Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Glad you are getting settled in. Dawn will make it squeaky clean...maybe too clean but it'll do the job. Don't overdo it though, take a break and relax every now and then. > It will lighten your hair somewhat.. but it will also make is squeaky > clean.. might dry it a bit.. but if it's Dawn.. shouldn't be too bad.. > that's the only thing that can be used on all those poor critters that > get caught in oil spills... I used to use Joy.. as a young gal.. when > I wanted to lighten my hair and my parents weren't for coloring.. the > lemon juice in Joy works to lighten hair just a shade at a time.. LOL... > > Glad to hear that you are there.. go out and get some sun.. might find a > few people to help unpack your boxes too.. and make some new friends etc... > > > > Akiba wrote: >> >> >> Click Me! >> <http://www.incredimail.com/app/?tag=display_picture_click_me & lang=9 & version=601\ 4185 & setup_id=7 & aff_id=100 & tID=600164 & addon=IncrediMail & upn=10bd2b96-9c72-44b7-9\ 0e2-5811697b95f8> >> I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now >> all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already >> done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 >> p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a >> few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still >> hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find >> the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find >> some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo? >>     ~*~ Akiba~*~ >> ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ >> The World revolves around the Sun >> My World revolves around My Son >> >> >> >> FREE Animations for your email - by IncrediMail! Click Here! >> <http://www.incredimail.com/index.asp?id=109095 & rui=103673961> >> >> > > > ------------------------------------ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Akiba so glad you are finally moved in. Don't over do. Hugs nne Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com -----Original Message-----From: akyba@...Sent: Fri, 4 Sep 2009 14:59:31 -0400 (Eastern Daylight Time)To: mserslife , the_wolfs_lodge , wayofthewingedheart , witchesthree Subject: The Dodo Has Landed I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son Free 3D Earth Screensaver Watch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Akiba so glad you are finally moved in. Don't over do. Hugs nne Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com -----Original Message-----From: akyba@...Sent: Fri, 4 Sep 2009 14:59:31 -0400 (Eastern Daylight Time)To: mserslife , the_wolfs_lodge , wayofthewingedheart , witchesthree Subject: The Dodo Has Landed I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son Free 3D Earth Screensaver Watch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Akiba so glad you are finally moved in. Don't over do. Hugs nne Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com -----Original Message-----From: akyba@...Sent: Fri, 4 Sep 2009 14:59:31 -0400 (Eastern Daylight Time)To: mserslife , the_wolfs_lodge , wayofthewingedheart , witchesthree Subject: The Dodo Has Landed I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son Free 3D Earth Screensaver Watch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Yippee!! I am SO happy for you sister!This is the best news yet. Thank you forkeeping us updated. I think any soap willdo, though shampoo would probably makeyou feel better. Take it slow on the unpacking.There is no rush now; you're there!love you Akiba, Kate The Dodo Has LandedTo: mserslife , The-Wolfs-Lodge , wayofthewingedheart , WitchesThree > I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable > TV, now all I> need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already > done about 15> or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and > still had to> unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours > sleep, hurt so> bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as > well unpack.> Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I > know I have> some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would > work as> shampoo? > >     ~*~ Akiba~*~ > > ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~> > The World revolves around the Sun> > My World revolves around My Son> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Yippee!! I am SO happy for you sister!This is the best news yet. Thank you forkeeping us updated. I think any soap willdo, though shampoo would probably makeyou feel better. Take it slow on the unpacking.There is no rush now; you're there!love you Akiba, Kate The Dodo Has LandedTo: mserslife , The-Wolfs-Lodge , wayofthewingedheart , WitchesThree > I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable > TV, now all I> need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already > done about 15> or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and > still had to> unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours > sleep, hurt so> bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as > well unpack.> Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I > know I have> some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would > work as> shampoo? > >     ~*~ Akiba~*~ > > ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~> > The World revolves around the Sun> > My World revolves around My Son> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 You betcha, Akiba! Do not let that former spouse"mess" with you, nor with that child's mind!Love to you and to Robbin,nTo: MSersLife Sent: Friday, September 4, 2009 12:40:18 PMSubject: Re: The Dodo Has Landed Get out? I don't even want to get out of BED, which is where I am headed...it might be a day or two before I go anywhere outside of the apartment, I am hurting and am too tired to care that there is no food in the fridge...nothing at all...I DO have the aforementioned top ramen and oatmeal for Robbin, maybe when he is here we can go check out the local grocer and see what all the have. I haven't heard anything but I am still expecting him this evening even though it is now an hour and 1/2 drive and not 10 mins...so no idea what TIME he'll get here, or even IF he'll get here...if he doesn't, you betcha it will be a Monday morning call to the lawyer...     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- Re: The Dodo Has Landed It will lighten your hair somewhat.. but it will also make is squeaky clean.. might dry it a bit.. but if it's Dawn.. shouldn't be too bad.. that's the only thing that can be used on all those poor critters that get caught in oil spills... I used to use Joy.. as a young gal.. when I wanted to lighten my hair and my parents weren't for coloring.. the lemon juice in Joy works to lighten hair just a shade at a time.. LOL...Glad to hear that you are there.. go out and get some sun.. might find a few people to help unpack your boxes too.. and make some new friends etc...Akiba wrote:>>> Click Me! > <http://www.incredimail.com/app/?tag=display_picture_click_me〈=9 & version=6014185 & setup_id=7 & aff_id=100 & tID=600164 & addon=IncrediMail & upn=10bd2b96-9c72-44b7-90e2-5811697b95f8>> I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now > all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already > done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 > p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a > few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still > hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find > the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find > some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo? >     ~*~ Akiba~*~> ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~> The World revolves around the Sun> My World revolves around My Son>> >> FREE Animations for your email - by IncrediMail! Click Here! > <http://www.incredim ail.com/index. asp?id=109095 & rui=103673961>>> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 I so recognoze that feeling... I have done my share of moving. But the good news is the dodo (that would be the "dront" in Swedish) has landed in its very own nest. You have done great despite all the difficulties!love/Reb â€" heading for the bed too, it's 10 p.m. where I am. >> I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I> need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15> or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to> unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so> bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack.> Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have> some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as> shampoo? > >     ~*~ Akiba~*~ > > ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~> > The World revolves around the Sun> > My World revolves around My Son> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 I LOVE the translations to an from Swedish,Reb. I, too am so glad that Akiba is in her ownnest!Love to you, and to all in our group, and to all the new members, all of you!nTo: MSersLife Sent: Friday, September 4, 2009 12:52:40 PMSubject: Re: The Dodo Has Landed I so recognoze that feeling... I have done my share of moving. But the good news is the dodo (that would be the "dront" in Swedish) has landed in its very own nest. You have done great despite all the difficulties!love/Reb â€" heading for the bed too, it's 10 p.m. where I am. >> I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I> need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15> or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to> unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so> bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack.> Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have> some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as> shampoo? > >     ~*~ Akiba~*~ > > ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~> > The World revolves around the Sun> > My World revolves around My Son> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 wow!! thats a shame. im so sorry you and robbin have to go through that drama. what a putz-head. big hugs!!! LONDA ~ALL THAT IM NOT MAKES ME ALL THAT I AM~ Subject: Re: The Dodo Has LandedTo: MSersLife Date: Friday, September 4, 2009, 8:27 PM And it's almost 8:30 and no Robbin. Since this is the first time they've been here and it is dark out, they might be lost, then again they might be (yet again) defying the court order and not bringing him. IF he isn't here by tomorrow morning I guess I'll have to call 911...again. ..