel so very alone and have no one to talk to. I will soon be looking for a Narcissist Yahoo Group. SO I MADE THE CHOICE to eat three protein bars anyway. BUT at least I have made a HUGE step in realizing what was happening to me! Now, I am waiting for our marriage counselor to call me back so I can run it past her. In the meantime, should I keep comforting myself with food, or do you have any other ideas? OMG, I haven't grieved this badly in years. Knobloch Sent from my BlackBerry® wireless device from U.S. Cellular Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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