RE: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old

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Cute! Too bad they don't do international shipping, otherwise I would have been tempted to get the tattooed tough guy bear (with an ""-tattoo, and blue eyes, like me, of course...well, the eyes, that is, I don't have any tattoos).Good luck with the sleep and the court (and everything else)! And you're right, the two of you need to meet face to face to decide if you are in love or not, but that being said, I think you really can meet your soul mate online. I'd say "don't take any risks", but I know you are a sensible girl, so hardly any reason for that.love (or lovvika, as Signe, the kitten, just typed it for me...)/Reb > > >> > > NOW you've gone and done it...I want some!!!! > > > > > > Here's a pic of the bear he (Mike) just sent me> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The World revolves around the Sun> > > > > > My World revolves around My Son> > > > > > That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger> > > > > > -- Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > > > > > really just needed ice cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > > > > > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > > > > > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and> her> > > > > > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > > > > > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > > > > > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > > > > > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > > > > > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had> her> > > > > > answer to that ready:> > > > > > > > > > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > > > > > > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > > > > > > > > > > love> > > > > > /Reb> > >>

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Akiba,

I am sorry you are having problems. I will keep you in my prayers.

Hugs

nne

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Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old> > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > really just needed ice cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and her> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had her> > answer to that ready:> > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > > love> > /Reb>

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i so love you guys. when they aired video i posted in Austrailia a guy saw it and contacted me through facebook and reporters. that was feb. we've been emailing back,forth and calling etc. i developed strong feelings but just kept quiet didnt want to rock core of a great friendship. AND he is a great friend there through thick,thin-ups and down. he had planned out a vacation to states in july-cool-all of a sudden mid august @4:30 am i get a call from him panicked as hell-hes mr.calm handle it guy. after agood 30min of confsion he has these strong forever feelings and has to know where my mind is. so yes the lil'dont hurt me chicken lady opened up,came clean. and here we are. after a week of him trying to analyze it to death,asking god for guidance,lots of confusing talks----we decide we love each other deeply,this feels so right,but there's

awhole heck of alot of stuff to work out. (nothing i do is ever easy)im a emotional type-so i know my mind,know what i feel,think,want,need. he's a analyzing type-knows his mind,but has to know how,why. he thinks black/whites lil'gray--i think bigger,brighter orange,purples,etc. well at 4:22pm today his plane lands here! wow~~so we got a week to see if,how to goto next step~~~WISH ME LUCK!!! have faith-you never know sweetie. the ironic thing is MimSy never comes up. he works in hospital & he saw show so for the first time since i was diagnosed in '02 it a non-issue. thats amazing as ever to me. anyways,i might not be around much this week but i'll definitely have loads to share soon.

hugs~~LONDA

~PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME DON'T MIND ALL THAT IM NOT ~

Subject: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a 6-year oldTo: MSersLife Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:50 AM

Go to this link:

http://www.vermontt eddybear. com/Category/ Sweetest- Day-Gifts. aspx

He sent me the Prince Charming teddy bear. AAAAwwwww... .the problem is he thinks he is in love with me. I tell him that needs to wait till we meet face-to-face before anyone can decide if they are in love with the other person or just in love with the *idea* of love...meanwhile, it sure is nice to have a handsome young man shower me with gifts...today he said he has ordered a psp for Robbin (that is a handheld gaming system, Robbin will love it!). He said he has something else coming for me and made me promise to accept it (like I have a choice when it comes in the mail?) Meantime we're all set for Wednesday, I NEED to find a way to get to sleep earlier, I have become, well, not an insomniac, but I guess an extreme night owl...can NOT sleep at night, I finally get to sleep at around 5 a.m, but Wed I have to be bright-eyed and bushy tailed at 9 a.m. Not sure how I will do that. I will try to sleep as much as possible tomorrow in case I can't get to

sleep at all and just stay up till the court calls...