*sigh* Why won't he just play nice? And why hasn't Karma caught up to him?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has Landed I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 Thanks. I've emailed Rob twice and gotten no response. That's just rude, and cruel. To me AND to Robbin!     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has Landed I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2009 Report Share Posted September 4, 2009 ARGHHHH!! I am not liking this at all or them! You may have 2 go kick sum but and I wish I were close to you to go help!lol. Luv ya..dont wori you will hear soon. The Dodo Has Landed I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son =0 A Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 He's not going to bring him, I just know it. He wants to see me dead. He is planning on keeping Robbin from me always and keeping Robbin's SSI, too, and if he does I will not be able to afford even this rent and will be homeless. That is what he wants and it seems he is getting his wish. The world looks so black out there right now, and I don't just mean because it is almost 3 a.m. I feel so defeated, so hopeless right now. He took the olive branch I tendered toward him and fashioned it into an arrow that he stuck deep into my heart. Why does he hate me so? Will Robbin be ok when I am gone? Because the way things look that is what is happening. I don't know what I am going to do. He is keeping my son from me and it feels like my heart is literally breaking. It literally feels like my blood runs cold. Why is he getting away with all of this? What can I do to get my son back in my arms? I can't do anything now till Tuesday and at this time I am now even sure I will make it that far, that seems like an eternity. I wonder if I couldn't help Robbin more from the other side? From there at least Rob couldn't come between us...problem is I don't want to leave Robbin the same legacy I was left (child of a suicide) and I don't know if a suicide can still be with their loved ones from the other side..the rules change when you take a life. I know you all don't want to hear me like this but that is how I am feeling, and I can't even seek professional help because they would use THAT against me, too. So I am hopeless and helpless. Sometimes I feel so strong, but my lows are so much lower then my highs and my world is just full of so much evil, coming from that man. And the middle of the night is the worst. Rob is truly the spawn of the devil. He s evil to the core. How could I have been so blind for so long? And what do I do now? How do I get my son back? Will I get him back? Does God even hear me? He does not answer, I feel He has turned His back to me as well. Please don't panic, I'm not taking my life, I'm paid here for at least this month and a lot can happen in a month. I guess I will be living from month to month from now on. And anyway, living might be out of my hands as well. I have been bleeding...in the feminine way, non-stop since April. I know I need to see a Dr, there are two reasons I would bleed after having stopped for 5 years, 1 is stress, the other is cancer. Yes I will go to the Dr as soon as I have changed everything over to here, but knowing I might have cancer sure does Not help the stress or the depression.     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Akiba, Can you get the police involved over the weekend? This just isn't fair or right. Rob will get his someday. You remain in my prayers as always. Hugs nne Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://breastcancerpatientssoulmatesforlife.bravehost.com/ Anxiety Depression and Breast Cancerhttp://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/AnxietyDepressionandBreastCancerAngel Feather Loomerwww.angelfeatherloomer.blogspot.comThe Cancer Clubwww.cancerclub.com The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth Screensaver Watch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 I am doing my hair, then going to shower, then going to call 911. As Reb said (in a lovely card he sent me) these violations need to be reported. And they will be. I got about 4 1/2 hours of sleep after my post, and had had about 2 1/2-3 hours before that so I am fairly rested, at least a whole lot better then when I got up yesterday.     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth ScreensaverWatch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Hi Ak........ My wife long ago had a bleeding problem. one quack wanted to do an immediate histo. Problem is I KNEW she was looking to drum up business, heard he tell her receptionist to call next weeks apts and try and get them to come in this week.......... Well I got her to another doc who got her into a great OBGYN paractice. She went on the pill for a few months and all was back to normal, just need help getting regular...... (* & *( GOMER > > He's not going to bring him, I just know it. He wants to see me dead. He is > planning on keeping Robbin from me always and keeping Robbin's SSI, too, and > if he does I will not be able to afford even this rent and will be homeless. > That is what he wants and it seems he is getting his wish. The world looks > so black out there right now, and I don't just mean because it is almost 3 a > m. > > I feel so defeated, so hopeless right now. He took the olive branch I > tendered toward him and fashioned it into an arrow that he stuck deep into > my heart. Why does he hate me so? Will Robbin be ok when I am gone? Because > the way things look that is what is happening. I don't know what I am going > to do. He is keeping my son from me and it feels like my heart is literally > breaking. It literally feels like my blood runs cold. Why is he getting away > with all of this? What can I do to get my son back in my arms? I can't do > anything now till Tuesday and at this time I am now even sure I will make it > that far, that seems like an eternity. I wonder if I couldn't help Robbin > more from the other side? From there at least Rob couldn't come between us.. > problem is I don't want to leave Robbin the same legacy I was left (child of > a suicide) and I don't know if a suicide can still be with their loved ones > from the other side..the rules change when you take a life. I know you all > don't want to hear me like this but that is how I am feeling, and I can't > even seek professional help because they would use THAT against me, too. So > I am hopeless and helpless. Sometimes I feel so strong, but my lows are so > much lower then my highs and my world is just full of so much evil, coming > from that man. And the middle of the night is the worst. Rob is truly the > spawn of the devil. He s evil to the core. How could I have been so blind > for so long? And what do I do now? How do I get my son back? Will I get him > back? Does God even hear me? He does not answer, I feel He has turned His > back to me as well. > > Please don't panic, I'm not taking my life, I'm paid here for at least this > month and a lot can happen in a month. I guess I will be living from month > to month from now on. > > And anyway, living might be out of my hands as well. I have been bleeding.. > in the feminine way, non-stop since April. I know I need to see a Dr, there > are two reasons I would bleed after having stopped for 5 years, 1 is stress, > the other is cancer. Yes I will go to the Dr as soon as I have changed > everything over to here, but knowing I might have cancer sure does Not help > the stress or the depression. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Good for you, call 911 and get him in trouble. He deserves it.To: MSersLife Sent: Saturday, September 5, 2009 2:23:06 PMSubject: Re: The Dodo Has Landed I am doing my hair, then going to shower, then going to call 911. As Reb said (in a lovely card he sent me) these violations need to be reported. And they will be. I got about 4 1/2 hours of sleep after my post, and had had about 2 1/2-3 hours before that so I am fairly rested, at least a whole lot better then when I got up yesterday.     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth Screensaver Watch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/ earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 HEY. IM PROUD OF YOU FOR HANDLING YOUR BUSINESS EVEN THOUGH ITS TOUGH. YOU ARE A INSPIRATION. BIG HUGS LONDA ~ALL THAT IM NOT MAKES ME ALL THAT I AM~From: Akiba & lt;akyba@... & gt;Subject: Re: The Dodo Has LandedTo: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.comDate: Friday, September 4, 2009, 8:27 PMAnd it's almost 8:30 and no Robbin. Since this is the first timethey've been here and it is dark out, they might be lost, then again they might be (yet again) defying the courtorder and not bringing him. IF he isn't here by tomorrow morning I guess I'll have to call 911...again. ..*sigh* Why won't he just play nice? And why hasn't Karma caught up to him?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth ScreensaverWatch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/ earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 I don't feel like any inspiration, I just have to do what I have to do, there really are no options. I am getting SO effing tired of "having no options" an option or two now and then thrown in for flavor would be nice.     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth ScreensaverWatch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/ earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Problem is I am 55 and stopped bleeding when Robbin was 5. This is just not "natural" and not my cycle out of whack. I am glad your wife was able to get regular again though.     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- Re: The Dodo Has Landed Hi Ak........My wife long ago had a bleeding problem. one quack wanted to do an immediate histo. Problem is I KNEW she was looking to drum up business, heard he tell her receptionist to call next weeks apts and try and get them to come in this week..........Well I got her to another doc who got her into a great OBGYN paractice. She went on the pill for a few months and all was back to normal, just need help getting regular......