Guest guest Posted February 17, 2001 Report Share Posted February 17, 2001 In reference to your feelings about thinking of the reality of your ep and the impact on your life, I feel that way too sometimes. We all do. I think I'm doing fine and then suddenly it all hits me again. The strangest things trigger it. The other day I was exercising and suddenly I had a flashback to lying on the surgical table while they were preparing me for surgery. Everyone was serious and so grave and I remember at that point becoming incredibly scared!!(My ep surgery was on Nov 9/00) I have been thinking a lot about that these past two weeks for some reason. I see pg people and it hurts. I miss my baby. I had hopes and dreams for him and all that has been denied me. The baby clothes and furniture. Planning for pg leave. Starting school. My arms ache for a baby sometimes so much my heart aches. I don't have any children and I wonder somedays if I ever will. I can't join in on those " mommy " conversations. I can't relate to anyone's labour stories. It bothers me and it bothers so many others here too. Many of us are in the same boat as you. Please realize that. Look to God for that strength! I hope you soon find the support that you need. I know I will be there for you Maggie! Darci _______________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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