Meantime (this for the women, men would be advised to delete the rest of this message) I am bleeding SO intensely, I might not have enough blood left in me to keep going...if I stand up, or bend over, it literally (I am trying to figure out how to say this delicately) it looks like something from one of those late night medical shows...very very heavy, very thick. Not normal at all. I don't know if it is stress, I *know* that is influencing it. It had stopped for over a week and day before yesterday started up again and it is just horrible...when I go to the bathroom it looks like there was a murder in there, I am cramping and just not right...YES I will go to the Dr as soon as the medical is set up, but that will take time, I have to get the insurance set up (again), find a Dr., make an appointment and find a way to GET to the appointment. SO unless I go to the ER it has to wait until I can GET it all done. So please send me healing prayers so

I can make it through all of this...I am trying to *not* worry about cancer (which is one of the possible reasons for this) it might be fibroids, in either case I will probably end up having my woman-parts taken out, and then I worry about...what if I DO get Robbin, he would have to go back with Rob while I am in hospital, and Rob might just say I can't take care of him (well he has already said that but I told the atty otherwise) and try to take Robbin from me...again.. .you KNOW he would try to find some way to take advantage of the situation... ) and there you have even more stress added to the mix...

Wow, sorry for the book (book signings at B Daltons in the mall Mondays at 3.~~)(JUST KIDDING)

    ~*~ Akiba~*~

~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~

The World revolves around the Sun

My World revolves around My Son

That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger

-- Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old> > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > really just needed ice

cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and her> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had her> > answer to that ready:> > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > >

love> > /Reb>

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Thank you sweetie...your prayer shawl has been a mainstay with me through it all...I hope I haven't worn out or used up all of the prayers...      ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger -- Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old> > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > really just needed ice cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and her> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had her> > answer to that ready:> > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > > love> > /Reb>

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Well you go, girl!!!! So, are you moving there or is he moving here? If you move there I want an opal from Coober-Peedy....(gotta get my bid in now!) Good luck Hun, have a great week, I hope it is all good for you...      ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger -- Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old> > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > really just needed ice cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and her> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had her> > answer to that ready:> > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > > love> > /Reb>

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This is GREAT Londa... there are a few out there where the MonSter is

not an issue.. Read an article in Chloe magazine (brought a copy home,

were in the neuro's office, mag is about living in spite of a disability

type thing).. article was about how this guy came up to a newlywed

husband. or just a husband telling him that he admired this guy..

because he stayed with his wife even after the accident that left her

chair bound.. LOL.. they enjoyed telling this guy that they chair was

NEVER an issue.. and that she was in the chair WHEN they met..

So.. THEY are out there.. I found one.. (remind me to tell you the

story, that most people think I'm crazy about.. but that I believe

wholeheartedly that my mother put in my path so that I would meet

him)..

They are out there.. that's for certain.. and it's only a matter of

being patient enough to wait until he surfaces..

Good Luck.. Enjoy the Hell out of the coming week!!!

HUGS.. HUGS.. and more HUGS

|)onna

shalonda frederick wrote:

> i so love you guys. when they aired video i posted in Austrailia a guy

> saw it and contacted me through facebook and reporters. that was feb.

> we've been emailing back,forth and calling etc. i developed strong

> feelings but just kept quiet didnt want to rock core of a great

> friendship. AND he is a great friend there through thick,thin-ups and

> down. he had planned out a vacation to states in july-cool-all of a

> sudden mid august @4:30 am i get a call from him panicked as hell-hes

> mr.calm handle it guy. after agood 30min of confsion he has these

> strong forever feelings and has to know where my mind is. so yes the

> lil'dont hurt me chicken lady opened up,came clean. and here we are.