(* & *( GOMER >> He's not going to bring him, I just know it. He wants to see me dead. He is> planning on keeping Robbin from me always and keeping Robbin's SSI, too, and> if he does I will not be able to afford even this rent and will be homeless.> That is what he wants and it seems he is getting his wish. The world looks> so black out there right now, and I don't just mean because it is almost 3 a> m. > > I feel so defeated, so hopeless right now. He took the olive branch I> tendered toward him and fashioned it into an arrow that he stuck deep into> my heart. Why does he hate me so? Will Robbin be ok when I am gone? Because> the way things look that is what is happening. I don't know what I am going> to do. He is keeping my son from me and it feels like my heart is literally> breaking. It literally feels like my blood runs cold. Why is he getting away> with all of this? What can I do to get my son back in my arms? I can't do> anything now till Tuesday and at this time I am now even sure I will make it> that far, that seems like an eternity. I wonder if I couldn't help Robbin> more from the other side? From there at least Rob couldn't come between us..> problem is I don't want to leave Robbin the same legacy I was left (child of> a suicide) and I don't know if a suicide can still be with their loved ones> from the other side..the rules change when you take a life. I know you all> don't want to hear me like this but that is how I am feeling, and I can't> even seek professional help because they would use THAT against me, too. So> I am hopeless and helpless. Sometimes I feel so strong, but my lows are so> much lower then my highs and my world is just full of so much evil, coming> from that man. And the middle of the night is the worst. Rob is truly the> spawn of the devil. He s evil to the core. How could I have been so blind> for so long? And what do I do now? How do I get my son back? Will I get him> back? Does God even hear me? He does not answer, I feel He has turned His> back to me as well.> > Please don't panic, I'm not taking my life, I'm paid here for at least this> month and a lot can happen in a month. I guess I will be living from month> to month from now on.> > And anyway, living might be out of my hands as well. I have been bleeding..> in the feminine way, non-stop since April. I know I need to see a Dr, there> are two reasons I would bleed after having stopped for 5 years, 1 is stress,> the other is cancer. Yes I will go to the Dr as soon as I have changed> everything over to here, but knowing I might have cancer sure does Not help> the stress or the depression.> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Gee-whizz, Akiba....There is so much yousay here, it is hard to respond to it all.You need to reach out and probably callthe authorities now, right away. Have themhelp you. We are here for you, but onlyin a very limited way; we can't change thecircumstances.I know the feeling of your blood running cold;it is truly unpleasant and scary.Rob will get his. He really, truly will.As far as the bleeding goes. Run, don'twalk to a doctor as soon as possible! Youneedn't take chances. It could be just menopause playing a bad trick on you;I've heard of some women getting theircycles back after some time; hopefullythat is all it is.I know that it is very difficult right now, butyou need to stay strong, Akiba...Know I amhere for you sweetie. You can call me anytime: (914) 618.0060 or (914) 762.8734.Please stay as strong as you can...I loveyou, Kate The Dodo Has Landed> > > > I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone > > working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of > these > > boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We > didn't > > get here till 10 > > p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed > > etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no > words, but > > sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't > showered, > > can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some > somewhere, and I > > did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?    >  > > ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around > > the Sun My World revolves around My Son> > > > =0> > A> > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Gee-whizz, Akiba....There is so much yousay here, it is hard to respond to it all.You need to reach out and probably callthe authorities now, right away. Have themhelp you. We are here for you, but onlyin a very limited way; we can't change thecircumstances.I know the feeling of your blood running cold;it is truly unpleasant and scary.Rob will get his. He really, truly will.As far as the bleeding goes. Run, don'twalk to a doctor as soon as possible! Youneedn't take chances. It could be just menopause playing a bad trick on you;I've heard of some women getting theircycles back after some time; hopefullythat is all it is.I know that it is very difficult right now, butyou need to stay strong, Akiba...Know I amhere for you sweetie. You can call me anytime: (914) 618.0060 or (914) 762.8734.Please stay as strong as you can...I loveyou, Kate The Dodo Has Landed> > > > I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone > > working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of > these > > boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We > didn't > > get here till 10 > > p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed > > etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no > words, but > > sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't > showered, > > can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some > somewhere, and I > > did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?    >  > > ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around > > the Sun My World revolves around My Son> > > > =0> > A> > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 Oh, it's getting better...seems the Norwood police dept is CLOSED in weekend and the only way to get them is to call 911 which I "can't" do from here because it is a different jurisdiction, and the local cops won't interfere. You can BET that as soon as this holiday is OVER I will be on the horn with both their police dept and my atty. I am mad as a hornet! And I have tried to call (as well as email) and get nothing, it just goes straight to voicemail and emails are not answered. He will pay.     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth ScreensaverWatch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/ earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 OK. MAYBE IM CRAZY,BUT HOW IN THE HELL DOES A POLICE DEPT CLOSE SHOP???? LONDA ~ALL THAT IM NOT MAKES ME ALL THAT I AM~From: Akiba & lt;akyba@... & gt;Subject: Re: The Dodo Has LandedTo: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.comDate: Friday, September 4, 2009, 8:27 PMAnd it's almost 8:30 and no Robbin. Since this is the first timethey've been here and it is dark out, they might be lost, then again they might be (yet again) defying the courtorder and not bringing him. IF he isn't here by tomorrow morning I guess I'll have to call 911...again. ..*sigh* Why won't he just play nice? And why hasn't Karma caught up to him?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- The Dodo Has LandedI'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of these boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We didn't get here till 10 p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no words, but sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't showered, can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some somewhere, and I did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son=0A Free 3D Earth ScreensaverWatch the Earth right on your desktop! Check it out at www.inbox.com/ earth Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2009 Report Share Posted September 5, 2009 I did call the authorities, as I just sent in another post, to no avail. I can't do anything, not about the bleeding, not about Robbin, not about anything, until this holiday is over (WHY do these things ALWAYS happen on a holiday?) I did, at least. Find out one good thing, there is unlimited hot water and very good, hard water pressure in the shower here...best shower I've had in months (lol) so I took a long, hot shower, leaned forward in the shower chair, rested me head on the wall and let it hit my back, for a long time...a truly life-sustaining shower. Now I might even think about making coffee!     ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around the Sun My World revolves around My Son -- Re: The Dodo Has Landed Gee-whizz, Akiba....There is so much yousay here, it is hard to respond to it all.You need to reach out and probably callthe authorities now, right away. Have themhelp you. We are here for you, but onlyin a very limited way; we can't change thecircumstances.I know the feeling of your blood running cold;it is truly unpleasant and scary.Rob will get his. He really, truly will.As far as the bleeding goes. Run, don'twalk to a doctor as soon as possible! Youneedn't take chances. It could be just menopause playing a bad trick on you;I've heard of some women getting theircycles back after some time; hopefullythat is all it is.I know that it is very difficult right now, butyou need to stay strong, Akiba...Know I amhere for you sweetie. You can call me anytime: (914) 618.0060 or (914) 762.8734.Please stay as strong as you can...I loveyou, Kate The Dodo Has Landed> > > > I'm here, I'm in, and I'm online, got my phone > > working, cable TV, now all I need is to finish unloading all of > these > > boxes (I've already done about 15 or so, and I am dog tired. We > didn't > > get here till 10 > > p.m and still had to unload and stuff, make my bed > > etc...*phew* got a few hours sleep, hurt so bad there are no > words, but > > sitting still hurts so so might as well unpack. Still haven't > showered, > > can't find the box with the shampoo! I know I have some > somewhere, and I > > did find some dawn, wonder how that would work as shampoo?    >  > > ~*~ Akiba~*~ ~*~Pragmatic Visionary~*~ The World revolves around > > the Sun My World revolves around My Son> > > > =0> > A> > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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