Guest guest Posted December 28, 2002 Report Share Posted December 28, 2002 Wow, Sara -- Weird. Especially the vampires at the end. Our subconscious does strange things to us when we're defenseless. Sissi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 I had a strange dream last night. It was not scary until the end, but whew! what an ending. In the dream we had found this WONDERFUl program for . It was at a certain company's day-care, and you had to work for the company in order to place your child in the program. We decided that I would go to work for the company in order to get into the program. We arranged for Matt to keep the boys while I was in training for the position. It seemed like a very long dream as I went through weeks of training. There were a LOT of things we had to learn. One of them was how to harness a wild deer to a cart and drive her. My team could not master this and we had to back-step to learning to harness a pony before we attempted the deer again. Finally it was time to place in the program. I carried him into the room and there were a few other parents who were also placing their children in the same program. Suddenly I realized that when I signed the papers that would get him into the wonderful program, I was relenquishing my parental rights and giving the company sole custody of him!!! I burst out sobbing and told them that no, I was NOT going to give to them, that I was going to keep my child with me. They were very angry with me! The told me I was being selfish and that I had put everyone through all this preparation and now I was backing out at the last minute and it wasn't fair to any of them. They told me I was too young to be a parent, that my pregnancy had been unplanned and that I never should have kept for this long. They told me again how wonderful the program was and how much progress would make there. (The other parents agreed with them and had no problems giving their children up.) They tried to take him out of my arms. I ran out of the building and Matt was waiting for me in a car. I jumped in and told him to DRIVE! The dream turned into a car chase, and eventually we crashed and jumped out of the car and ran. Then we were being chased by vampires. The vampires chased us onto a space ship with the poeple from the program. As punishment for wasting their time and training, they were going to jettison me out into space, where I would burn, freeze, and turn inside out all at the same time... Bizarre, and rather disturbing... Thanks for listening, -Sara. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 wow... " Something important to remember...we'll always be who we are. " - Mr. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 You dream like I do. I dream almost every night. Frightening I know. > I had a strange dream last night. It was not scary until the end, but whew! > what an ending. > > In the dream we had found this WONDERFUl program for . It was at a > certain company's day-care, and you had to work for the company in order to > place your child in the program. We decided that I would go to work for the > company in order to get into the program. We arranged for Matt to > keep the boys while I was in training for the position. > > It seemed like a very long dream as I went through weeks of training. There > were a LOT of things we had to learn. One of them was how to harness a wild > deer to a cart and drive her. My team could not master this and we had to > back-step to learning to harness a pony before we attempted the deer again. > > Finally it was time to place in the program. I carried him into the > room and there were a few other parents who were also placing their children > in the same program. Suddenly I realized that when I signed the papers that > would get him into the wonderful program, I was relenquishing my parental > rights and giving the company sole custody of him!!! I burst out sobbing > and told them that no, I was NOT going to give to them, that I was > going to keep my child with me. They were very angry with me! The told me > I was being selfish and that I had put everyone through all this preparation > and now I was backing out at the last minute and it wasn't fair to any of > them. They told me I was too young to be a parent, that my pregnancy had > been unplanned and that I never should have kept for this long. > They told me again how wonderful the program was and how much progress > would make there. (The other parents agreed with them and had no > problems giving their children up.) > > They tried to take him out of my arms. I ran out of the building and Matt > was waiting for me in a car. I jumped in and told him to DRIVE! The dream > turned into a car chase, and eventually we crashed and jumped out of the car > and ran. Then we were being chased by vampires. The vampires chased us > onto a space ship with the poeple from the program. As punishment for > wasting their time and training, they were going to jettison me out into > space, where I would burn, freeze, and turn inside out all at the same > time... > > Bizarre, and rather disturbing... > > Thanks for listening, > > -Sara. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 eeeewwww. I hope your subconscious was able to relinquish any long-standing guilt (however unwarranted) that you may have had. Yucky dream. Penny weird/scary dream I had a strange dream last night. It was not scary until the end, but whew! what an ending. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 That is all too creepy, Sara. YUCK. Sleep better tonight. Jacquie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 Wow! That's very bizarre! Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2002 Report Share Posted December 29, 2002 > I hope your subconscious was able to relinquish any long-standing guilt > (however unwarranted) that you may have had. Thanks, Penny. You know the part about how I was too young and it was an unplanned pregnancy? Not true. was very much wanted (as was Gabe, for that matter) and I do not consider myself too young at all, although I know I am younger than many. But I made a concious choice to have a family first, before trying to have a career and then feel that was interrupted by my biological clock. Even in the dream I was thinking that and thinking how weird it was that they were saying those things. The rest of it, you tell me! -Sara. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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