> after a week of him trying to analyze it to death,asking god for

> guidance,lots of confusing talks----we decide we love each other

> deeply,this feels so right,but there's awhole heck of alot of stuff to

> work out. (nothing i do is ever easy)im a emotional type-so i know my

> mind,know what i feel,think,want,need. he's a analyzing type-knows his

> mind,but has to know how,why. he thinks black/whites lil'gray--i think

> bigger,brighter orange,purples,etc. well at 4:22pm today his plane

> lands here! wow~~so we got a week to see if,how to goto next

> step~~~WISH ME LUCK!!! have faith-you never know sweetie. the ironic

> thing is MimSy never comes up. he works in hospital & he saw show so for

> the first time since i was diagnosed in '02 it a non-issue. thats

> amazing as ever to me. anyways,i might not be around much this week

> but i'll definitely have loads to share soon.

> hugs~~

>

> LONDA

> /~PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME DON'T MIND ALL THAT IM NOT ~/

>

>

>

>

>

>

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> To: MSersLife

> Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:50 AM

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> He sent me the Prince Charming teddy bear. AAAAwwwww... .the

> problem is he thinks he is in love with me. I tell him that needs

> to wait till we meet face-to-face before anyone can decide if they

> are in love with the other person or just in love with the *idea*

> of love...meanwhile, it sure is nice to have a handsome young man

> shower me with gifts...today he said he has ordered a psp for

> Robbin (that is a handheld gaming system, Robbin will love it!).

> He said he has something else coming for me and made me promise to

> accept it (like I have a choice when it comes in the mail?)

> Meantime we're all set for Wednesday, I NEED to find a way to get

> to sleep earlier, I have become, well, not an insomniac, but I

> guess an extreme night owl...can NOT sleep at night, I finally get

> to sleep at around 5 a.m, but Wed I have to be bright-eyed and

> bushy tailed at 9 a.m. Not sure how I will do that. I will try to

> sleep as much as possible tomorrow in case I can't get to sleep at

> all and just stay up till the court calls...

> Meantime (this for the women, men would be advised to delete the

> rest of this message) I am bleeding SO intensely, I might not have

> enough blood left in me to keep going...if I stand up, or bend

> over, it literally (I am trying to figure out how to say this

> delicately) it looks like something from one of those late night

> medical shows...very very heavy, very thick. Not normal at all. I

> don't know if it is stress, I *know* that is influencing it. It

> had stopped for over a week and day before yesterday started up

> again and it is just horrible...when I go to the bathroom it looks

> like there was a murder in there, I am cramping and just not

> right...YES I will go to the Dr as soon as the medical is set up,

> but that will take time, I have to get the insurance set up

> (again), find a Dr., make an appointment and find a way to GET to

> the appointment. SO unless I go to the ER it has to wait until I

> can GET it all done. So please send me healing prayers so I can

> make it through all of this...I am trying to *not* worry about

> cancer (which is one of the possible reasons for this) it might be

> fibroids, in either case I will probably end up having my

> woman-parts taken out, and then I worry about...what if I DO get

> Robbin, he would have to go back with Rob while I am in hospital,

> and Rob might just say I can't take care of him (well he has

> already said that but I told the atty otherwise) and try to take

> Robbin from me...again.. .you KNOW he would try to find some way

> to take advantage of the situation... ) and there you have even

> more stress added to the mix...

> Wow, sorry for the book (book signings at B Daltons in the mall

> Mondays at 3.~~)(JUST KIDDING)

>     ~*~ Akiba~*~

> ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~

> The World revolves around the Sun

> My World revolves around My Son

> That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger

> /-- Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for

> much, we

> >

> > really just needed ice cream (because we had promised her ice

> cream to try

> >

> > her new " princess " sprinkles with), and som e milk for our

> coffee. But we

> >

> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose

> intolerant, and her

> >

> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla

> pick what ice

> >

> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted

> to try and

> >

> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:

> >

> > " Probably because of the milk. " I said, " Yes maybe because of

> the milk,

> >

> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag... " .

> She had her

> >

> > answer to that ready:

> >

> >

> >

> > " Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy " .

> >

> >

> >

> > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get

> heavy..

