Re: Bill(Miike and Shauna)

[Guest guest]

hahahaha YEAH THAT'S IT MIKE!!! Naw school has me INSANE truly!!! I am trying

so hard to catch-up with you guys and I need all your support, I just need to

find more then 10 min to dig in here... Thanks for being patient, I will bb

regularly soon.

Shauna

Mike Tune wrote:

2-shay..........very good .......You are learning the way of the

smart

ass......I have taught you well young grasshopper! LOL.....

Mike T

Heart Broken in one day!

>>

>> I joinded this group because I was so happy at what I had

>> done to improve my life and make my family happy and in one day it

>> all came crashing down by two total strangers. I'm sure this has

>> happened to others and it is so damm wrong!

>>

>> Twice in one day I heard some of the most negative comments I

>> have ever heard on how I look after having Gastric by-pass surgery.

>> These two people don't know me, never have meet me, will in all

>> likely hood never will meet me but they judged me based solely on

>> pictures that they saw of how my abdomen looks today. To say that

>> these comments did not cut me deeper than any Doctors knife is an

>> understatement! I know that after having five surgeries in the last

>> eighteen months and countless tubes stuck in my chest and abdomen

>> that they have left me with many ugly and permanent scars. Added to

>> that is the fact that my body shape is not what would be considered

>> normal, some places sunk in and some sticking out more that they

>> should.

>>

>> Never mind that over the last eighteen months I have lost

>> more than half of my original body weight, going from 450+ pounds to

>> now at 220/225 pounds and still dropping 1 to 3 pounds a month.

>> Never mind that I have probably extended my own life by years now

>> that my heart, lungs, etc. no longer have to maintain the extra

>> weight. Never mind that today I can walk without shortness of breath

>> or chest pains. Never mind that I feel healthier and better than I

>> have in at least twenty five years. All I heard were " you are

>> looking like a High School science experiment gone horribly wrong "

>> and " I would not touch or be seen in public with him! "

>>

>> I have spent my entire life being judged by people based

>> solely on my looks. Because of this I have always had a very low

>> self esteem, been very self consciences, and worried about people

>> seeing and judging me. I had hoped that when I lost the weight this

>> would stop! I was very wrong, seems like people for the most part

>> will always just look at the " wrapper " and not the " contents " .

>>

>> Just when I was feeling good about myself and pleased

>> with " how I look " someone comes along and just wipes all of the good

>> feeling away. Life sucks!!!

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