Re: Re: bad news/Me too

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S.

I am so sorry that you lost your baby too.

I am thinking of you and Fawn and all your families.

Narelle

Re: Re: bad news/Me too

> From: Jsachieve@...

>

> Fawn- I just had to respond and let you know that 01/01/00, we lost

our

> baby too. As you all know I've had spotting/bleeding since Dec.18, but

since

> the ultra on the 28th when we saw the baby's heartbeat it looked like we

were

> going to be out of the woods soon.

> On New Years Eve I didn't feel well with some cramping, but nothing

worse

> than a period. The next day I went to the bathroom and passed what was

> probably our baby. I saved it, but I didn't call the doctor right away

> because it didn't really look like what he had told me to look out for.

> Finally at about 9 PM I couldn't take the suspense any longer and went to

the

> ER. The blood tests came back at an HcG level of 315, no doubt I

miscarried.

> Though while I was there I found out that the day that we had the ultra,

my

> blood level had only been 2900. The Dr. said she would expect to see a

level

> of 5000+ at this stage of the PG. I guess I'm amazed how our baby even

> managed to have a heartbeat with levels so low.

> I have been ABSOLUTELY devastated about this! Even right now I feel

like

> crying just thinking about this. Like you said Fawn, I know we'll have

> another baby, but I want this baby! My dh is usually a pretty quiet

person,

> but he has also been devastated by this. He said that he had always taken

> being pregnant for granted, that something like this never happens to you.

> Tomorrow I go in and see my doctor for a follow-up.

> I do have to address one thing you said though, Fawn. God did not do

this

> to us to teach us some kind of lesson. I don't want to infringe on any

one's

> religious views in this open forum, but I'll say this. God is love.

There

> are other forces out there that kill and destroy. For the first time ever

> though, I can say I understand what you're going through!!!!

S.

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