> >

> >

> >

> > love

> >

> > /Reb

> >

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Ooh, goody, we'll have another book to read. Nice. LOLGood luck sweetie, and just relax. Stop worrying all the time. Oh, who is gonna keep me on the straight and narrow. She's going to be busy. So there'll be no one to keep me in line. Any takers? Oh, come on, I'm not that difficult to control, am I? Please don't answer that.LoveTo: MSersLife Sent: Tuesday, September 29,

2009 3:46:23 PMSubject: Re: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a 6-year oldi so love you guys. when they aired video i posted in Austrailia a guy saw it and contacted me through facebook and reporters. that was feb. we've been emailing back,forth and calling etc. i developed strong feelings but just kept quiet didnt want to rock core of a great friendship. AND he is a great friend there through thick,thin-ups and down. he had planned out a vacation to states in july-cool-all of a sudden mid august @4:30 am i get a call from him panicked as hell-hes mr.calm

handle it guy. after agood 30min of confsion he has these strong forever feelings and has to know where my mind is. so yes the lil'dont hurt me chicken lady opened up,came clean. and here we are. after a week of him trying to analyze it to death,asking god for guidance,lots of confusing talks----we decide we love each other deeply,this feels so right,but there's

awhole heck of alot of stuff to work out. (nothing i do is ever easy)im a emotional type-so i know my mind,know what i feel,think,want,need. he's a analyzing type-knows his mind,but has to know how,why. he thinks black/whites lil'gray--i think bigger,brighter orange,purples,etc. well at 4:22pm today his plane lands here! wow~~so we got a week to see if,how to goto next step~~~WISH ME LUCK!!! have faith-you never know sweetie. the ironic thing is MimSy never comes up. he works in hospital & he saw show so for the first time since i was diagnosed in '02 it a non-issue. thats amazing as ever to me. anyways,i might not be around much this week but i'll definitely have loads to share soon.

hugs~~LONDA

~PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME DON'T MIND ALL THAT IM NOT ~

Subject: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a 6-year oldTo: MSersLife Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:50 AM

Go to this link:

http://www.vermontt eddybear. com/Category/ Sweetest- Day-Gifts. aspx

He sent me the Prince Charming teddy bear. AAAAwwwww.... .the problem is he thinks he is in love with me. I tell him that needs to wait till we meet face-to-face before anyone can decide if they are in love with the other person or just in love with the *idea* of love...meanwhile, it sure is nice to have a handsome young man shower me with gifts...today he said he has ordered a psp for Robbin (that is a handheld gaming system, Robbin will love it!). He said he has something else coming for me and made me promise to accept it (like I have a choice when it comes in the mail?) Meantime we're all set for Wednesday, I NEED to find a way to get to sleep earlier, I have become, well, not an insomniac, but I guess an extreme night owl...can NOT sleep at night, I finally get to sleep at around 5 a.m, but Wed I have to be bright-eyed and bushy tailed at 9 a.m. Not sure how I will do that. I will try to sleep as much as possible tomorrow in case I can't get to

sleep at all and just stay up till the court calls...

Meantime (this for the women, men would be advised to delete the rest of this message) I am bleeding SO intensely, I might not have enough blood left in me to keep going...if I stand up, or bend over, it literally (I am trying to figure out how to say this delicately) it looks like something from one of those late night medical shows...very very heavy, very thick. Not normal at all. I don't know if it is stress, I *know* that is influencing it. It had stopped for over a week and day before yesterday started up again and it is just horrible...when I go to the bathroom it looks like there was a murder in there, I am cramping and just not right...YES I will go to the Dr as soon as the medical is set up, but that will take time, I have to get the insurance set up (again), find a Dr., make an appointment and find a way to GET to the appointment. SO unless I go to the ER it has to wait until I can GET it all done. So please send me healing prayers so

I can make it through all of this...I am trying to *not* worry about cancer (which is one of the possible reasons for this) it might be fibroids, in either case I will probably end up having my woman-parts taken out, and then I worry about...what if I DO get Robbin, he would have to go back with Rob while I am in hospital, and Rob might just say I can't take care of him (well he has already said that but I told the atty otherwise) and try to take Robbin from me...again.. .you KNOW he would try to find some way to take advantage of the situation... ) and there you have even more stress added to the mix...

Wow, sorry for the book (book signings at B Daltons in the mall Mondays at 3.~~)(JUST KIDDING)

    ~*~ Akiba~*~

~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~

The World revolves around the Sun

My World revolves around My Son

That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger

-- Words of Wisdom from

a 6-year old> > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > really just needed ice

cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and her> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had her> > answer to that ready:> > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > >

love> > /Reb>

[Guest guest]

Have fun Londa! Don't forget to fill us in on the details

> Ooh, goody, we'll have another book to read. Nice. LOL

> Good luck sweetie, and just relax. Stop worrying all the time. Oh, who is

> gonna keep me on the straight and narrow. She's going to be busy. So

> there'll be no one to keep me in line. Any takers? Oh, come on, I'm not that

> difficult to control, am I? Please don't answer that.

> Love

>

>

>

>

>

> ________________________________

>

> To: MSersLife

> Sent: Tuesday, September 29, 2009 3:46:23 PM

> Subject: Re: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a

> 6-year old

>

>

> i so love you guys. when they aired video i posted in Austrailia a guy saw

> it and contacted me through facebook and reporters. that was feb. we've been

> emailing back,forth and calling etc. i developed strong feelings but just

> kept quiet didnt want to rock core of a great friendship. AND he is a great

> friend there through thick,thin-ups and down. he had planned out a vacation

> to states in july-cool-all of a sudden mid august @4:30 am i get a call from

> him panicked as hell-hes mr.calm handle it guy. after agood 30min of

> confsion he has these strong forever feelings and has to know where my mind

> is. so yes the lil'dont hurt me chicken lady opened up,came clean. and here

> we are. after a week of him trying to analyze it to death,asking god for

> guidance,lots of confusing talks----we decide we love each other deeply,this

> feels so right,but there's awhole heck of alot of stuff to work out.

> (nothing i do is ever easy)im a emotional type-so i know my mind,know

> what i feel,think,want,need. he's a analyzing type-knows his mind,but has

> to know how,why. he thinks black/whites lil'gray--i think bigger,brighter

> orange,purples,etc. well at 4:22pm today his plane lands here! wow~~so we

> got a week to see if,how to goto next step~~~WISH ME LUCK!!! have faith-you

> never know sweetie. the ironic thing is MimSy never comes up. he works in

> hospital & he saw show so for the first time since i was diagnosed in '02 it a

> non-issue. thats amazing as ever to me. anyways,i might not be around much

> this week but i'll definitely have loads to share soon.

> hugs~~

>

> LONDA

> ~PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME DON'T MIND ALL THAT IM NOT ~

>

>

>

>

>

>

>>

>>Subject: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a

>> 6-year old

>>To: MSersLife

>>Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:50 AM

>>

>>

>>

>>Go to this link:

>>http://www.vermontt eddybear. com/Category/ Sweetest- Day-Gifts. aspx

>>He sent me the Prince Charming teddy bear. AAAAwwwww... .the problem is he

>> thinks he is in love with me. I tell him that needs to wait till we meet

>> face-to-face before anyone can decide if they are in love with the other

>> person or just in love with the *idea* of love...meanwhile, it sure is

>> nice to have a handsome young man shower me with gifts...today he said he

>> has ordered a psp for Robbin (that is a handheld gaming system, Robbin

>> will love it!). He said he has something else coming for me and made me

>> promise to accept it (like I have a choice when it comes in the mail?)

>> Meantime we're all set for Wednesday, I NEED to find a way to get to sleep

>> earlier, I have become, well, not an insomniac, but I guess an extreme

>> night owl...can NOT sleep at night, I finally get to sleep at around 5

>> a.m, but Wed I have to be bright-eyed and bushy tailed at 9 a.m. Not sure

>> how I will do that. I will try to sleep as much as possible tomorrow in

>> case I can't get to

>> sleep at all and just stay up till the court calls...

>>Meantime (this for the women, men would be advised to delete the rest of

>> this message) I am bleeding SO intensely, I might not have enough blood

>> left in me to keep going...if I stand up, or bend over, it literally (I am

>> trying to figure out how to say this delicately) it looks like something

>> from one of those late night medical shows...very very heavy, very thick.

>> Not normal at all. I don't know if it is stress, I *know* that is

>> influencing it. It had stopped for over a week and day before yesterday

>> started up again and it is just horrible...when I go to the bathroom it

>> looks like there was a murder in there, I am cramping and just not

>> right....YES I will go to the Dr as soon as the medical is set up, but

>> that will take time, I have to get the insurance set up (again), find a

>> Dr., make an appointment and find a way to GET to the appointment. SO

>> unless I go to the ER it has to wait until I can GET it all done. So

>> please send me healing prayers so

>> I can make it through all of this...I am trying to *not* worry about

>> cancer (which is one of the possible reasons for this) it might be

>> fibroids, in either case I will probably end up having my woman-parts

>> taken out, and then I worry about...what if I DO get Robbin, he would have

>> to go back with Rob while I am in hospital, and Rob might just say I can't

>> take care of him (well he has already said that but I told the atty

>> otherwise) and try to take Robbin from me...again.. .you KNOW he would try

>> to find some way to take advantage of the situation... ) and there you

>> have even more stress added to the mix...

>>Wow, sorry for the book (book signings at B Daltons in the mall Mondays at

>> 3.~~)(JUST KIDDING)

>>    ~*~ Akiba~*~

>>~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~

>>The World revolves around the Sun

>>My World revolves around My Son

>>That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger

>>-- Words of Wisdom from a 6-year old

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>> I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we

>>>

>>> really just needed ice

>> cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try

>>>

>>> her new " princess " sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we

>>>

>>> needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and

>>> her

>>>

>>> baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what

>>> ice

>>>

>>> cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and

>>>

>>> carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:

>>>

>>> " Probably because of the milk. " I said, " Yes maybe because of the milk,

>>>

>>> although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag... " . She had

>>> her

>>>

>>> answer to that ready:

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>> " Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy " .

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>> She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..

>>>

>>>

>>>

>>>

>> love

>>>

>>> /Reb

>>>

>>

>>

>>

>>

>>

>

>

>

>

--

Jolie

And we pray X 4 Everyday X 4

Haters can keep on hating...

[Guest guest]

Oh Londa!! How wonderful:) How did things go???? SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Tuesday, September 29, 2009 6:46:23 AMSubject: Re: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a 6-year oldi so love you guys. when they aired video i posted in Austrailia a guy saw it and contacted me through facebook and reporters. that was feb. we've been emailing back,forth and calling etc. i developed strong feelings but just kept quiet didnt want to rock core of a great friendship. AND he is a great friend there through thick,thin-ups and down. he had planned out a vacation to states in july-cool-all of a sudden mid august @4:30 am i get a call from him panicked as hell-hes mr.calm handle it guy. after agood 30min of confsion he has these strong forever feelings and has to know where my mind is. so yes the lil'dont hurt me chicken lady opened up,came clean. and here we are. after a week of him trying to analyze it to death,asking god for guidance,lots of confusing talks----we decide we love each other deeply,this feels so right,but there's

awhole heck of alot of stuff to work out. (nothing i do is ever easy)im a emotional type-so i know my mind,know what i feel,think,want,need. he's a analyzing type-knows his mind,but has to know how,why. he thinks black/whites lil'gray--i think bigger,brighter orange,purples,etc. well at 4:22pm today his plane lands here! wow~~so we got a week to see if,how to goto next step~~~WISH ME LUCK!!! have faith-you never know sweetie. the ironic thing is MimSy never comes up. he works in hospital & he saw show so for the first time since i was diagnosed in '02 it a non-issue. thats amazing as ever to me. anyways,i might not be around much this week but i'll definitely have loads to share soon.

hugs~~LONDA

~PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME DON'T MIND ALL THAT IM NOT ~

Subject: Akiba (VERY long) WAS (MSers] Words of Wisdom from a 6-year oldTo: MSersLife Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:50 AM

Go to this link:

http://www.vermontt eddybear. com/Category/ Sweetest- Day-Gifts. aspx

He sent me the Prince Charming teddy bear. AAAAwwwww... .the problem is he thinks he is in love with me. I tell him that needs to wait till we meet face-to-face before anyone can decide if they are in love with the other person or just in love with the *idea* of love...meanwhile, it sure is nice to have a handsome young man shower me with gifts...today he said he has ordered a psp for Robbin (that is a handheld gaming system, Robbin will love it!). He said he has something else coming for me and made me promise to accept it (like I have a choice when it comes in the mail?) Meantime we're all set for Wednesday, I NEED to find a way to get to sleep earlier, I have become, well, not an insomniac, but I guess an extreme night owl...can NOT sleep at night, I finally get to sleep at around 5 a.m, but Wed I have to be bright-eyed and bushy tailed at 9 a.m. Not sure how I will do that. I will try to sleep as much as possible tomorrow in case I can't get to

sleep at all and just stay up till the court calls...

Meantime (this for the women, men would be advised to delete the rest of this message) I am bleeding SO intensely, I might not have enough blood left in me to keep going...if I stand up, or bend over, it literally (I am trying to figure out how to say this delicately) it looks like something from one of those late night medical shows...very very heavy, very thick. Not normal at all. I don't know if it is stress, I *know* that is influencing it. It had stopped for over a week and day before yesterday started up again and it is just horrible...when I go to the bathroom it looks like there was a murder in there, I am cramping and just not right...YES I will go to the Dr as soon as the medical is set up, but that will take time, I have to get the insurance set up (again), find a Dr., make an appointment and find a way to GET to the appointment. SO unless I go to the ER it has to wait until I can GET it all done. So please send me healing prayers so

I can make it through all of this...I am trying to *not* worry about cancer (which is one of the possible reasons for this) it might be fibroids, in either case I will probably end up having my woman-parts taken out, and then I worry about...what if I DO get Robbin, he would have to go back with Rob while I am in hospital, and Rob might just say I can't take care of him (well he has already said that but I told the atty otherwise) and try to take Robbin from me...again.. .you KNOW he would try to find some way to take advantage of the situation... ) and there you have even more stress added to the mix...

Wow, sorry for the book (book signings at B Daltons in the mall Mondays at 3.~~)(JUST KIDDING)

    ~*~ Akiba~*~

~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~

The World revolves around the Sun

My World revolves around My Son

That which does not kill me only serves to make me stronger

-- Words of Wisdom from

a 6-year old> > > > > > I went grocery shopping with 's niece this Saturday. Not for much, we> > really just needed ice

cream (because we had promised her ice cream to try> > her new "princess" sprinkles with), and som e milk for our coffee. But we> > needed several kinds of ice cream, because I am lactose intolerant, and her> > baby brother is allergic to milk, and we wanted to let Milla pick what ice> > cream she wanted to try the sprinkles with. Outside she wanted to try and> > carry the bag, but gave it back saying it was too heavy, and adding:> > "Probably because of the milk." I said, "Yes maybe because of the milk,> > although there is a lot more ice cream than milk in the bag...". She had her> > answer to that ready:> > > > "Yes, but carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy". > > > > She is right, isn't she. Carrying ice cream could never ever get heavy..> > > >

love> > /Reb>